sick of fainting whenever i stand up my life feels like its over

kill me before my physical disabilities get to me first. and make it hot

can't sleep time to eat soup and try again

standing adjacent to her in the library mumbling something cryptic to myself about funko pops that she wouldn't think is cute or funny

im coming over to fall asleep on yr floor for 10 hours and receive head scritches please comply

im addicted to persona

i should have done something about my scoliosis sooner now my ears are fucked too. i am being strong and not crying but i am really mad at myself.

others with tinnitus: how do you manage yours? i turned on a fan to mask the noise and im mostly distracting myself but its still so bad the past few days. also can i have a hug :(

i am a small pathetic little creature who you should do great harm if ever the chance arises. without hesitation.

i rly hope my tinnitus gets better once the nerve damage in my face is fixed and the curvature of my spine corrected otherwise im going to go crazy.

i hope to die as the fish do: cold and stupid and honorable.

autophagia would be such a beautiful name

bag of viscera

slowly going deaf but it's for fun i swear

im retard

a tenous network of fibrous material pulling itself apart in every direction.

fetal position, embodying the balled fist.

my psp only turns on when its hole is filled the slut

im going to take my medication

im just sitting here

ive been getting really into deleuze and guattari's concept of 'becoming-vegetable'

posthole

installing social media on my dedicated music player because i hate myself

why does reading the old poetry and short stories ive written make me feel like a narcissist? why also am i left with the feeling that my only alternative is to remain an unknown quantity to myself?

my name is severe nerve damage and im here to constantly remind you that your body's central nervous system functions, and in fact, does feel things.

weaving string lights through ceiling fan blades and thinking of you while i turn both of them on.

feels like tooth decay

i would eliminate all of the fish in the ocean for u bro

can you come over and yell at me until im no longer manic

can i eat you

i put your ballsack in my mouth, and honestly? im upset.

im so untimely im timely

im so addicted to pdfs

insomnia fucking sucks :)

sent a poem to a pretty girl and she called me a radioactive walking cognitohazard

ki|l

inm schziocphrnicec

the most common type of control systems within the human body is negative feedback. in a negative feedback loop, high amounts of the secreted substance inhibit it's own production. another example is when you're so horny you jerk off six times in 24hrs and then your dick hurts

today, the human species is producing even more data

databases on the moon so large they can only be cooled passively by the vacuum of space.

just stared at the color purple for way too long

buzzing bee disorder

flashing my eyes with a photoentrainment device to synchronize my circadian rhythm to a different time-zone while still in the airplane

what's good for the posture is good for the pose

sometimes i wake up from a nap, familiar with my immediate surroundings but overcome with the vertiginous conviction that i don't know where i am. for several surreal seconds, the cognitive dissonance experienced is absolute and then the day(s) continue...

like quasi-hypnotic rockets i walk in at least thrice

well-suited