The experience of being medicated for ADHD is simultaneously relieving and Incredibly fucking frustrating. Imagining how different my life could have been if I had known I had this and could have been medicated decades ago. I know I can't change the past but it's fucked that it took this long.

Now these are some full balls

I can tell the Ritalin is working bc after playing Minecraft until 4, I answered some emails and reviewed info for the course I'm starting Monday and even did the first assignment early. Normally I'd've struggled to even look at the email and turned in the assignment the second before it was due

Stayed up till 6:00 a.m. playing Minecraft with friends like its 2012 again.

“Locktober is a Christian Right psyop created to stop gay sex”, I lie as I reveal my thieves tools

My balls are full and aching to come and even my semi hard dick is leaky af

Freeballing it on the hammock

Pollo Guisado - Mexican chicken stew with rutabaga & parsnips

Need someone to pull on my balls and milk my veiny dick

Things that are *technically* heterosexual but have such aggressively queer energy that they couldn't possibly be:

My libido remains at consistently high lvls since starting ADHD meds, & I'm definitely into it being a new normal But fucking hell I'm just *constantly* so horny & craving the most debauched degenerate sex imaginable Again thwarted from being a massive slut by living in the middle of nowhere 😮‍💨

Borger time

Any volunteers to sit on this? Craving a hairy ass to hump.

Realising more and more what I really want is friends to hang out with naked, jack off and make out, while we watch Star Trek or randomb Youtube videos or play video games. I just want my face to smell like balls all the time, is that too much to ask? Speaking of balls, mine smell great right now:

Fuck. Why do I always have to develop feelings for my neurodivergent heterosexual best friend. *pain*

Love to have a literal 60 second telehealth appointment. (not sarcasm)

Pretty good mirror placement in this hotel room

I slammed my fingers in a car door

At an Orioles game

Hotel bate session about to activate!

Is there an egg in your hole, or are you just happy to see me?

My first major pepper picking of the season: a mix of Thai chillies, aji amarillo, hot Hungarian wax, shishito and a chubby variety of jalapeño

Well, it's definitely fat #fcf

Anyone looking to play with some balls and a leaky fat (mostly) soft dick? I can promise lots of pre come to slurp out of my foreskin while you get me hard 😈

I'm going to be in Baltimore for about a week September 10th through 16th to see a bunch of friends and I will also have a little time to myself so if any mutuals are about in the area want to hang out or get lunch etc., let me know!

So I just got my dosage of ritalin increased a couple days ago and I'm definitely noticing the difference. My sex drive has really increased and I have taken more stimulant fueled naps than ever. Sat down to jerk off around 6:00 p.m. and just fell asleep until midnight. adhd is fucking weird lol

Seriously horny 😤 Might have something to do with the fact that my ADHD meds got doubled, also there's so much hot ass to look at today 😈

Humpday got me like

beef and pork bulgogi bibimbap with sauteed onions, broccolini, red peppers, and scallions from the garden

it's a perfect day for a hammock nap

happy labour day! something something sucking on my balls is praxis something something

on holiday with family and the opportunities to j/o have been few, and goddamn I'm so horny today, my balls are aching 😤

post-bath jerk off time

bath time. it's been years since I've been in a place with bathtub that actually I could fit in lol

one of my pet peeves is people using the word "magical" to describe extremely well understood and completely explicable scientific processes. like "these beaten eggs will magically cause this cake to puff up". That's not fucking *magic* it's goddamn physics.

we made out a bunch and then he slurped on my foreskin and balls for a bit, I blew him on the bed, swallowed his load and then he chewed on my nips till I shot a load on both of our faces. adding this just so I can make it as adult lol

I did. It was hot & fun. And now I'm getting taco bell.

I honestly can't believe it but I think I'm actually going to go hook up with someone.

someone explain to me the strategem of making like four different grindr profiles all with the same or obviously similar picture but a different age in the profile. and having them all show up together.

who wants to come cuddle on the hammock

every time I'm reminded against my will that ts exists, I find myself annoyed all over again that her bland and pedestrian music is so fucking popular. also she's a billionaire so obviously she sucks shit.

midnight Rice Bowl: garlic ginger basmati rice cooked with onions cloves and cardamom. a Thai style dressing of lime juice fish sauce and sugar, pickled chilies, diced onion cilantro, and tomatoes with chili crisp.

I'm going to be in Baltimore for about a week September 10th through 16th to see a bunch of friends and I will also have a little time to myself so if any mutuals are about in the area want to hang out or get lunch etc., let me know!

an East African feast: Ethiopian doro wot chicken thighs, Kenyan Bharazi (black eyed peas in spiced coconut milk), and Kachumbari (tomato onion cucumber salad with lime juice) and garlic ginger cardamom & clove spiced basmati rice.

sautéing 1.75 kg of minced onions for doro wot.

made some berbere spice for some Ethiopian food I'm making tomorrow.

6 lb of tomatoes and a bunch of onions and peppers from the garden along with garlic and basil before being roasted and turned into soup

extremely sick of people who act like wanting clear, unambiguous communication is an unrealistic weird expectation, or that there's something wrong with you if you don't automatically understand people who couch their communication in euphemism. yes I'm fucking autistic, and that's not the point.

get your mouth on those nuts and my cock gets even thicker #fcf

I wonder if I'll ever get over my extreme discomfort about expressing attraction to people who seem more masculine than me. (aka the fear I'll get shoved into a locker or pushed down the stairs if they don't reciprocate - which they won't)