lexapro turned us into a p-zombie tbh

THOUGH less hollow than we felt when we were taking lexapro in hs at least it could always be worse

tbh kinda just been feeling like an empty shell most days lately

real question: how do you even get the drive to do anything

but also like bvleh

want to make something unsure of what

been struggling with getting the inspiration to really do much tbh

like this post if you think nintendo should reboot a real game like donkey kong jr for game and watch instead of rebooting series for losers like tomodachi life or rhythm heaven that dont even feature donkey kong jr or a segmented lcd display and alarm function

some kinda microbrewery festival in town today

decided to go outside is nice

maybe gonna take today off honestly

too sleepy rn but may strem later if we do itll prob be our current attempt to beat minecraft in probably the most boring fashion (trading for eyes in 1.8 on peaceful mode)

might do an impromptu stream tomorrow depending on how circumstances go

oh well thats why we stream to yt too

horrible news twitch does in fact delete vods that have clips and also seemingly all the clips too

live now playing nocturne again because idk feeling dead tired though so doubt we'll be too entertaining but eh itll be chill hopefully twitch.tv/collectivein... youtube.com/live/sldIASV...

its fucked that on mobile bluesky has a built in translation thing but then on desktop it just links you to google translate

oh twitch and youtube btw

we streaming today again 18:00 us eastern / 22:00 utc be there or be not there idk but we will be sad so keep that in mind nocturne again we're playing nocturne until we finish it we can only stream one day a week so expect a lot of nocturne

just been in a very heavy malaise lately still going to try to stream tomorrow though

bleh morning

in other news we started learning toki pona though nowhere near good enough with it yet to use it publicly but yknow something you may see in the future

bleh generally been a rough few days just been feeling worse for no particular reason hopeful we're getting out of it though going to still try to strem on saturday at least

sample of what we've been up to today (not done with the port the ragdoll is messed up + no c_hands also think we made it a biit too short vroids scale is VERY different from source's like WAY smaller and need to find a good way to convert more precisely)

glxgears is still featured dont worry

scheduled next stream on saturday to make sure we commit to it its gonna be nocturne hard mode again but like we're actually out of the hospital now so yay doing it a bit earlier at 18:00 us eastern instead of 21:00 which is like 22:00 utc so like thats not *as* late right? anyways bleh

calling legion at 3 am (it answered (it has a bad sleep schedule))

morning

get blocked weird scam things that tried to follow us

why does mark zuckerberg look like he died and they made a cgi version of him to appear in movies

live now twitch and yt twitch.tv/collectivein... www.youtube.com/live/BuADh9Z...

this is terrible but that IS the intended vision so yay

we're very sorry inspiration struck again youtu.be/3Smu6qf6BiY

fixed the chair popped rhe wheel back on guess you won't see us being askew tomorrow

if we're looking a bit askew come stream time now you know why

our chair lost a wheel lol oh well we'll power through it for now

nervous still

stream tomorrow at 21:00 us eastern figure it out in your time zone be there or be something that isnt desirable to be idk will be live on both youtube and twitch at collectiveinlimbo www.youtube.com/live/BuADh9Z...

our chosen game for tomorrow (smt nocturne) seems to work fine with the stream going too so yay we're gonna be a real streamer

one issue with yt in general is it has a very different concept of distinct "broadcasts" than twitch does so we're using obs to stream to youtube (youtubes more integrated into obs anyways) then the multiple rtmp plugin to stream to twitch which seems like it works

gotta find a good overlay for yt chat, got one we're gonna try out tomorrow

pretty much setup for stream tomorrow

ok stream tomorrow confirmed today will be prep day

also already recording multitrack audio for purposes of editing so yay

would it be worth it yet to setup multistreaming on twitch and yt we got the plugin already but haven't set it up at all

morning chat

back in our day the multi thousand follower accounts would follow you briefly in hopes that youd follow back before they unfollow you we see the annoying self promotion meta has changed

get out of here multi thousand follower accounts liking that post about being tired but still planning to stream you arent our target demographic not like youd watch our stream anyways