wait, i think i’m obsessed

I bought stuff that was missing from my partner’s linocut kit, it should be coming today. I’m gonna make myself a bunch of dinosaur prints.

Maybe it’s my multi-year break from this game, but Overwatch is actually fun again.

oh fuck yeah, I repaired my favourite analog camera (zenit et), this is a joyous day indeed

let’s see if i’m a good fit for AAA titles… i have doubts, dreading it like hell

And once again—just as every piece has begun to fit together and my world felt more peaceful—everything went to shit. Somehow I still have my job, but many of my colleagues weren’t so lucky. I was really proud of what we were doing.

had to launch Far Cry 5 *for research* and here I am dreaming about leaving work and replaying it for another couple of days straight

that rare feeling when you propose stuff for the game and it gets listened to and your work is appreciated

another day of living my dream the way things are in the industry doesn’t help me love it, but despite all i do appreciate working in gamedev

Saw Iron Lung yesterday and I honestly think it’s a good game adaptation. I almost screamed of joy when Simon first used the camera, it was so similar of a vibe as when playing the game. Not a perfect movie by far, but good enough to recommend.

Since I passed my probation period, I thought it’s high time to move Bulbacry to his new home. 😘

she said—7 months ago—and then proceeded to not book the appointment for the next 6 But I’m finally going to get a tattoo tomorrow!

Got TOW2. Let the fanart commence.

New job is going great (I think), a much welcome change after these last few months. This last year, to be exact.

I had *the* best job send off party today. I couldn't have imagined to find better friends at work and I will miss them so much. They set the bar really high.

Imposter syndrome got me bad right before starting a new job. 🫣

why hasn’t anybody told me i had “game tester of 5 over years” instead of “over 5 years” in my bio this entire time 💀💀💀

this lil shit (i adore him) comes to lie down with us every morning and demands to be covered by a blanket the blanket is the integral part of the process #cats

Been working on a portfolio piece lately, my first sculpt of a person from scratch—second ever. I had so much fun making the hair, though I yet have to add lashes. XGen is wonderful to work with, but makes Maya crash so often. 😭 #characterart #3D #forger

Always fun to see how differently people are treating you after you submit your resignation. 🫠 I know getting a job (in gamedev, but not only) is extremely difficult nowadays, but don’t forget you deserve to work in a place where you’ll be respected and appreciated.

2/3 done

There are some very exciting things ahead of me if everything goes right. There would be a difficult decision to make, but so thrilling.

there are times when weeks on end I’d be seeing nothing but normal-ish stuff on the internet and I say to myself “the internet isn’t that weird after all is it” and then I see the absolute most batshit crazy thing and then I know everything is still in its place in the universe

supervisors be like: QA is just an entry level position to gamedev, it’s a red flag if you don’t want to change it after a few years. but at the same time like: we won’t allow you to change your position, you want to do something different? You’re good at something? Tough luck, we’ll never use it.

Why is it so difficult to find a good SPF, why is everything too sticky, or smells horribly, or burns my skin, or does all of the above.

Everyone is talking about the baby’s CG in #SquidGame3, but I thought the dog was much, much worse.

I’ve got so many thoughts on the recruitment process now that I’m taking part in it from the employer’s side that I think I can share some tips. - First of all: if you apply for a job in the EU, don’t forget about the GDPR clause (so many EXPERIENCED people forget to include it) 1/?

We got a resume recently from some kid who wants to get into gamedev. They said they want to make their own game someday and to do this they have to “start from the bottom” and become a tester. This attitude (fueled by studios all the time) is what makes people treat testers like shit.

Saw raccoons, goal completed.

i think i’m getting too comfortable in not creating like it stopped bothering me that i’m not contributing to anything anymore and it scares me

haven’t enjoyed music in a long, long time, i think i found the remedy youtu.be/xqnbmIDtNW0?...

don’t you even try to normalize Jonathan Joss’s murder (a fucking hate crime) because “it happened in Texas, sooo…”

Prismatic Evolutions Slowpokes completed!

at this point i’m surprised when doctors don’t diagnose me with some new illness each time i have an appointment

Until Dawn (the movie) is such a wasted potential, it really feels like Bodies Bodies Bodies was more until dawn-y than Until Dawn is.

I got into Oblivion so much I now see the lockpicking minigame whenever I close my eyes.

spring? oh, spring was a thing that used to exist between Frozen Days and the Burning Time

See a tattoo, post a tattoo Not on me but by me, healed. Inspired by a frog tattoo I saw but now I can’t remember the artist’s name—if you know, lemme know.

The true ADD experience is when 6 NPCs meet in the same spot in Oblivion and start talking at the same time.

I guess now that the launch is behind us I’ll have some free time on weekends, right? Right?

Finally miiiine.

No more thyroid cancer!!!!!!!

Had to go to a hospital to have some time to finally finish The Dark Forest by Cixin Liu, which I started reading also in a hospital, a year ago 😭 Forgot how good these books are.

in this corner, a person in charge, demanding something illogical in the other corner, developers wanting to go back to the previous order Fight! ... wait nOT ME DON'T FIGHT ME

have you tried not thinking that you’re exhausted all the time? oh yeah right, i forgot to want it to go away enough

oh the Severance finale was so satisfying

Just one more and I’ll have the full evo of the bestest pokemon ever.

oooooh mate i think it’s time for a new tattoo

been around 5 years since I started drawing in Procreate and I’m just now discovering other brushes than the default round one lol

they’re so much cooler in person #prismaticevolutions