I'm so sick of having to pay for other people's bad decisions and lack of impulse control. Or giving so much of myself, making sacrifices, and investing in someone when they don't do nearly the same in reciprocation. Or waiting only to be let down over and over.

I have so much love to give but it's not worth the risk to give it to anyone anymore. I'm just going to accept my fate of being too ugly, disabled, and mentally ill for anyone to love and respect enough and that I'm going to get forgotten, left behind, and eventually die alone. Never again.

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I'm so stressed by all the sudden unexpected changes that were thrown at me that I can't eat. It's been over 48 hours since I've had anything more than a little water. I have a massive migraine that I can't get rid of, and my body hurts really badly. I haven't grieved like this since losing my dad.

Crocheting through the heartbreak and making mistakes. The horn is off center and too high but I can't fix it now.

I don't think I believe in love anymore.

I had the only hope I had left in this fucked up world ripped away from me violently. All my future plans that I was already putting into motion, up in smoke. I really do feel like I'm living my worst nightmare right now and I keep waiting to wake up.

I'm not okay right now but in time I'll be okay again. I'm just so tired of getting my heart ripped out and stomped on by people I trusted with it, as well as my body and trauma history. I might struggle with my sense of self worth, but I deserve so much better than what I've been through.

I keep writing and erasing statuses because I don't even know what to think or do right now. It feels like everything in my entire life to this point has been one big lie at my expense and I don't know what to believe anymore.

My world got turned entirely upside down over night so I may not be around for a bit. Really have to play things by ear right now. All I can say is thank goodness for Spravato and somatic practices because both are carrying me right now.

I hate it when my gut feeling is right.

Went through my files and found this piece I never posted anywhere. I still like it though!

Little guy has fins! They're not perfect, but every flaw adds charm and personality as far as I'm concerned. Next up is the horn! (surprise appearance from Apollo)

Autumn Equinox 8”x6” oil

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I've been doing so well mentally but for some reason today I'm just hit with overwhelming sadness and I'm sitting here crying when I should be getting ready to go to the dentist. I guess sometimes you just need to feel the so-called bad feelings too.

I found a non-Woobles crochet kit for a fennec fox. Something tells me I'm going to end up with it. 👀

Really getting the hang of crocheting! This little guy will be a narwhal after I make and attach his horn, tail, and fins. 🥰

It's not easy to spend so much time apart.

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Have a random unicorn.

Autism is a normal part of the spectrum of consciousness okay. autism has always been around. Pardon my language but holy fuck people who don’t understand this or peddle misinformation about it are so fucking annoying

Guess I'm riding the struggle bus just a little today. This, too, shall pass.

I hope we reconnect before one or both of us ends up in some camp.

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We're being bombarded with the idea that autism is a pitiable fate or disease, but I want autistic folks to remember that you're wonderful because of who you are, not in spite of it. Does it make some stuff harder? Sure. But does it make some stuff more interesting, rich, and fun? Damn right it does

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Autism is a natural divergence from neurotypicality. It's normal & not the tragedy these clowns are making it out to be. Transness is a natural divergence from cisnormativity. It's normal & not the tragedy these clowns are making it out to be. Just deal with people being different than you.

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Cherry and her boyfriend have fun!

I miss the notifications that gave me definitive proof that you think of me and I mean(t) something to you. Now there's nothing to push back against the thought that I've been forgotten except my own sheer will.

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The RN who gives me my Spravato said she definitely noticed a difference in me between when I started the treatments and now. That makes at least two people who have seen how well I'm responding to it! Also I swear I was having olfactory hallucinations today.

The only transformative rapture that is coming is that we will all become our fursonas.

I'm not exaggerating when I say that Spravato has made all the difference in improving my QoL. For years I've been saying that I don't want to die, I just don't want to continue living like I have been, and now it seems possible. That being said, it still feels like something is missing.

Spravato day! I'm down to once a week starting this week and I'm hoping it continues to be as effective even with the reduced rate. After I get home I might start on my next crochet project. :3

hey. just coming here to remind you that autism is beautiful. don't forget that. you experience the world in such a different, and vibrant way, and there is absolutely nothing wrong with that.

I wish people would stop fixating on causes and cures for Autism and neurodiversity more broadly. It's time people listen to us, especially Neurodivergent people of color, women and others who are often excluded. Let actually Autistic and Neurodivergent people take the lead. This shouldn't be hard.