I just really want to talk to someone who has been in a German hospital lately 😭 im so scared of needles and need some reassurance

I need to get more blood drawn 😭 I just want this to be over. My gallbladder still needs to be removed but now my liver is having high results and they cant find the reason FUCK MEEE

Next doctor appointment.... I honestly feel like just crying and giving up Im so tired and scared. 😣

My gallbladder needs to be surgically removed 😭 i have been crying the whole day im so fucking scared of needles and I HATE hospitals

Do i keep the boots yay or nay 🫣 I really love them alot but my ankles are bigger and idk if my fat is making it look weird or not

Sooo uh... apparently aside from scoliosis, constant stomach and color pains and gallstones and sludge.... Now my fucking liver is inflamed.... can we stop finding more and more issue with my body 😭 i just want the pain to stop and I keep getting diagnosed with health shit

atlas started his journey tonight! He is currently on his way to us, which will take until saturday/Sunday 🙈 he seemed happy and chill in the car and all I can do is wait for more updates

Just got added into the group for the transport OMG ITS HAPPING 😵‍💫😭 #Atlas (I will add the hash tag whenever I talk about the cat so yall dont get confused lmao)

My lab results are all pretty good except 4. As expected, my gallbladder is the issue of my strong pains. So yea... I guess everything is checked and done TOMORROW atlas will start his journey aswell. Me and my partner are truly so excited for him :>

Less then an hour until getting my blood drawn and I already had 7 panic attacks this morning (its 8 am)

Mood

Sorry for being gone! We visited my family this week and just got back. Now, we are preparing ALOT for the arrival of our cat! Tomorrow, im getting my blood taken, and I have a very strong phobia of needles. Im so scared for that but so excited for the cat 🙈

Yea okay so the backpack is was having .... Turns out I have fucking scoliosis

Oh and I gotta drive with the train for 3 hours tomorrow and my anxiety is KICKING. I just hope I get through it without any pain or panicattack🤞

Has anyone else a huge fear of side effects when taking new meds? Like I only take meds when I desperately need them 🙈 its such a dumb fear but after how I reacted (twice btw with diffrent ones) to my anxiety meds its so scary. I had such a bad reaction 😵‍💫

My favorite plush is a little opossum named June and I would fucking die for her (Im also probably gonna die without ever seeing an opossum irl because those fuckers dont want to live anywhere near me)

Ugh, im getting my blood drawn next month, and I have the worst needle phobia ever.... Any tips? Hacks? Idk anymore im so scared. Getting blood taken is my worst trigger and I have to do it because I have been feeling so ill. Im not looking at needle, bringing partner &plush, and the doctors know

If all goes well our cat should be here in about 2 weeks 😊 We already made the first purchases for him so we're defently very excited

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The lady from the cat adoption thingy hasn't send me the papers yet and Idk if I wanna buy catstuff already before it official with a contract and stuff. IM SO IMPATIENT PLS 😭

Nefer hates me but im gay af and even got lauma so what kind of personal problem does she have with me???

We actually got a cat!! His name is atlas and he should be coming to us next month!! Look at him! LOOKKKKKK Anyways I would appreciate any tips for a new cat mom :> The wait will be forever thoo

Still no news. 🥲 im about to explode

Pls yall cross your fingers we might get the kitty this time 🥺 she's so cute and I would die for her. Oh pls universe plsplspls 🤞✨️ let fate be on my side this time for the little black and white kitty I like 🙈

I'm so glad we finally got chisa! BUT uhhh... I think the made a little drawing oopsie and confused her legs? 😭 it looks like the bottom one is her right leg, with the ankle visible. While her drawn right leg has no visible ankle Pls tell me yall see it too? #chisa #wuwa #art

I genuinely hate the fact that sleep token has become "mainstream", not because I dont want more people to be fans of them- but because you get invalidated as a fan and get told you only like their trendy songs and just like them bc they are trending?? Tf

