I know people are trying to be helpful when they say to use modern consoles or emulate when gaming or streaming, but having been a retro gamer for the longest time, it feels discouraging. I want to play games on their original hardware as long as I can afford it. Plus, modern doesn’t feel the same.

I have not-so-popular opinions, and one of those would have to be that my least favorite Alice in Wonderland adaptation is the Disney version from the 1950s. I don’t hate it, but I just honestly think there are better adaptations elsewhere.

I haven’t ever touched on Chained Echoes, because the game got too hyped up for me, and I’m also unsure, because it gives off modern day anime, and that’s been slowly sliding away from my interests. Or maybe modern RPGs are not for me, and I’m just stuck in the past as always…

It’s been an entire year since I began streaming retro games in front of a crowd! I’m truly thankful, and happy FFVI played an important role of leading me to a light of hope back in 2024 when I was lost and broken. I even told chat yesterday, and cried for how thankful I was. Thank you all so much!

I’m not normal, okay? This is what happens when I’m given anything Terra and Kuja. I love these two so much!!

A quick sketch of Cloud and Aerith. For the longest time, FFVII was ruined for me, due to toxicity, so I couldn’t enjoy it at all. Slowly picking it back up, I’m starting to enjoy it. It is my first time playing through the game, but I am taking it little by little, enjoying the game for what it is.

I feel like Ariel with her grotto, except instead of treasure that she collects, it’s a bunch of retro games that are filling up the grotto.

I swear, whenever Dissidia is brought up, I become a creature of the night. Although I only played NT, but that game series made me ship Terra and Kuja, then I just said, “I love these two!” Square really pushed that one, and all I can do is screech, blush, and laugh like I’m crazy. Omg.

We started streaming FFVI PR last night, and things got pretty emotional for me… I look back at when I first started streaming OG FFVI, I was really shy and nervous right as soon as I clicked Go Live. Going to now, I feel super upbeat and comfortable each time I start my streams.

I’m still working on getting over my fears, but it’s been difficult. The sad part is that I’m used to being shamed by other people since the past, but those days are over. I know that I have good friends now, but I still have that bad mindset that needs to go. I’m also still working on improving.

We beat EarthBound a couple nights ago, and we’ve also got a line of games to pick out! But first, we’re playing FFVI PR as our next stream to celebrate one year of me streaming! Once we get to the middle of the game, I will have a survey ready for which game we should stream next. Thanks, everyone!

I’m surprised by how short EarthBound is! Anyways, I’m streaming the game on Twitch, and yesterday, we made it to the beginning of Magicant, so tomorrow night might be the last session for that game. After that, FFVI PR will be up next as a revisit to celebrate my 1-year anniversary of streaming!

Hey, guys! I finally ordered a proper case for my loose copy of Wild Arms! I searched every direction for an authentic one while so many of them were repros. No manual, but I’m okay with that. I just needed a case for it.

Ever since I started playing Lunar for the first time, a bunch of friends and other people had been talking to me about it, which is now the most discussed game around me, so far. It’s crazy, but I’m super happy to own these games, as well as trying them out! #retrogaming

I honestly hate it when past things come back to haunt me. The one past that keeps coming back is when I talked with one ex-friend. He hated everything, and due to him, my insecurities come back, so when I bring up something I like, but one person doesn’t, I start to panic and feel ashamed.

Last night, when I was streaming, I had someone hop into my chat needing some comfort, so I helped them settle in while I continued to game and talk with chat. It truly makes me happy to know that my streams not only bring joy, but also comfort. And I hope to continue providing that for everyone.

Dropping this here, since Lunar was one of my newest arrivals, and Breath of Fire will also be arriving later on today.

Since I’m no longer posting on the Clock App, I made a second page on IG entirely dedicated to retro gaming and stream highlights from my Twitch channel! Feel free to follow for content, updates, and more! www.instagram.com/aryn.animexh...

