My favorite bra broke this morning when I was going to put it on… why!!! Those things are so expensive!!

I don’t really like to post my art or what I write, because I don’t ever feel like they look good, and yeah I see what’s wrong with this picture like the eye being to small. But I tried, I do this so I can comeback later and see how much better I am. And to make sure I continue.

Watching a playthrough of Tales of Graces F remastered while practice drawing some, and it reminds of of when my daughter was little, it’s how my oldest cat got her name! Sophie! The game is special to me because of that, and it’s a good JRPG haha!

The kid sitting beside me is making so many mouth sounds!! I can’t handle it, it so disgusting!!

Was enjoying breakfast with my kids and noticed my cat Abel at the window, and then saw the Brook figure. Asked my kids why Brook was over there and my son just stated very proudly “45 degrees! That’s why!” Kids are so crazy haha

I’m in the back office working on some computer stuff for my job, one of my coworkers is in here too watching TikToks. There has been so many ai video’s he has listened too, and they are all so bad!

I was eating an apple for breakfast because I’m at work super early, and of course just had to have a piece feel like it got stuck between two of my teeth! Even with a toothpick I can’t get it, so I’m going to have to wait until I’m off work in 6 more hours to floss

Well this was awesome to wake up to after nightmares!!

I hope everyone has a great day today, stay safe and please take care of yourself. Your more important to others then you may ever realize

Feeling better now, spent the day switching between cleaning my house and drawing. Went for a walk outside and that helped as well. So now it’s bedtime and to pray tomorrow goes great!!

My anxiety is through the room today for absolutely no reason to the point my hands are shaking. Have to babysit my niece today which is not helping any, not that she is doing anything. I just can’t figure out how to get it to calm down.

Drawing hands is so hard….. drawing in general is hard right now.

Gotta love when someone tries to steal your debit cars and spend 100 on apple, and I didn’t even have that much in there at the moment. Ugh I can’t stand people who steal.

It’s raining outside, I don’t want to get out of bed. I just want to listen to the rain and be in my pj’s in bed!!

Check engine light came on and of course it just had to happen when I made my house payment and have no spare money… ugh!

So I’ve been told I should I should go into voice acting after the whole thing in dnd last night. If I can work up the courage to record something, what do you guys think? Should I give it a try?

So I've been really trying to practice drawing and improving my art. I do feel like I've gotten better but still a long way to go. I took a screenshot from Bleach, first traced. Then went and tried drawing the same scene with some reference and memory. Again, its not great! But I’m trying to learn.

I just found out that one of my old friends from FF recently had a baby and I do happy for them I’m in tears 😭 I miss them so much but I’m so glad to see them so happy and still together!!

I just can’t seem to get into anything today, I’m tired and just feel like bleh!! Which sucks because part of me wants to practice drawing, I try and it’s just awful. I try to play, only play for 15 mins. Not sure why I’m just so off today

The sushi lady gave me some curry and rice today 😭 It was so good! I love curry so much

Finally got to the color stage of the reference for my dnd, it’s just the main body for not and I still have to figure out how to draw armor and clothes 🤣 But it’s a step! It’s something

One of the delivery drivers that deliver to my job hit a skunk…. And the smell is literally making me feel sick to my stomach with how it’s just lingering around. It’s so bad!

So I’m not super great at art, but I have been trying to practice and wanted to try drawing my DnD group, so this is Ina! Played by the amazing @/BunnyJunieVT. I’m hoping to get to the others but it’s pretty hard to finish stuff.

I want to write or practice drawing so badly today, but between work being busy and things I’ve gotta do there is no time!!!

Had so so much fun last night playing DnD!! I really didn’t want it to end, but sadly life keeps going!!! Also I so badly want to draw Lisandra! This whole campaign makes me want yo draw and write so much!!

It’s raining so hard, why!? It was so nice and sunny earlier!! I just want to stream more than once a week please!!!

Whelp, streaming is a no go today as it’s pouring rain outside. Lights flickered once and everything. But Hopefully tomorrow!!!

Alright!! Time to do some quest I haven't done yet and just have some fun!! I hope you guys can join me! www.twitch.tv/matroniriena...

