It’s the day before Thanksgiving and literally no one on my team is online on Slack lmao. I definitely would not be surprised if I’m the only one on my team who is working today

I think sometimes that I’m more emotionally inclined, vulnerable, or unstable than others appear to generally be. But I think it’s because I cry more openly, reflect more, I’m easy to read, willing to share, and I’m much more okay with showing that things are really not okay.

I find myself wondering more often, just how things would’ve been if you were more aware of the things and people left bobbing turbulently in the chaotic wake of your pursuit of happiness. “Happiness is a state of mind” hmm. Oh how intoxicating and fixating it may become.

weird people fall in love with each other all the time

Missing the bright sunshiny days at Anthrocon #fursuitfriday 📸 @carohoss.bsky.social

ah yes another night of trying to make music while my laundry washer and the traffic outside contribute some 70 decibels of noise, MEASURED IN MY ROOM. I am starting to lose my mind ughhhHHHHH

Bluesky Support has suspended this furry congressional candidate's account for no apparent reason. They want to limit his reach and kill his campaign, presumably for not being whatever they consider "advertiser friendly". We really need to get loud about this, and not let them get away with it

Happy #fursuitfriday 📷 @carohoss.bsky.social thanks!

Remarkable. I got the same company’s fig bar snacks from Costco both last year and a few weeks ago this year. I opened up and bit into my first package from this year and immediately noticed two major differences in the little fig bar. Amazing what one year difference makes for product formulation

I woke up this morning with this melody and hook stuck in my head from a dream last night. Can i just pay someone to work for me today so i can just make some music? Just today? Pls???

YO OKAY Dreamhack Atlanta is the weekend immediately after FWA 2026, hosting not only a CS2 tournament (IEM Atlanta) but also a Call of Duty Major!!!! I have never been more interested in a week long trip to Atlanta omfg I need to assemble friends to coalesce and go suiting. Who's interested???

i wonder how will the snap defunding affect crime. people still gotta eat somehow. if you're already working and run out of shit to try to sell/pawn off, what's there to do? opportunism underlain by desperation may make for a very dangerous combo. 17% of service workers in 2017 used snap

on the topic of the government shutdown and intentional non-funding of SNAP. - SNAP has been funding in all previous shutdowns; it's very much not an issue to still fund it during a shutdown if the government so chose. - even my homestate of LOUISIANA managed to implement bridge funding for SNAP

Am on the final pic edits from Anthrocon and it's taken on such a uniquely different vibe. I'm listening to a track on repeat, funny enough from the Sims 1 soundtrack, but it's profoundly evocative. Not only with the motifs, progression and melodies, but also its name, If You Really See Eurydice.

Holy sideways fuck sticks laying in a 50 gallon cowboy hat, I think this might be the most impressive thing I have ever seen. (I’m obviously not talking about Marriam-Webster’s first definition of impressive here) www.whitehouse.gov/mysafespace/

Costco sells this brand of peaches here in Seattle and I bought some just last week Unfortunately I threw out the container for my peaches and didn’t look at either the lot number or the location of harvest, so lol this could be problematic. www.fda.gov/safety/recal...

she says she loves you but she can't love me?! BUT I LOVE YOUUUUUU 😚😚😚😚😚😚😚

Holy good mother of God this lineplot with the projection took me two hours to code. Deceptively simple. i had to completely reorganize and restructure the sequence of steps to make it work but it’s finally done jesus Taking pic with phone cuz cbf to screenshot on a work computer lol

I can feel my dad energy exponentially rising, for tonight I am drinking a beer with dinner

i am about |---| this fucking close to blowing a blood vessel at how many of these fucking ai narrated chatgpt generated stock video eye stim shit ass videos are on youtube i am becoming more and more anti-gen ai every fucking second i have to spend watching this absolute shitty slop

On another topic, stocks are truly fucking arbitrary. Absolutely gargantuan AWS outage has absolutely no perceptible or lasting impact on Amazon stock—the stock is still a very net positive increase since opening today. Even premarket when it fell ~1%, currently it’s net up 1.3%

Lmfao yeah sure, “down for maintenance” in the middle of the workday on a Monday sounds like truly excellent zero-downtime upgrade and maintenance planning, completelyyyyyy unrelated to the hilariously huge AWS outage today.

I understand the delays, but I’d really, really, reallyyyy rather not wait 7 days for my bank transfer to clear, so I can get right to investing. There are some things I want to get onboard right heccin now and the potential is huge.

I was clearing this folder to which telegram desktop saves files. I got massively distracted re-living and re-learning wtf I was doing here Apparently I was deriving the weibull distribution from the hazard and survival functions. Statistical Theory was definitely one of the classes of all time.