Imagine trying out a game that all your friends enjoy, but you’re the one person who doesn’t enjoy it. Yeah, that’s me with Chrono Cross. Tried it out, but sadly dropped it, and now I can’t join any Chrono Trigger conversations, since I couldn’t stand CC.

I’m hoping for everyone who is being affected by the snowstorm, especially for all my friends out in Texas, please stay safe!

Ever since I started streaming, not only did my Twitch channel start to grow, but so did my game collection. I mainly play on OG hardware, and it feels new whenever I buy games with the new thought of: “I’m finding games to play for my streaming job.” But I’m happy it’s been going well, so far!

I enjoy showing my interests and passions for everyone to see, and finding others all around who also share the same interests, as well! But I can understand why some wouldn’t like being compared to others, either positive or unfavorably. I’m fine with being compared, as long as it isn’t negative.

I honestly hate being the blame, because I was born a certain generation. Whenever people say it’s all Gen Z’s fault, then I feel like I’m at fault when I’m out here busting my ass off to be myself. Reason I’m not in too many convos about anything, because I feel out of place. We need to do better…

Currently on the road to 50 followers on Twitch, and I want to thank everyone, so far, for their support and helping me continue improving my streams! Greatly appreciated! Anyways, I’ll see you all tonight for more FFIV (Blind) on Twitch at 7:15 PM PST! Feel free to follow today! twitch.tv/arynanime

Playing more FFIV (Blind) tonight on Twitch at 7:15 PM PST, so feel free to join the fun! twitch.tv/arynanime

Hey, guys! I’m continuing my blind Let’s Play of Final Fantasy IV tonight on Twitch at 7:15 PM PST. Feel free to join the journey of light and darkness… with a dash of shenanigans! twitch.tv/arynanime #FinalFantasy #FinalFantasyIV #FFIV #FF4 #PixelRemaster #OldSchool #RetroGaming

Hey, guys! Thought I tell you all on here, too, that I have a Twitch channel, and I’ll be starting a blind playthrough of Final Fantasy IV, and feel free to join the craziness tonight at 7:15 PM PST! twitch.tv/arynanime #FinalFantasy #FinalFantasyIV #PixelRemaster #RetroGaming

Happy 31st Anniversary, Final Fantasy VI! Thank you for getting me into the FF series, as well as having me make new friends through this game in particular! #FinalFantasy #FinalFantasyVI #FFVI #TerraBranford #Cosplay #RetroGaming #OldSchool #Fanmade

Happy 30th Anniversary, Chrono Trigger!! Thank you, Square, for an amazing game I’ve been enjoying, so far, and thank you, too, Akira Toriyama, for the beautiful art you put into the game! #ChronoTrigger #SchalaZeal #Cosplay #SNES #RetroGaming #OldSchool #Fanmade

So… I’ve been meaning to post on here, too… But Schala’s all finished. I’m only just waiting for the contact lenses, then I can do the full makeup and everything. #ChronoTrigger #SchalaZeal #Cosplay #WIP #RetroGaming #OldSchool #Fanmade

We got a finished blouse for Schala! I would only need to add a hem on each the collar of the blouse itself and the fake collar. Otherwise, the blouse is all finished! #ChronoTrigger #SchalaZeal #Cosplay #WIP #RetroGaming #OldSchool #Fanmade

Almost done! Omg, it’s a wild ride, but the more I make progress with my Schala cosplay, the more excited I am to the finished product! I only need to sew the sides of the bodice and the bottom of her sleeves. #ChronoTrigger #SchalaZeal #Cosplay #WIP #RetroGaming #OldSchool #Fanmade

Making progress with my Schala cosplay! Gotta work on the second sleeve, then sew the blouse all together. #ChronoTrigger #SchalaZeal #Cosplay #WIP #RetroGaming #OldSchool #Fanmade

