2am AGAIN. But this time we get to go sailing!

Fun stream. Kept the pain at bay for a little bit

I'm continuing my trying new health foods kick with some red lentils. Hoping they're yummy. Planning to mix them with tvp and chickpeas

Trying a new way of intensifying my daily walk since there's nothing else worth walking to nearby unless I extend my distance from 4 mile walks to like 16. I've weighted up a back pack and am going to walk with it on. Hopefully it doesn't destroy my spine

I still think the adoption forms were full of shit. This is from two years ago. Does that look like a 3 year old cat? She's like double the size now

Should I get a card of my favorite pokemon 🤔 its fairly cheap too

Lab work time yippie

I am doing so fucking poorly man

So why did eating 3 eggs fried feel so lightweight while 3 hard-boiled eggs absolutely stuff me

Amakitteh told me to try ketchup on eggs so let's see how it is

The simplest thing the therapist ordered me to do that's done a ton is just going out and watching the sunrise each morning. Fresh air, some sun, it being cold as hell (which I enjoy). It's a perfect way to start the day

Week five of working out every day and I still fucking hate crunches they hurt so bad ow

2am? 2am! But of course it's 2am! At least tomorrow if I wake up at 2am I can just get up and play RuneScape sailing

Having a complete mental breakdown in bed and my homie calls me on discord to show me a duet night abyss bug he found. Pretty funny and stopped the suicidal thoughts so I appreciate that

Wanted to paint this dog

Oh yeah I finally went and fought my favorite monster in the series after getting over the burnout. Holy crap did they do him so well. I loved that hunt so much

TVP has arrived. Gonna try and make a faux taco and see how this shit tastes

I'm not vegan but I'm reading tons of vegan recipes because the foods have so much fiber in them. And they're also the only ones making recipes using TVP and I have some of that coming in the mail today

A client requested these of me, I damn near forgot to take a picture of the first one before giving it to her smh. #bracelet | #handicraft | #jewelry | #jewelrymaking | #commission | #commissionedwork

Sailing releases this Wednesday. Gonna stream some boating. Hopefully the prep work I did was enough

Also I trained arms till failure today and picking up the pot of water I used to boil my eggs was a trial

Also another major win, I'm down another 1% in body fat. I know I'm in the area still where doing that is fairly easy, but a win is still a fucking win

We back at 2. Gonna try and sleep again, I'm hopeful

Yo garbanzo beans and feta cheese is such a tasty combo. I love fiber

If you like protein bars get yourself one of these, holy shit this is so so so good

Is Endfield releasing soon? They've really ramped up advertising on youtube

I really dislike dogs in food service places. Turns out it's worse when people bring their dog unleashed to food service places

Damn vodka. Also wtf is that ranking of vodka runs

There's still a certain level of bewilderment that this little thing is basically keeping me around

May have been a mistake to walk this morning. Rain is getting really heavy. So heavy the umbrella appears to now be leaking

Kitty been making so many biscuits lately. She never used to but now each morning she'll come do a few on me before she naps on my chest for a bit

WAIT IS MY ANXIETY DISORDER AND EXTREME REJECTION FEARS JUST STEMS OFF MY ADHD? I swear to God if all my life's problems are because I stopped taking my ADHD meds idk what I'll do

OH FUCK YEAH CHILDHOOD NOSTALGIA STREAMS SOON

I should've streamed today. Was pretty bored

My sleep schedule is so fucked holy shit. It's 4pm and I'm already thinking about sleep

It did not in fact stop me. I got 4 and a half miles in and I am drenched. BUT I will have to finish my target distance on the treadmill most likely

I just witnessed a lady say 67 and about 3 dozen children freak the fuck out

A lotta bit of rain may be stopping me from cardio day

A lil bit of rain ain't gonna stop me from cardio day

Kitty just laid down on me and made a few biscuits 😊

Happy 2am again my friends

Found a new place to get myself a breakfast burrito. Idk what they did to the burrito but it was incredible

Did 2 therapy sessions this week. Session today was nice but made me feel bad. Covered cognitive distortions and my ass thinks like 85% of the list

We gotta celebrate small wins wherever we can. Finally got 8 hours of sleep again. Sure there were multiple hours of awake separating those 8 hours, but we got there 😤

Feels like I'm just delaying the inevitable tbh

A random small streamer TheProfessorPJ managed to recruit a gang of new players during my arc raiders game. 4 of us with garbage guns took down one of those big artillery spiders together. Was beautiful, this game is so good

Maid @chrundlen.bsky.social , commissioned by @bakyn.bsky.social Can't wait for the Christmas miracles 😌

My poor feet aren't used to this much walking. I used to walk maybe an average of 3 miles a week but for a few weeks now I'm averaging what looks like 25 miles. Poor little guys were not ready for such a huge jump so quickly

Think Friday may need to be a rest day. Yesterday was supposed to be, then I ended up walking six miles. My arms are still tired and now my legs are tired. Couldn't finish my sets this morning. Working out is fun

Fell asleep watching Baljeet's stream on my phone. Even earlier than normal. So now I'm up at 1 am. Please body, let me go back to sleep, I used to stay up this late I don't wanna wake up at this time