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This was in my drafts and kinda summarizes my recent mental state. I think I'm adjusting to reducing the frequency I do Spravato and having some growing pains. I expect I'll level out again, but right now I'm having a bit of a depressive relapse and negative feedback loop.

can't relate struggle to communicate isolate ruminate

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clearly not ok having bad brain just wanna isolate since nobody cares

when people stop showing up as much, i start to pull back as a way to protect myself i'm so tired

only good enough to fuck, never good enough to keep or love

forgotten, taken for granted, taken advantage of... that's all my existence ever is

Feels like I'm just sleeping my life away because I have nowhere to go, nothing to do, and no one to see. It wasn't because of depression, but it's starting to cause it. Why am I always giving more than people give to me? Why am I not a blip on anyone's radar, much less anyone's priority?

upset and cracks beginning to form

A person can only take being let down so much before it starts to weigh on them.

Feels like I have more patience for others than they're willing to give me and I hate it.

Can't trust anyone to ever keep their word no matter how patient and understanding I try to be. Tired of feeling like I'm being lied to because actions don't match words. Why is the expectation that I always need to wait and be patient? Why aren't my expectations ever the ones being met?

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Feeling antisocial but craving social connection. Because that makes sense.

Tons of sirens out of nowhere have me gritting my teeth. They're not even close, but I'm sound sensitive, so they're still too loud.

I guess the upside to bsky being so broken is that I have less to catch up on when it is working -_-

Been stricken with a wandering itch. >_<

My Dom is capable of ejaculating multiple times with no refractory period needed. He's been hinting at wanting to empty all loads into my throat instead of cum-flooding my pussy. Might need to keep a mostly empty stomach for the next time he visits. 🤭

I haven't experienced actual boredom in literal years, not since I've stopped being able to work. I have periods where I'm definitely feeling understimulated, but I don't feel bored by them. It's almost as if my ability to experience boredom was directly related to having my autonomy compromised.

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Thinking about this again and how a big part of it is how much they enjoy what they do. It's evident when they perform and it gives such joy.

Wild how something like being cheated on can create vastly different trauma responses between individuals. Some lock in on wanting monogamy and nothing else. Meanwhile my takeaway is that monogamy is toxic and I'd rather openly know if someone I'm partnered to is involved with others.

Also can we accept that fat people can not only be attractive but are allowed to be confident? I'm so sick of seeing fat people called overconfident because they don't cave to some arbitrary societal standard of body image.

Kangafen or Fennaroo?

Clothes have no gender And Cartoons have no age limit. 💚

Giving strong consideration to getting a new ref sheet, both for it to be more detailed/informative, but also because I'm completely furious with the artist who did my current one. He, at best, is poor with communication and, at worst, screwing over one of my dear friends

Can we please stop equating fat with ugly already?

More pent up than usual today while also feeling more drained of energy. Wonder if the two are linked and how.

Lonely in a very specific sort of way but still don't feel ready to get that close to another person yet in such a way, if ever.

Been sleeping a lot but it's not sure to depression or being physically ill. My body and brain are kinda acting the same way they do when I'm adjusting to a significant life change, but nothing has changed significantly enough to warrant it.

randomly craving nerds candy

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Cat moms are moms too! Spent most of the day cuddled up in bed with my cat-son and embracing my cat side. Love my boy, Apollo, so much! 🥰

The smell of someone's baking is wafting through my window and it's making me feel all cozy and nappy. 😴

Sexy isn't what you wear, it's how you wear it.

Whimsy

Someone is cooking something that smells amazing and is making me heckin nostalgic for the roast dinners my maternal grandparents used to have when I was a wee fenny.