Why must my job Rick Roll me this early in the morning? It’s not even 7am here yet!

Sharing this again to ask for help, every little bit makes a difference. Or you if you know a way to spread this around more I would love that! gofund.me/ae3c8651

Of course it’s raining, and raining hard. I just want to get back to streaming 😭 Why!! I’m really starting to have doubts because so many things keep happening to prevent it.

I can know I’ve never really posted about playing Cookie Run Kingdom before, but I’ve played for some time now. And let me just say about this new update…. OHMYGAWDTHEYLOOKSOOOOGOOD!!!!!!!!

Update on the cats! They are doing good, medication is helping but they always being quarantined in the laundry room. Cleaned and swept and mopped the room for them and gave them treats.

Gotta love how I mentioned to a coworker how another different coworker in a different department honestly gave me the creeps and he proceeded to scold me for ‘judging someone for how they look’. Yeah I’m never telling them shit again

I know there is already a lot going on, but I would like to ask once again for your help with vet bills. While $700 isn’t the full amount it’s a large chunk of it and would help me tremendously. Also if you have questions or want proof I can offer that. gofund.me/ae3c8651

It's been far to long since I've streamed! Come join me while I play some FF14 and talk about all the craziness

Gonna give streaming a try tonight! Internet seems to be holding up good and I miss everyone so much!!

I was in tears this morning, you guys are just so amazing! This is honestly way more than I ever even imagined getting!! I can not thank everyone who has helped like this enough!

While it’s been a rough week at my home, today has been good so far!! Hope everyone has a wonderful Sunday!

So I took all three of the cats to the vet, had to rush them there. And two of the three have a virus called feline calicivirus. I could really really use some help if anyone is able to, even just sharing and liking the post can help a lot. I don’t want to lose my cats. gofund.me/ae3c8651

Had to bury a kitten last night, my son was extremely fond of him. And to make it worse it wasn’t the cat that’s been sick. Jack, the kitten, had been eating and drinking and playing. He seemed fine until he just wasn’t. But he was so loved in the short time he was with us.

In a really bad headspace today. If anyone could just send some kind or funny things my way I could really use it

I’m so worried right now. One of my cats is sick and is not getting any better, and I can’t take him to the vet right now. I have to make my house payment this week and have no spare money. I lost one cat late last year, I don’t want to lose another. Especially one so young

I was gonna stream but the cleaning bug is bothering me so much right now lol, house isn’t all the messy or anything but I’ve gotta clean up or I will go crazy

💀Schedule for week: 03/31- 04/06💀 Twitch: twitch.tv/volpecaesar TUES - Warframe WED - Split Fiction w/ @rogueneo.bsky.social THURS - Core Keeper w/ @matroniriena.bsky.social FRI - Rep w/ @breadloaf50.bsky.social SAT - Repo Collab SAT - 7 Days to die SUN - Divinity 2 @lotthedragon.bsky.social

First time affiliate stream!!! No idea what we are doing yet but let’s go!!!

So to explain why I haven’t been streaming, first I was just on vacation. Which was wonderful! I went to go try a short stream on Monday and my internet has slowed down drastically! Figured out it is because I have used all of my ‘priority data’ so it’s extremely slow now.

LOOK AT MY BEAUTIFUL BABY GIRLS CHARACTER!!! This is my daughter drawn by the amazing Foxisdrawing on Twitter and VGen! She is so perfect!!

💀Schedule for week: 03/24- 03/30💀 Twitch: twitch.tv/volpecaesar MON - Pokémon Ultra moon Soulink w/ @opulentapollo.bsky.social TUES - Warframe THURS - Core Keeper w/ @matroniriena.bsky.social FRI - Pokemon Black 2 Soullink @astridsteorra.bsky.social SAT - Divinity 2 @lotthedragon.bsky.social

First day back on my job and my department was so disgusting, there was literally still food in some area’s, raw food mind you. I spent the first hour and a half cleaning, still not done. I’ve got nothing in my cooler and my freezer’s look atrocious! I was only gone a week!