As expected I was sad throughout- it was beautifully made the cast and crew did phenomenal work - and I rage at how amazing it could have been if not for that man - but the cracks were visible in the storyline. No need to watch it again. Appreciated the hard work to give us the conclusion.

It’s taken me two weeks but my open tabs are down under 80 after they got up to 250 chaos tabs. Mostly recipes and fanfiction across three fandoms at the moment left along with random bits and pieces for various projects but definite progress

I have to watch GO today before someone spoils it for me and it makes me mad that a bad man doing bad things ruined it for me. I will bear witness for David and Michael and hardworking folk who worked the good people of the fandom and the joy it used being me but I can’t love the way I used to.

I thought getting older meant knowing its too late to try... Kills meeeeeeee

Still so relevant! #CrewForLife

Oh we're getting a Calvin's ad

Bestie now asking me questions that make me suspicious - with disclaimers that my questions in return will not be accepted. Ominous.

Proud of myself - saw a skeet taking about s2 of ofmd being “undeniably shitty” and blocked instead of engaging. I don’t need to fight a battle over someone’s fucked opinion… was it effect no because wb but was it still glorious (Ed teach wig Stede Bonnet mermaid glorious) yes.

Me messaging the bestie - hey can I have my poor financial decision shipped to your house?

Gloriously the cats have never seen bubble bath before so they’re skittering around scared to come close to the bath

I love them both so much in the way of i am enjoying them so much but want to know nothing about their personal lives and don't want to meet them but deeply want to bite them kind of way... its refreshing actually but can we all stop taking pics of them shopping or on the street or in coffee shops

Wanting to gnaw on Connor Storrie like he's a corn cob is both a weird and on brand experience for me as a ficto ace. And frankly my "attraction" to men might just be the most ethical consumption ever - once they're "real" to me there's no attraction.

This is a man made for leading roles and fabulous swishy coats. Give oh captain my captain his ship and crew back. Right. The. Fuck. Now.

In the dark listening to the new Noah Kahan - I love it but so far less tears than I expected and can we talk about the unhinged lawless behaviour using a song for promo that isn’t (apparently still have a couple of songs to go) on the album… unhinged

My LiveJournal is 19 years old - also I miss the glory days of LiveJournal

I love this. I hope the boys are booked busy and paidddddddd for a long time.

I feel old but also how fucking good was good news week. Loved and missed.

Perpetual nausea is not fun... this is the worst. Boooooooo. I think its an incoming ear infection but ugh

Ofmd crew, taikaholics there was an interview where taika was listing shizz he liked including papermate flair pens/textas and one of the tom does scents like ombre leather - does anyone have it - my search engine tells me it doesn’t exist

No ticket war for me today thank goodness

Surprise Monday show added to noah kahans presale today- might have missed any announcements being busy this morning but great news

Snake snack? Yes please!

Hello darkness my old friend… I can’t sleep and it’s windy and I’m too hot lying down and too cold elsewhere… cats think it’s fantastic I’m awake. Ugh.

Me pursing Noah Kahan tickets- I just feel like it will be a healing experience for me...

Had a little cry and hyperventilated until I almost passed out because I’m free you know

Had a watch party today in discord with a friend and it was great - doing another episode or three tomorrow and I can’t wait

March was harder than it should have been but then I started thinking about all the mental load of Marches past and no wonder I struggled. It's also probably why I've gone so hard into heated rivalry too - ofmd which has sustained me for years is associated with why march is so hard. And like

Me barely reading the tags - sees *nemesis with benefits* oh instaread 😂

Been thinking about what if David Jenkins and Jacob Tierney created something together… it would probably kill me but like… I’d be down for that…

Man, I miss Our Flag Means Death

Makes me feel physically ill actually. Nothing ruins the wonder of a story like the author being a sanctimonious ass actually... fine if you don't want to put an agenda in your own stories but to be so openly fragile and dismissible tells us exactly what you are actually.

Me: heated rivalry is great Also me: fuck zaslav and we discovery hbo max with the heat of a flaming sword Also bring back #ofmd

In the bath and the cats want me to open the door… it makes me happy that I know their individual voices and footsteps - me just chatting away with them. No Mayhem not right now, I hear you Joey….

It makes sense I’m obsessed with heated rivalry & Ilya… idiot for idiot and depressed queers with shitty fathers who fall for anxious awks autistics is like… my type exactly

Not sure what’s going on in the neighbourhood but apparently something - one of the neighbours is blasting fuck you on repeat with much singing - and all the neighborhood dogs are going off as well at least it’s still only 8pm but

Heated rivalry made me discover a new type of porn. There’s soft core, hard core and cottage core

My friend is finishing HR while travelling and just went onto airplane mode after episode 5 for a flight and we have to pause out group chat where someone else joins me in the feral mindspace the show has put me in. Life is unfair... essentially. Also welcome to the feral headspace.

That first world problem when you just want to immerse in HR and instead you have to come to work and not think about Hollanov.

Once again the lunchroom conversation is horrifying me. Apparently school should just be practical things like doing taxes and how to behave appropriately but not math's and history and "leftie" stuff. ISTG its agonising hearing people participate in the right wing dumbing down agenda.

Gold medal in the yes and event

Instead of watching a remake of a wizard show that doesnt need a remake go watch HR instead - gay hockey boys is better than funding transphobia

Wishing the HP show a very unmerry fuck you. Don't even pirate it. They still track those numbers. Don't hate-watch. It's funding and funded by hate. She is using that money to help destroy lives. This isn’t something you can separate from its creator.

I hear the music i feel the beat and when I'm dancing I am free

The current repeating playlist is deadloch s2, ofmd and heated rivalry. Going feral even with this migraine

I think I just made my life difficult for he next month by getting over excited and paying down too much debt… I went flow state and put extra on everything without checking balances or a plan and then I’m like… wince that’s actually tighter than I would normally go for… ah well

I didn’t cry tonight doing chores even when my back hurt - everybody clap #miniculewins

25 minutes and I just realised i was not even listening to this meeting at all. Whoops.

Me smiling fondly when this comes back to my attention

This fucking man wandered into my comments and called me a racist and an ableist slur because I said good the movie about a mediocre white man won no Oscars and I'd rather gouge out my own eyes than watch it. What a weird fucking take. Fuck off now

Good? I’d rather gouge out my own eyes with a spoon than watch that movie