me and @petrichorcelain.bsky.social

drawing weird stuff would probably be gooder for our brain.

finally..!!!

do you think we could have been childhood friends

Beautiful women named "256gb ssd" are disappearing under mysterious circumstances

mana fact: scratch my earse

would any mutuals living in washington state be willing to let me live with them around a few months from now... i don't want to be homeless or in the military out of college

Transfems are disposable to serve the ends of the men who exploit them, but I'm not your average transfem. I have the privilege and security to make my side of the story known. This was your debut film, you really played yourself here. Good luck.

So, in your orbit. Let me explain. Long thread incoming.

Very normal girl thoughts: i analyze and rationalize my actions and thoughts far too much so i cannot be mentally ill in any concrete determinable consistent way i am just miserable because that is my natural state of being as the collective will of the world decided

Something unpleasant is welling up and i dont know what to do about it and it is just making me resent everyone we've ever met for leaving us

Bella the living doll!

( hypnosis ) i had a dream that catgirl maids with big paws pounced on me and turned me into a bimbofied catgirl maid with big paws too if ur wondering how ive been doing

Hospital ignored my call again award

I dont even get to have any drama it's just no fanfare and everyone cuts me off and at best remarks that i was being a bit odd i dont get anything i just get offloaded whenevrr its easiest and no one cares for a moment longer i should do something memorable one of these days

loathing

she deserves a happy ending

cured

i want to be anything but some things arent allowed

pudding makes things better

they don't know how wrong my continued existence is but they feel it and it comes out in horrible ways

there is something very very wrong

pony honey bell was cute

why should you care about a trans woman wanting to molest a cartoon dog i mean its obvious that you don't actually think the latter is causing real harm or else you'd maybe treat this more seriously you're taking the moral high ground to justify your immediate disgust at having to see a trans woman

パチュリー・ノーレッジ #深夜の真剣お絵描き60分一本勝負

I messed it all up i drew lines between every piece of our understanding of ourselves and the world it's physically exhausting to think about and dwell on and ive ruined everythinf forwver

i miss my friends i havent been in front in the past year and everyone i knew is gone now and im so so so lonely everyone drifted away and i couldnt do anything and i just watch them all live and move on

i am scared of what patterns our mind has been falling into lately and i also feel particularly guilty since i havent been out in a year prior

There are very few people we know anymore who havent become completely alien to us i dont think i can fix any of those connections

Monster hunter is fun

I loathe anyone happier and more comfortable than me

#coquettedragoon chapter 9 leak

I want to run away from all of this I can't be with others everything is too much and i always hurt someone

Imagine having vices wouldn't that be great what a nice thing

Horrible night horrible switch horribly horribly alone

my presence isnt felt by anyone if im not entertaining i don't exist if im not helpful i don't exist i dont have any connections beyond immediate gratification and usefulness

it's fine, it's not like i really made any use of knowing anything or anyone, it'll be gone soon

i just dont know

pcb arrived, just have to get the backplate, switches, keycaps, and pick out the wood for the case now. yay.

I dont know if our headspace will ever have anything resembling stability it feels like memory has been getting worse and switches are causing more trouble and its hard to feel anyone else here

We had a weird dream last night where we were walkihb through a forest and the trees kept turning into swarms of neco arcs and then eventually i found arcueid and she made me play persona 3

Im kind of surprised we havent freaked out more at the gym? Some people have been a bit weird but i think just for the gym specifically we have this idea firmly cemented that no one gives a shit and everyone minds their own business. I still think someone may have recorded us today though

Bluesky feels like checking my email