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I finally got around to upgrading Gold-Exveemon with the new Flamedramon outfit. Sadly, I forgot to hide the wings, but still impressive outfit all the same. Exveemon base models made by the amazing @lunareyes.bsky.social

Think I'm at the stage in life and grief, where I really want to say, "My door is always open". But I just don't know if it's right in the end.

Celebrating Bi-Biceptember with the amazing @maxime37wolf.bsky.social I don't think that Bi-Pride themed bicep band is going to last much longer with those impressive muscles.

If you do something special for another person, and they promised to pay you back. But after say 20 months later of waiting and gently asking if they still intend to keep their promise. (not everyday mind) They block you, because they "can't deal with you anymore". Is that fair? or being cheated?

I miss seeing so many amazing people in VR But with Time-zone differences, and having a life outside of VR I have to fulfil, means I don't get to see them as much as I wish that I could This has sadly caused me to loose friends over time I still care, but I can't help but feel unwanted sometimes.

Muscle Fur's did another Biceptember themed Group Drawing event today. Wanted to do something a little different to a raised flexing arm. (Did a back bicep view last time, and done plenty from the front in the past.) So hope this counts to some degree.

Small update: Sister has been now moved to Recovery. Thank goodness the operation is over for now.

Sister is taken to hospital for her 2nd operation. I know she'll be ok, but can't help but feel nervous about it. 😟

Je vous annonce ma participation au Gamers4Pets l'édition 2025 je suis comme l’année dernière dans la team chien 🐶 au profit de la défense des animaux ! 💚💛 #Gamers4Pets #Vtuberfr #twitchfr #furryfr (un donations goals est en cours)

Not going to Lie, I've been yearning to be involved in sexualised muscled themed group activities with others more often these past few months. I guess my trouble is knowing/finding anyone(s) reasonable who would be interested in doing a joint payment for such an art-piece.

Who doesn't like a big red dragon? Sadly I am unfortunately no longer have permission to share the originals. So these are a recolour. If you do know the person in question please respect their decision.

Honestly, who knew me trying to live my life outside of social media, would leave me to be disliked by people as much as being online. :-(

Part 3 late nooglegust project Artwork in the peachy skies and clouds Feat @godhybrid.bsky.social @winterherald.bsky.social @william99880.bsky.social @islanddragon.bsky.social @thefreezingaxel.bsky.social @tanmuxdragon.bsky.social @nyst.bsky.social @bludergon.bsky.social

Attended another Muscle Fur's drawing session. Of course the theme had to be "Biceptember" 🙂 Didn't go full out this time round as I wasn't feeling great. Still it didn't turn out to badly.

giveaway #1, for @tanmuxdragon.bsky.social I think this is the first digimon I've ever drawn

Welcome to my Noodlegust Extra Episodes, in this year, ending with an extra, my friend Tanmux (included also a hairy version) Graphite, color pencils on Canson sketchbook (with Photoshop) Art by © Me @tanmuxdragon.bsky.social

It's now Biceptember, so it's time to bring out the big guns! Awesome commission by the talented. @kotarouartist.bsky.social

Had to getting a photo of the two together. (The wonders of bad photoshop editing XD) Exveemon and Machoke models made by the amazing @lunareyes.bsky.social

It's here! @lunareyes.bsky.social new Machoke Avatar! Still working out some things to make it more personalised, but I loving it so far!

Long overdue gift art to @watchy.bsky.social Hope it looks alright, been ages since I've done a fully shaded artwork.

Feeling the consequences of my depression. Socially, physically, and now financially.

Sister has gone to hospital. :-( Not sure what is going on. It's the unknown that's making me worried.

My sketch for the Muscle-Fur's drawing collaboration. This day's theme was BBQ. Was struggling for an idea, so I ended up drawing a Tiger struggling to eat a hotdog due to his beefy arm being too big. With encouraging words from @alf-maywill.bsky.social

My arms is behind my head and then showing off my fabulous abs tricks from stomach vacuum, making abs waves, and to flexing abs individually. I love doing them~ <3 Animation done by @tanmuxdragon.bsky.social :)

The awful feeling of being ripped off in a Ebay transaction. Paid for 2 items, but the seller only sent me 1. Tried to ask about the 2nd missing item. But the seller is unreachable. Issued a request for help, but need a statutory declaration witness to sign the form. Gave up in the end. :-(

Sometimes I sadly wonder how many Dicks people have to suck to get where they are today.

Seeing my 'friends' doing group commissions and project, makes me wish I could somehow be more available to be involve in similar activates. But somehow, I always end up missing out when opportunities come round.

"No use watering a plant that's already dead" Advice I really need to apply to myself.

Sadly July wasn't a productive month for me. So here are the only sketches/scribbles I drew for the past 30 days.

I'm struggling to sleep because my mind can't stop thinking what I'm an horrible and selfish person I am. :-(

Saw a friend was online, and they were in this nice simple world. So I wanted to take a photo. (Well I took several, but this was the only "good" one.) Decided to try and give Fox a turn in the spotlight. Still need to improve on my posing, and camera work.

Sometimes I wish I knew better where I stand when it comes to friendships. Just tell me we are through, so I can give up any hope there is some kind of redemption for myself. And which case, why do you still follow me if we are long over? I just, don't understand anything.

One of my favourite MMD worlds just updated with a new song. So I can finally do this! XD Base model by Moopdrea Song: Pedro by Raffaella Carra

Some pictures I took while world hopping. I still need to work on my photography and posing. Exveemon base made by @lunareyes.bsky.social Recoloured by me.

Decided to finally get myself a new avatar. Why a raccoon? It just looked cute to me. Model created by Moopdrea

Been trying to catch up with friends, but they all seem to have excuses to avoid me. So I'm stuck with my inner thoughts for the past few days. And I can't help but feel that it's right.

I know, not again. :-( While I'll be fine, I still sadly have passive aggressive thoughts in my mind that are stubborn to keep quiet. I do want to talk to people, but I'm just not in the right mindset.

You know....if Gay Bodybuilders exist in Australia, why have I yet to meet any locally? 🤔 All profiles I've seen are straight and with girlfriends.

My contribution of the Muscle Fur's drawing session. Theme was "Primal Call" so I drew a Triceratops. Also featuring a sketch by @moomintri.bsky.social, who want's to be 'married'?

I know I'll be judged badly on this. Especially one person in particular. But, sometimes I still write to old chat accounts of friends who have sadly past on. I don't know why, as I know they can't respond beyond the grave. It just somehow helps me with stuff on my mind.

Well, pride month is now over. But I can still enjoy being Trains-Gender. I really need to work on my photography.

🧩Trying to fit in, like a puzzle piece. I just want to connect and get along with those around me.

During these Hot June Summer. (Unless you live in the southern hemisphere) It's important to support your local fire department.

I hate how when I finally manage get to a stage of feeling for contentment/acceptance with life. Only to find something causing all my mental hard work to crumble instantly. I go back to feeling depressed and anguish again. I just want to get along with the world peacefully.

My small sketch contribution to the Muscle Fur's Drawpile Session. Also featuring a lovely trophy by @artizek.bsky.social And Hot Pink Promotion Text by @lupis.live

Been seeing some people reposting Musclewolf art recently. And I can't help but miss their company, especially his husband Dineegla. The Moose use to loved my sketches, and I miss having a moose to draw as a subject. But also having fatherly figures for my fursona for fun

Sad thought of the day: If you plan to visit someone who is in 'End of Life Care', do so while you have a chance. Because you'll never have a 2nd chance. Rest in Peace Geoffrey. 😔