today i woke up and my brain injury chose VIOLENCE my stroke-affected hand is so itchyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

yesterday we went to alton towers! it was also easter... something i forgot about until i saw the towers street frogs dressed up 😭

Had an extremely busy weekend! 😅 Attended @thamesfurs.bsky.social meet to do a game of bowling with dining at a Japanese restaurant afterwards and finished at Mr. Foggs with a few close friends 🎳✨ Now I'm pooped and need to recover for my trip up north soon 🦊

why is the merlin RAP app so painful to use omg ive tried booking like 3 times now and every time it takes 5 minutes to respond to me pressing the park i want to book for and then the buttons load for so long that i have to keep exiting the app and trying again

ppl who shit on "picky eaters" piss me off bc arfid has low key ruined my life lmao

downloading screenzen because ive developed an addiction to instagram reels and it's making my life noticeably and considerably worse 😭😭😭

strawberry lemon corrected i wanna lemon lime from a new perspective

i can tell that spring is here because I've sneezed about 50 times already and ive only been awake for an hour lmao

I can't sleep bc ive had a very shit day LMFAO today was supposed to be chill 😭😭

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nahh fuck the whole DLSS 5 thing. artists designed a game and its characters to look a certain way and i would much rather experience it that way, why on earth would you choose to use something that Yassifies every character and essentially paints over the original artists' work???

cooked a sunday roast today. and then burnt water. so. i dont know if im gonna be cooking sunday roast again for a while 💀

ugh, ended up biting one of my nails' gel off 🥲 im so stressed about so many things ugh I haven't bitten my nails in almost a year and yet

i am so terrible at jackbox games that it's genuinely impressive 😭😭😭 i can't exactly call myself an improv comedian..... it's fun though hehe

This International Women's Day, please remember that trans women are women. Full stop. No qualifiers.

was planning on core element this year but the prices and the lack of day tickets is definitely a no for me... gonna be registering for wild north next week though!! really hoping we can actually get a place since they opened reg for last years attendees first =w=

god my back has been so so bad lately i have been in a massive amount of pain all day... got home and immediately laid in bed, the relief feels so good 😭😭

idk what i did at work today but oh my god, my back is in AGONY 😭 it hurts so bad.... i need someone to snap my spine like a glowstick

would love to be a guest of honour at a con one day... but honestly i think i just want a chance to yap about my fursuit work to a room full of people who'll listen 😭🙏

mannn i miss exercising tbh. but i spend every waking moment just working, so i dont know where i'll find the time 😭😭 like i worked for 13 hours straight today. ive been doing 9-5 at the studio then till 10pm after work the last couple of weeks

blood test tomorrow and im very afraid. ive had tens of blood tests done in my life and yet i get so scared every time 😭😭😭 im super sensitive to touch and pain, and i have a needle phobia, so i have to have my skin numbed before getting bloods done. it's really uncomfortable but it helps a lot

my 3d printer has given me the infinite power to make any dealers den display pieces i could possibly ever need (sticker display model by squeak on MakerWorld)

current state of PCD is getting super upset because aberacon clashes with a family obligation and it means i cant go 😭 i miss furry conventions so much man, i miss being around people and i miss fursuiting

treating myself to pizza bc its been a really long week and i desire junk food 😭

i managed to mostly clean my office and halfway clean my bedroom - still working on my bedroom but we're getting there i think. hate cleaning but god it needed to be done 😭 i can actually move in these rooms now......

BBC GHOSTS MOVIE COMING??????? HELLO????? OH MY GOD???

yay new pfp and banner

i cant sleeeeep 😭 i keep thinking about this wisdom tooth surgery and worrying about it......

i feel like ive been steamrolled 😭😭😭 it's been a long ass day

giggling every time i see a yaris

the thing about youtube is, the midroll ads are so frequent and intrusive and repetitive that I don't want to buy anything from any brand that advertises on there ever

i wanna preorder the pink pair of wolf shoes from v-art but shipping is £40 and idk if that high of a cost is gonna be a dealbreaker for me

whys this dealer taking the piss 🚗

rough ass few days huh 😭😭

god i really hope this print doesn't fail overnight cuz it's set to use up allllllll of my black filament 😭😭

im in desperate need of a rest day today but whenever im not doing something work related i feel like a useless lazy fuck

watching knives out glass onion while painting. why is benoit blanc playing among us

happy "spend £75 restocking all my thread" day yay!!!

can someone buy me the bird and blend cold brew tea bottle its £32 and that far exceeds what i consider a little self care treat

i cancelled my youtube premium subscription a little bit ago and i hate to say it but it was SO much easier to watch youtube while at work when I didn't have to physically stop working and skip an annoying ass ad every 5 minutes 😭😭

i have been unable to breathe properly since getting back from scotiacon.... 😭 im asthmatic so im wondering if I've been set off by something and my body has decided to freak tf out... i have no other symtoms apart from coughing, wheezing, and sore lungs and throat from said coughing

trying to get over an allergy/asthma flareup and my body has decided to also grace me with my period after ragebaiting me for 2 weeks with pre-period symptoms. thank you very much

I'm a feather boa, boa. Come check out what you are at SC26 | #furconai

watching avatar the last airbender with the world's sleepiest rat

buhhh went to bed at midnight last night and only just woke up for good 😭😭 woke up 3 times last night/this morning but i probably slept about 8 hours total

I’m so incredibly thankful and humbled by all the supportive and kind comments people have me about Zee ;;;;; it’s the first fursuit I’ve made & I know no one’s first is perfect, but my confidence was really low with them originally - so it means a lot to hear how many people loved them 💖💖💖💖

been trying to watch netflix on the hotel tv and when i tried to chromecast it connected to some random person's account???????

it's not a furry convention without a fire alarm going off amirite? #scotiacon

Finally snagged a muzzle harness for my suits 😭🙏🙏🙏🙏💖✨ it’s absolutely gorgeous and I’m super excited to suit with it (made by @madebymercury.bsky.social)

i think my gf and i are addicted to cherry pepsi max