Being back in Wales is good for my soul right now… am glad to be home. Need a little reset.

Even just managing to do the smallest bits of self-care when you’re depressed is so important. 💖

Outfit check ✨🦇❤️🖤

Being (probably rightfully) roasted because I pronounce the word “espresso” like “xpressa”.

Think am seriously packing in the whole drink thing again now. Not that I do it much anymore anyway. Just yesterday hit different, and I stopped myself when I was already half cut. Was like my brain shifted.

Sleeping pattern once again messed up. Going to rent “The Thing” on the hotel room TV because need comfort John Carpenter movie right now.

My boi found me 🥺🫶🖤 cutes

Gossip club witn Tony Reid/Sands aka the one person I can talk to about niche, old, children’s telly and horror movies with:)

My heart feels so full :) over a decade of Inside No.9, and now it’s over. I made some of the best friends for life through this one TV show 🥺🫶 it will always hold such a special place in my heart 🖤

A pissed up girl in Spoons grabbed me nearly crying and went “you’re just so beautiful” 😅🥲

Outfit check ✨🦇❤️🖤

Taxi driver just randomly started talking to me about HMS Belfast as soon as I got in the car ?? That’s so weird lol does something about me scream WWII boat enjoyer or something ?? At least I am getting to info-dump

Dress options for tomorrow. Have packed both, but which do I go with? Am short, so packing some platform boots.

Spent all night trying to find a screwdriver small enough to adjust and fix my Cartier bracelet… forgot it literally comes with a small tool in the box, doesn’t it? The “small tool” is me.

Feeling all types of emotions about tomorrow already. Don’t think I’ll ever be ready. But get to put on a pretty dress, do my makeup, see lots of mates, and then that’s that.

Doing my skincare routine to attempt looking fresh for tomorrow, can’t stop doing my terrible Ed Gein impression lmao

Deluding myself into believing that things are going to be okay until they are. I have a good feeling about this year. ✨🫶🖤

Some pretty and colourful alt arts today! 💖

Becoming apparent I have that annoying condition where my boobs don’t stop growing (set off by a hormone imbalance) because I’ve lost a decent amount of weight, and have still somehow gone up another two cup sizes ?? I look ridiculously top heavy. Need a breast reduction and lift badly.

How do I convince Ryan to let me turn the other living room into a puppet-making workshop? I want to try and make my own Muppets, and also Fats from Magic… but he’d probably kill me if ventriloquist dummies started showing up around the house

How do I find a different movie to get as obsessed with as I am with Creepshow? I know there’s sequels, I know there’s a TV show, but it’s not the same. I’m guessed it’s rooted in childhood nostalgia.

Got this handmade model of Fluffy (The Crate Beast) from Creepshow! 🖤

I’m going to get my first tattoo this year finally. I’m so indecisive, but I’ve had the same idea for 12 years now, so it’s time to finally get it done. It’s the Creep from Creepshow, of course (although I’ll probably get Fluffy from The Crate segment of it at some point too!)

Do you like the darker hair? ✨🍒🖤

Do you like the darker hair? ✨🍒🖤

may you feel more & more like who you really are this year

Life’s good. Can’t complain. ✨🖤

Actually not sure where my hangover ends and my annual January Existential Dread™️ begins

Experienced at least *some* personal character development last night. Didn’t end up out in Rhyl.

sex in e̶x̶p̶e̶n̶s̶i̶v̶e̶ c̶a̶r̶s̶ hotel windows

💜 To whoever needs this: Im proud of u! Existing can be hard & tiring, to take that step towards a new day repeatedly. Maybe at times, u thought u wouldn't make it but here you are! You survived another year like a badass. Whatever 2026 brings - You got this; I believe in you. ILY🫂 Happy New Year🎉

another new year being rung in with my favourite person / the one who puts up with my crazy ass x🖤

Happy New Year ✨🫶 from me and my forever partner in crime, Tina !! 💖

Genuinely don’t think am gonna survive tonight, too funny already 😂😭

Hair’s gone a really nice shade of dark red. Thank Christ. Thought I was going to end up looking as though I was back in my, box-dyed black, emo era….

Concerned. Supposed to be dyeing my hair a semi-permanent “Dark Cherry” shade, which I assumed would be dark red, but it’s currently a very interesting shade of purple whilst the dye develops…

Forgot to mention my #TCGPocket luck has been cooked since I pulled two of these bad boys on day one release 😅🔥

We really need to bring back a focus on reading comprehension

still feeling all emotional about my best friend, but it’s just us forever innit? 🖤

our late night drives listening to 80s metal are my favourite thing 🖤

Getting sentimental in my old age… but we really are soulmate best friends 🥺 all we need to do is look at each other and we start laughing about the same things, all our funny memories 🖤

it's very frustrating to constantly be stuck in a cycle of: feel things -> want to constructively express said feelings -> try to -> remember I'm incredibly averse to failure and can't accept being bad at things -> i argue with myself over allowing myself to be bad to be good -> too tired, give up

Was being drunkenly badgered by Estelle’s family the other night to get back into doing my “artwork” (generous description). It was always just ironical, bad-on-purpose (I swear not just incompetence 😅😬) caricatures. It’s been like 15 years… The world doesn’t need to be subjected to that again.

Trying to dress a bit more my age, instead of just the same horror and anime t-shirts on rotation. 🖤

Drank like half a bottle of Kraken rum after my wine, and passed out at 7pm. Christ lol. Merry Chrimmas indeed.

Christmas Sarah and Ryan. Xx

Trying to dress a bit more my age, instead of just the same horror and anime t-shirts on rotation. 🖤

Hope you all have a lovely Christmas 🫶✨🎄❤️ had the best Christmas Eve with my fave humans:)

You'd better watch out! You'd better watch out YOᑌ'ᗪ ᗷETTEᖇ ᗯᗩTᑕᕼ OᑌT