My soul says the putt, my body says balcony. Being an elder millennial sucks when you are punk.

I love my long distance bestie bye it’s very clear we grew up in different environments when you look at how much noise each of us make in the morning

To the Artemis 2 crew, Godspeed. We do these things not because they are easy, but because they are hard.

I have some really bad news for some Star trek “fans” idic includes queer people. It includes gay Klingons. It includes non-binary host to a symbiant. It includes trans people. It includes people of color. This isn’t new for those who like trek. But somehow, it’s new information for “fans”

8 years ago tonight I was sitting in a hospital being abused by a nurse for being trans. Some days it doesn’t affect me anymore. This is not one of those days. Just because it’s over, doesn’t mean it’s really over. #ptsd

Meow wolf in Denver was amazing! Had a blast! Tomorrow… arches!! It makes me sick going to national parks when his face is in things.

Sometimes you just need a concert with your long distance bestie.

I hate the travel that it takes to see my long distance bestie, but oh my god does it feel good to smile this much in an evening of talking.

N.Y. AG demands NYU Langone resume transgender youth health program

If you are cis and you are not loudly talking about the active eradication of trans rights to all the cis people you know, you are part of the problem. (Reposting this sentiment separately because JFC y’all. We need your help.)

I slept the weekend away due to new anxiety meds. I lost a weekend but damn do I feel calm.

You know you have imposter syndrome when you are published yet when someone asks for a bio you are just like uhhhh im me?

We need universal healthcare, and we need the government to stay out of our medical choices. They must be made between a doctor and a patient. ALWAYS.

My doctor told me today to take the day off and do something that would make my therapist proud. So I went and got Lego.

I would love to see a character in Star Trek that is still a mess from the burn. Someone who is still recovering from scarcity. Someone who has complex trauma. And watch them grow from there.

When I became an adult, I swore that I would never live in an abusive house. Each day with the current administration scared me more than I was as a child. This is not normal.

I was supposed to make a PowerPoint for a meeting at 9am over the weekend. Ooops. Nothing like a cramming session first thing Monday!

Sleepi by pills are not strong enough, give me some Propofol to get through this presidency.

I need to stop having physical therapy and normal therapy on the same day. Let’s make me feel bad about both my brain and body…

I wish that both physical therapy and mental therapy would stop kicking my ass

Fuck ice.

New Dresden files book just arrived!

There are other forces at work in this world besides the will of evil. Remember that.

Don’t worry Sam, Rosey knows an idiot when she sees one.

I’m actually enjoying starfleet academy. I like the chancellor.

The imperial invasion of Minnesota has begun. Trust in the force, and fight like hell. A new hope will emerge. This darkness can not last.

Look, I’m as mentally ill as any trauma girlie. What maga has is worse. It’s not rooted in reality.

I have a song stuck in my head from like 2006 and I can’t figure out who sings it. All I got is two lines and when I google it, it tells me help is available and gives me a hotline to call. #emo

This weekend was warped tour. I did so much healing of my inner teenager by going. Seeing my community of punk rockers. Seeing the beauty in it all and the love and acceptance.

I just want to say, I ordered a Lyft for the first time in 3 years. I have women and nb selected. I set my time. I paid. Time comes, it switches me to a male. The guy marks he’s there, he isn’t. And hour later, my friend and I are alone in the dark in a strange city because Lyft never picked us up.

Every time I see Taylor Acorn live I love her music that much more.

Ask your doctor if Misanthropy™ is right for you.

Yesterday to my friend: be at my house early so we can be on the road by 8. Friend. Ok! Me: it’s 8:20, where are you? Friend: I just got up. Me: 🔪

I really hate the leadership of the democrats. This is pathetic. It’s almost like they want the country to fall.

You know you are a gamer when you have a dream that someone stole your controller and you go on a John wick style hunt for them.

Rewatching the magicians. Q is such a dick to Julia in season 1.

Being an introvert is all fun and games until you notice it’s been over a week since you left your house and now your friends are yelling at you to go outside.

I swear, if I see THAT MAN again when I turn on my tv, I will learn how to hack it so it can never show me ads again.

But when a long train of abuses and usurpations, pursuing invariably the same Object evinces a design to reduce them under absolute Despotism, it is their right, it is their duty, to throw off such Government, and to provide new Guards for their future security. AMERICA HAS NO KING.

Hey Amazon! I will NEVER want more information on an ad that you play. EVER.

Dear weather, it’s October. I’m supposed to be reading books on grey rainy cool days. Not summer and 80.

We are breaking the rule of no chain places this trip. I alone spent $80 on Chinese food and only had two items. Damn Vegas is expensive #vegas

Hanging out with my long distance bestie in Vegas!! It’s so nice. God I miss her.

I hate how everything costs an arm and a leg in Vegas.

Got to love being trans going through tsa. The computer always “detects” things in places they shouldn’t be because well… organs.

Just a few more hours and I get to see my bestie who I haven’t seen since January. I can’t wait. It almost makes flying worth it.

Tomorrow I’m flying for the first time since pre-Covid. Wish me luck..

Dear Spotify, just because I leave you up on my laptop and my desktop and then I grab my phone and go for a drive does not mean I am sharing you. It means I have a problem and am addicted to music.

For the last three weeks I have managed a crisis at work. Now that I’m all caught up, the Sunday scaries are getting to me