My grand finale outfit for the Mr Utah Bear competition. The category was formal / eveningwear. Business in the front, Party in the back! I think it was quite a success if I do say so myself! Thanks so much to @minibear80.bsky.social for his huge efforts in sewing all this & taking these pictures!!

I need to clean my apartment. I’m back in something that is a little bigger than what I had in Minneapolis and it makes it a bit complicated to actually stay clean and organized. So… I jerk off, crochet, and listen to Stephen King books instead.

Earlier, I was cleaning and decorating my apartment while dancing around in my underwear to my current favorite music mix–a blend of Bon Iver, Tim McGraw, Gwen Stefani. Pumpkin pecan bread baking in the oven made my apartment smell like home. I feel happy and whole for the first time in a while. ❤️‍🔥

Speedo hanging in my truck. For about .02 seconds, I wondered what my neighbors thought, but I don’t really care. I’m finally owning my body enough to wear swim briefs whenever I feel comfortable. It’s a huge step for me.

Unexpected night at the symphony with this handsome fella

I just finished The Gunslinger. I have so many questions!!! I’m so glad this was recommended to me! Time to start the next book!

I can’t sleep. I’m watching the snow fall outside my window. Dirty Computer by Janelle Monáe is playing too loud for 3am on my portable B&O speaker. Sleep can wait. I choose finding my happy and dancing in my underwear in the dark. music.apple.com/us/album/mak...

Hanging with my Sadie. Also, holy blue-beard! I love when guys have a dark beard shadow so it is nice to see I have the same sometimes.

Today’s undies…

Toooooooo fucking cold!! It got up to 13 today. Had to take today off to get some pipes to thaw.

In a second!

Today is my 44th cake day! Y’all know what to do!

Sleepy bear