it's the negative thoughts talking but i'm not feeling all that confident in my offerings for artfight. very unconfident in providing something that others will like; i can neither produce quantity nor quality and there remains no uniqueness of my style to justify the effort

i didn't even realize the theme for artfight was being announced today.. well i'm glad i updated my character page ahead of time, i'll eventually show it off once the site's not dead

another bit from magma #art #alaive #ffxivart

from yesterday's magma #art #alaive #ffxivart

picking him up by his hood #art #alaive #ffxiv

simplifying my art so the thought of making refs for artfight isn't so daunting #art #alaive #ffxiv

oh fuck art fight's like super soon & this'll be my first year actually participating. uhm i have one (1) front fullbody of my sona and nobody else, gods save my soul

recent explorations #art #alaive

me when i'm just a leg

learning how to properly mod minecraft again after probably a decade bc i'm on a mc horrorslop kick ... it's... a lot easier than i remember it when i was younger

another concept from april #art #alaive

how do people decorate a whole house & not want to kill everyone

unposted mspaint design concept from april #art #alaive #ffxivart

a design for evercold #art #alaive #ffxivart

it's always when you're going to be away from the computer for an extended period of time that you start thinking of all the content you haven't gotten around to..

when he's a 40-something-year-old mage 😍

i was about to complain about queue time for windurst on primal but i willed the pop into existence, call that manifesting

(cutely) who wants to give me.. hm.... a hundred million gil. so i can buy the alliance raid emote

Guess what?~ Alaive's Nameday is on Friday (May 1st)!! Beautiful art of Alaive's birthday outfit from 2025 as we lead into his 2026 birthday, yet again a comm by aquariiy00m! #alaive

a design for evercold #art #alaive #ffxivart

lrt i want him so bad i look like a fool

LONG LIVE THE ERA OF DRAGOON AURA

i already freaked out in private but if you know anything about my tastes, you can imagine how EXCITED i am for evercold. anyways, i will be quiet for now to let ppl see the teased stuff and be surprised

you all have no idea how much i've been wanting to show this off and i finally can!! chibi comm by aquariiy00m⭐ #alaive

sorry for my moment of weakness.. between the 7.5 patch art having estinien, a small revival in estilaive, and tomodachi life i am revisiting crazy levels of Wanting That Elf

extremely canon #alaive #estilaive

happy liveletter day, today's flopped art while i'm trying to work on some upcoming acrylic designs #art #ffxivart

to reiterate in a more modern way of speaking: sorry for not having any art lately.. april has been a great month of change for me and all the change, particularly the negative, has me very demotivated. i'm hoping tomodachi life and the possibility of an 8.0 trailer at fanfest will boost my spirits.

though many things i once loved have fallen and hopes i clung to are trampled as hell takes its aim at earth, i find myself lost in thought. where once i would have let the dirt claim me in my grief, i find myself waking again to clasp the curtains and let in the light.

haven't gone in a while, but will be occasionally afk'ing to work for a bit at #lofiartparty

hi everyone. sorry that i don't have anything today. it's been rough lately, and today especially was a bad day for me. i just wanted to wish a late tdov to everyone. i'm very grateful to have found community with people who hold so much warmth in their hearts for anyone like me.

commission for @/zyxzallo.bsky.social

squishing him like a gummy💙

i love alaive so much....

he's doing his best today..! #art #alaive #ffxiv

i got lazy and wasn't drawing so my punishment is posting rough art #art #alaivw

just a quick question for my moots/friends who've done c*mms before, but is it normal to feel like someone might not get their worth from your work unless it's a "surprise me" or pwyw setup?

collection from a doodle page #art #alaive

you could at least wait until he's put on his makeup for the day before taking a picture! #alaive

part 2 & "3" of when i was testing out this drawing game (alaive was done on an ipad while the left two were done with a mouse & screenless tablet) #art

tried csp after seeing the latest update and man i do not miss learning a new program's layout all over again!

first time drawing medkit i dunno #art #phighting

Commission for @zyxzallo.bsky.social 🖤💎 #art #artsky #commission

small extra doodle from february #art #alaive

another teaser of a design currently in progress #art

🦋 audience gets a variant post today since i'm not feeling like posting my oc x canon art here. today is jester day for those of you on here #art #alaive #ocs

who sent him to the void. ..he doesn't seem to care but get him outta there #alaive

how do we feel about a preview of this regretevator oc #art

headshot commission for @zyxzallo.bsky.social #art