Don't talk to me im in my hades II hyperfixation again

Hi @playstation.com We have been trying for days now but your support isn't really helping. My partner hasn't received his Ghost of yotei preorder bonus and we bought it via your website. How does one contact yall without having your support say there is no preorder or just ignore & close the chat

Our washing machine broke and the earliest date they can come and look at it for fixing it is the 20.... I need my clean and fresh smelling clothes 😭 and im about the start my period.... Wtf are they thinking 🥲

I have to lay down after this game cause wtf. Still hoping for the reverse sweep 👀

God, being a valorant Fnatic fan is such a nightmare I have had 7 heart attacks this round alone FUCK ME DUDE

Ordered my partner to new witcher book 😈 Praying he will read it to me aswell because it's the lore of Geralt when he first became a Witcher and fuck me does that sound interesting!

I had these horrible cramps again. I can barely stand or walk. Right when I was getting better. I couldn't sleep because I'm still in pain 7 hours later. I'm so tired and exhausted. Idk what to do anymore they won't stop and it's so bad.

I dont get some people's obsession with "fixing" or "curing" autism. As if it is the most disgusting decease in the world. There is no curing it. Ofcause I would love to have some medicine to ease it but the worst issues I have are with the world and people. How we are treated. I often feel like a 👽

When they said autism is a disability and can cause chronic pains and actually disable you.... I thought they ment brain fog and mental exhaustion But no!! ITS ACTUAL PAIN AND SHIT??? I'm 26 and everything fucking hurts so bad. My stomach is having so many issues... and more wtf dude

I had my horrible stomach cramps again. They are just so painful idk anymore. I got meds for them (pantoprazol) but im terrified of the side effects after my anxiety medication had such bad side effects. It made my fear of medication just so much worse idk what to do. 😭😭😭

I have just been so depressed and low lately because im craving a pet so much and we just cant get one. 😫

I know Noone asked but I got my Tetanus vaccine (and like 3 others idk) and im so happy with myself. I have a really bad phobia of needles but I finally did it. My arm hurts so much but hey I have 10 years of peace for now 🫣

New silly Vans #promosky dropped :> I couldnt fit all my loved stuff on here but these are my favorite things! 🧡 Tldr im honestly just a gremlin with a huge love for trash animals 🦝

Tomorrow genshins new version drops!! Which means I get to pull for Lauma!! I'm so excited because I get to play nilou again -IF I GET LAUMA 👉👈🥺

I genuinely love popmart and labubus but I'm so upset with the internet over how much the are in hype now because genuine, normal fans cant get one because one fucking pack is 80 euros + online cause YAY TREND 😵‍💫 Stop buying stuff because it's a trend... buy it because you like it 🤨

I managed to get my partner the new ps5 controller, ghost of yotei edition in gold as his birthday present for next month. He doesn't know and only thinks I missed it >:) I'm about to burst because im overjoyed it got it. Its sold out and he seems so sad SOMEONE STOP ME FROM TELLING HIM OMGOMG

I'm so sorry for being gone here lately. I'm dealing with alot of bad pain in my stomach and back again. And my grandma's health is very poor. I'm just overwhelmed and in pain. I hope yall are doing good and life has been kind to you. 🫶 much love to everyone struggling aswell. Fuck chronic pains

I feel like i bought some high quality illegal shit!! I'm so excited for these croc charms 😍

I'm genuinely just vibin and suddenly my body goes "we should have anxiety rn" And my brain and I are both just equally confused as to why?

Survived the night, I'm so exhausted. My left arm still burns and feels numb. The shaking is not as violent anymore but I still sweat. I feel kinda dizzy but it's overall much milder. Ill still be calling the pharmacy to see if I can quit taking them. I only took 1 day. So maybe.

I took my meds for the first time and i dont know but I feel strange. I cannot sleep and my skin feels like it BURNS. I keep getting shaking attacks and my heart is racing. I have cold sweat. I dont think im doing well at all? I only took one but I dont think I want to take them anymore. 😵‍💫 help

I am having ANXIETY over taking my anxiety meds... Fuck you fear of taking meds 😵‍💫