I have never experienced a fuck you this badly before in my life. Both in fursuit making and my health. I'm not doing okay.

Kinda feeling like I'm being left in the distance with how everyone else is creating these beautiful suits while mine isnt selling. I dont know what more to do, ive lowered the price. Any ideas?

Boy howdy I love that 9 of my 10 meds are ready for pick up.. but theyre $179 :,) For a MONTHS worth.

*screaming and crying* SHES HERE @mangoisland.bsky.social

Im not able to sit down and watch shows after work or play video games. I just want to sleep. Am I just super burnt out?

Medical game what up. Yah girl got their fucking like 6th foley

I was told my insurance would be $113. What the fuck.

My life is a fucking joke. I go to the er bc I cant pee again. No pain meds. Foley. Fire alarm goes off. They dont know if we evacuate. What the the fuck.

It feels like everyone is falling apart right now. The future feels grim. I will remain silly or die trying.

Was honestly feeling myself in this 👀

Omg the yeehaw lynx is following me 😭😭😭🫠🫠

Glad to know I was only important to you when you need fabric or patterns or a place on a table at a con. Thanks.

All I really want is spring rolls but it costs so much to have anything delivered.

Staying silly has been hard. I want to be there for everyone but I have only one body. Please know my telegram and my messages here are always open. I love you guys.

Hahahaha. Didn't think I'd get fucked over like this. New year, new levels of destruction.

Im a mess of a human and i dont understand why anyone likes me.

I think if I could take someone's cancer away and into myself, I would. It would mean someone who wanted to live gets to.

Just going to drink myself to sleep. Whatever.

I've been approved for surgery on the 26th to fix my stimulator battery from surgery last year. I don't know how much it's going to cost. I know a lot of people are asking for help during these times, but if you've got a little to spare, I'd be more than great full. ko-fi.com/gremlinsgrove

Send pet photos. I have surgery on Monday.

Forgive me father, for I do stay sinning.

I'm VERY open about the fact I was sexually assaulted and WILL answer questions. I'm not scared to hide it or admit it. I'm wanting to keep the Fandom safe. This is 5 afab so far. I will NOT be quiet.

Deleting a lot of stuff. I need to be nicer to myself.

Feeling like im fading into the background lately. My health is dog shit, im trying to get better. So far, the Progesterone is doing well. All my vitamin levels are awful. Starting injections tomorrow. May need an iron transfusion bc my levels are so low, and im not tolerating the oral meds.

My b12 is dangerously low. My vitamin D is dangerously low. My iron is dangerously low, I need infusions. And my vitamin C is low. Can I please get a break 2025? Im so tired.

I'm really trying not to feel imposter syndrome about MFF since I work my ass off for conventions, but.. theres so many larger fursuit makers going, and I'm just this small-time maker. I'm nervous.

I can't do this anymore.

"Sometimes I forget why I wanted to live." Jfc.

Sorry, please excuse the mess; My hearts been pouring through my chest.

We are all dogs in god hot car.

I hate that I love the fursuits my abusor's partner makes. I don't like seeing them on my timeline, but I also enjoy them on my timeline. Ugh. Im conflicted.

8 days. In 8 days, I turn 30. An age I thought I'd never see. I'm still processing this.

You check our accounts like your check your empty bank account.

I should have loved you better.

depression resistance 📈📈📈 heat resistance 📉📉📉

Realizing I will never create something GREAT. I will never write something great, make a great monument. And thats okay. I'm okay with just being... okay. Because to create is what I was meant to do. They cant take that away from me.

Got Kimbap from the store and I am so excited. Love kimbap

Im really tired of being nice. Its hard to sit here and play pretend like you didnt ruin my life. I could have married Jay and maybe have been so happy. But you. You fucking ruined me. The only good thing I got out of your existence was Remy being in my life and being my fucking rock.

Hahaha didnt know a RAPIST could be demisexual. You fucking cuck come after me. I bet you cant make them cum either.

Ignore this lmao

Happy wrath month

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Even the bro code says dont support rapists, so why are you? Believe the victims. Soon, my skin will be skin you've never touched. 💗

I urge to make a deer.

Fellow fat people this is the best thing ive every used. 1000/10. Chubby rub who?

I feel like all my outfits were a big vibe and I'm slowly gaining confidence in being thicker.

I forgot how many amab furries have skrillex hair.

Really can't believe a friend is doing me this dirty. I am beyond done.

I'm very tired of this pettiness. I never keep anyone out of the den. I even told them to give you a table if it opened so you could make money. I'm not quiet about the SA but I still want you to be able to eat.