Screaming out of excitement, since I cut out my sleeves for Schala last night. Really looking forward to sewing these soon! #ChronoTrigger #SchalaZeal #Cosplay #WIP #RetroGaming #OldSchool #FanMade

Schala WIP, where I’m now working on the outfit itself! So far, I made the base and collar, then I’ll have to sew those together, and after, get started on the sleeves. #ChronoTrigger #SchalaZeal #Cosplay #WIP #RetroGaming #OldSchool #Fanmade

My wig for Schala is all done! Next up will be the main outfit! #ChronoTrigger #SchalaZeal #Cosplay #WIP #OldSchool #RetroGaming #ArtStyle #Fanmade

The last of the pieces I needed for my Schala cosplay! Just gotta finish the wig, then it’ll be time to sew together the main outfit. #ChronoTrigger #SchalaZeal #Cosplay #WIP #RetroGaming #OldSchool #Fanmade

And… We’re back in business! Got a second wig, which will act as a ponytail, and I’m looking forward to the final look of Schala’s hair very soon!! #ChronoTrigger #SchalaZeal #Cosplay #WIP #OldSchool #RetroGaming #Fanmade

A peek at my Kefka-inspired composition, using the 5th section piano of Dancing Mad as a template for a whole new track. I'm calling it "Divinity's Judgment". #music #musiccomposer #orchestra #composition #KefkaPalazzo #DancingMad #NobuoUematsu #FFVI #FinalFantasy6

Made a base for my Schala wig! I just only have to add some few more details to it, while the leftover wefts will be sent over to the styrofoam ball to make the ponytail. Hair monster is almost done! #ChronoTrigger #SchalaZeal #Cosplay #WIP #RetroGaming #OldSchool #Fanmade

Well, a lot has happened in just a span of days, involving my Schala cosplay. New earrings, got the bottle under and through and glued in place to the wig, plus a hairband prepared for the detachable ponytail process. #ChronoTrigger #SchalaZeal #Cosplay #WIP #RetroGaming #OldSchool #Fanmade

Schala wig has been teased and smoothed out. Never have I styled a long wig, amd best part: I still gotta style her, then make the detachable ponytail with the juice bottle. I’m hanging in there, so don’t worry, guys! #ChronoTrigger #SchalaZeal #Cosplay #WIP #RetroGaming #OldSchool #Fanmade

So I know it’s late, but my primary supplies for Schala arrived, and whoo! This will be some work to be done. #ChronoTrigger #SchalaZeal #Cosplay #WIP #Crafting #RetroGaming #Fanmade

Patterns for Schala’s blouse, while I wait for some supplies to arrive in the next few days. (Also, it’s my first time making pattern, and hoping I improve along the way.) #ChronoTrigger #SchalaZeal #Cosplay #WIP #SNES #RetroGaming #Fanmade

(CHRONO TRIGGER SPOILERS) For the past few days, I can’t even stop thinking about how much one of the scenes I witnessed in Chrono Trigger has caused me sudden shock. It’s my first time playing, so I don’t know most of the story, let alone select music that I’ve heard over the years… (1/2)

An essay of how much Final Fantasy VI has impacted me in all aspects, including cosplay and retro gaming.

Been playing Chrono Trigger for the first time lately, and I really wanted to draw something from it, so here’s my sketch of Schala! #ChronoTrigger #SchalaZeal #Drawing #Sketch #DigitalArt #SquareEnix #RetroGaming #OldSchool #ArtStyle #FanArt

It’s Kefka’s birthday, and here’s an artwork that I made, based on his full introduction scene from FFVI. And my birthday is in ten days, so yay. #FinalFantasyVI #FFVI #Kefka #KefkaPalazzo #Drawing #Sketch #DigitalArt #SquareEnix #RetroGaming #ArtStyle #FanArt

Silent Hill fans when literally just fog #SilentHill #Konami #Meme #SurvivalHorror

red-haired goth girls are cute, right? 🖤