Heard the dumbest/worst joke of all time and suffered psychological damage but at least it made me quit doom scrolling. This day was very ✨unproductive✨

Okay so what I'm hearing is that my friends who have already done their Swedish or are doing it rn in a different group have things MUCH easier. Our oral exam is said to be 30mins, others' 10-15, my friend told me their topic in class this week was favorite movies, while ours is immigration. WTF

✦ Control: Zero ✦ 💜 CHAPTER 26: You're mine 🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/681324... #jikook #kookmin #jikookau

I send my friend at least a dozen HR reels a day and he rarely reacts like I know I'm so annoying about this but PLEASE I NEED AN ECHO FOR MY SCREAMS YOU'RE GAY LOCK IN

Face 🌸 #JIMIN #btsfanart #BTS

FUCK my urge to write hollanov keeps growing. I have a prompt that could work SO WELL with them damn

Set up a HR watch party with two friends who haven't seen it yet 🤧 I can't wait

I have so little time rn with how much I study that I have to keep the wolf inside me containted. The one that wants to claw its way out and consume every single hollanov fic that exists.

Studied until 1am who the hell am I

✦ Control: Zero ✦ 💜 CHAPTER 25: Keep me forever 🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/681324... #jikook #kookmin #jikookau

For the first time in my life I'm trying to take this Swedish thing seriously, the oral exam has me frozen with fear

Finally watched Heated Rivalry and I'm losing my fucking mind

kisses for the pup

At least I'll never have to stress about getting tickets 🥲

While CZ is (unsurprisingly) doing the worst number-wise out of my proper fics, the comments are the most thoughtful and kind I've ever received. I've put a ton of effort into that fic, so to know there are at least a few people who genuinely appreciate it is the best feeling in the world 💜

✦ Control: Zero ✦ 💜 CHAPTER 24: New chance at life 🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/681324... #jikook #kookmin #jikookau

Ordered the AYS messenger bag after Christmas and it's finally here 😭😭 I love it sm

Did 3 courses for 12 credits during the holiday break 💪 Now I have no excuses not to focus on writing 😭

✦ Control: Zero ✦ 💜 CHAPTER 23: Making an effort 🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/681324... #jikook #kookmin #jikookau

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Transcribing is so hard. Listening to the same few seconds of audio repeatedly is melting by brain 😭

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ige maja?! #kinkaminkart

Jimin is so pretty I can't fucking breathe

Getting /somewhere/ with the struggle bus™ fic. Destination unknown, but at least I have some time to work on it now 🤧

they fog up too

✦ Control: Zero ✦ 💜 CHAPTER 21: Promise 🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/681324... #jikook #kookmin #jikookau

scenes from AYS2🦋

Meeting on the turret stairs 🏰 #jikook #jikookfanart #royalAU

✦ Control: Zero ✦ 💜 CHAPTER 20: Something to fight for 🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/681324... #jikook #kookmin #jikookau

[rkive] Instagram story

✦ Control: Zero ✦ 💜 CHAPTER 19: For trusting me 🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/681324... #jikook #kookmin #jikookau

Got maybe 4 hours of sleep thanks to a neighbor starting to blast music before 7am. Took over an hour for me to almost fall asleep again, and just then the music started again. What the fuck.

I love how jimin's military service stories about jk are all like, and then this incredibly homoerotic thing happened anyway time for ramyeon

a weird lil' namgi kiss (traditional + digital) 🐱🐨

Asked my teacher to read the introduction, she said it is "okay". I'm already crying. This doesn't bode well...

first snow ❄️ #jikook #jikookfanart

If I don't get the best grade for this essay I'll probably cry. I've put SO much time and effort into researching these flowers it's not even funny 🫠

This looks so good 🤧 Still had some rhubarb in the freezer left over from July, also added apple and cinnamon

✦ Control: Zero ✦ 💜 CHAPTER 18: On the same page 🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/681324... #jikook #kookmin #jikookau

Finally got my lipring in 🥳 I feel so cool

This is the best thing I've ever woken up to

Wait 🧐🧐 #bts

Draft of the first essay is finally done... My brain is fried..... Onto the next one.......

LOOK AT THE PRECIOUS BEANS

Getting a 200+ word comment on ao3 is like the best feeling of all time 😭 Someone taking the time it takes to write all that out of their day just to let you know what they think is so 😭😭😭

✦ Control: Zero ✦ 💜 CHAPTER 17: Safe haven 🔗 archiveofourown.org/works/681324... #jikook #kookmin #jikookau

All the snow is gone 😞

Here I am, writing yet another essay on flowers in literature. Why is this my specialty now? I don't even like flowers that much 😭

There's actually proper snow on the ground. Let's hope it doesn't melt right away 🫠