Ah yes, another demonstration of the fragility of our entire global infrastructure, dependent on only a few companies not shitting the bed. I wonder if people in congress could ever get their head out of their asses to make some laws to strengthen technical infrastructure. That would be nice.

I know that life can be busy, love. But you make time for the ones you love. It's only right, it's what I deserve, love.

got so much in the zone with music that the 4 warnings of critically low battery wasn't enough to pull me away, and what finally broke it was the mouse straight up dying. Iiiii think it's time to go to bed. Already stayed up an hour past my bedtime whoops

Got this random spam message this morning. To say this sounds suspicious is one of the biggest euphemisms in a while. I’m thinking exploitive stuff, abuse of minors, etcetera.

my brain is so fricken cooked I flat refuse to work on this project anymore today. there are so many parts that are like 92% similar to what I did in previous code blocks, but that 8% difference requires me to write completely different code that keeps getting crossed and run together in my head

Finished another round of photo edits and the best way to describe their vibe is "Nostalgia." How perfect that all the music playing in the background is also very peaceful and nostalgic :33

13:20 2-mile run woooo Burning off all these extra calories from the yuge amount of ice cream I’ve been eating lately, though I know later today I’ll just eat even more ice cream anyway. Eternal struggle!!!

Ah yes, my most favorite way to absolutely fuck up my sleep schedule and morning routine: A 6am meeting when it’s still pitch black outside. On the brightside (no pun intended) I guess that since I’m starting at 6am, I’ll finish work on this Friday at ~2pm lol.

I remember the first time I felt levels of connection, safety and trust, individuality and confidence, and pure identity so overwhelmingly pervasive in a space. It’s an immersion and interconnectedness that I’ve come to take for granted. I’m having PCD for the first time in multiple years

God is a DJ, Life is a dancefloor, Love is the rhythm, You are the music.

I’m like 93% sure this training video I’m required to watch was made with AI. Voiceover sounds AI and way too high quality for a live recording with the video feed of this narrator guy. His movements are also extremely unnatural and often completely irrelevant to the words he’s sync’d with.

Maybe I should update my social media bios to include a self-proclamation that I am an Unc lmao. My knees are still relatively functional enough to not be a dad, but I am still out of touch enough that I can be an Unc xD

Discontinue use at the what now??? This is in the California Hilton hotel I’m staying in lmao. How does this happen? To a Hilton of all places! This sign is posted in here twice. Incredible.

This was very thoroughly a mistake, future me is very disappointed in past me for deciding to eat all of this.

Spent 40 minutes debugging to find some lines that kept concatenating two attributes that shouldn’t be merged. Issues with mapping arise later on because the mapping looked for only one of the attributes, not both attributes concatenated together. Basically Plastic vs Plastic 1. What a dumb issue

I am so tired and sleepy with the heaviest of brain fog, and feeling like 40% functional right now jesus christ. The afternoon slump is so incredibly strong today, I think I’m gonna go for a walk

I debugged this 20k+ line monster algorithm and determined there are two solutions we can choose: 1) A five line solution that drops ~1.1% of usable data but fully fixes the problem 2) comb through all 20k+ lines to implement fixes in at least 3 different places. Hmmmmmmmmm. Tough choice >.>

One of our clients is having some notably bad problems lately, and it is thoroughly hilarious that one of the most plausible reasons/explanations for their issues is specifically cow and sheep farts and burps.

Good lord I’m realizing just how fricken wound up and stressed I’ve been these past 5 weeks. It’ll lighten up very soon, but god damn I really need to be more cognizant of how the stress affects my social interactions. Need to slow tf down and just breathe more. There’s no hurry.

actually i'm going to be even more unreasonable. i'm a millenial. i'm nearly 40. the first 20 years of my working life included at least 2 economic crisis and there's another coming and i'm not going to entertain a single fucking candidate that doesn't explain how people my age afford retirement.

Got a big dose reminder today that I need to focus on myself far before I can think about or consider many other things. Gotta have my shit together, as I like to say, and my shit currently is in 4 different places right now

I see I’m still very susceptible to wicked mood swings when thinking about certain things I thought were in my past. Clearly I’ve still much to grow accustomed. Maybe it won’t matter in the future. Hmmmm. Tired gym reflections I suppose, I think I’m gonna have some comfort dinner for tonight

I‘m sitting in this meeting as the lead analyst who spent the last 3 months on this project, accompanied by no less than 3 of my company’s directors, for one of our top 5 main customers. This is a level of anxiety and nervousness I haven’t felt in fricken years. So much at stake here jfc

in parallel to the discussion on the actual topic of focus, there are a few comments talking about X and how shit that site has become. to put it simply, this kind of overt racism and xenophobia is far, far less prevalent on bluesky.

I am in the biggest mood to make some dancefloor dnb but nope, i have to go to bed for work in the morning