And then all of a sudden, I get a message from a friend telling me that if I moved back to Sydney, they'd wanna start dating me. What is going on with this world?

Got told I'm too trusting in my friends. Considering I believe I'm more of a burden than anything, I have every right to believe in the trust of my friends because if I can't trust my friends, who can I trust? It's not trust from experience, it's trust in desperation that someone out there is good.

Some people actually make me proper nervous. I feel like if I don't say something during even a second of silence, they'll think I'm boring when I honestly just have nothing to talk about yet don't wanna lose their interest because I like 'em. I'd literally talk about the weather if I have to.

Escapism.

Chilling to some groovy tunes tonight alone in VR. I gotta do this more often, the atmosphere has me feeling like a space cadet.

Don't you know who I am? I'm the LOVE of your LIFE!

I have an almost finished script for a video of how I would design Wonder Woman and her lore for the DCU but I honestly don't see myself getting popular under a WW-specific or comic book YouTuber... I have trouble streaming consistently as it is...

Everybody get up and DANCE!! Join me this Saturday, 9PM AEST where I will be streaming my 9th listening party on ttv/discofeverish as we celebrate the (one week later) release of Madonna's Confessions II! I hope for a fun night of partying so please join me and let's have some fun! See y'all then~

Per my last e-mail, here is a nice/fun/cool chart of media between the DC Trinity... Let not your eyes deceive you, the math is mathing unfairly.

There was a youtube video about all the "new and exciting things" DC is bringing out and I went to go on a big rant about it... but I felt insane so I'm just gonna post it here because I don't wanna get bullied.

I'm tired of having constant crises

Wonder Woman has not received much in the eighty-odd years that she's been around in except for the Carter series and then Gadot. Batman and Superman have so many games, movies, their own animated shows, the list goes on. WW has nothing yet is the most famous female superhero. Show us why!

Why Supergirl before Wonder Woman? Why Supergirl before Batman even? I'm beginning to think that JG has a hard-on for the Super-fam. Everything so far has revolved around two main films, last year was all about Superman and this year was all about Supergirl. No hate on Supergirl, but why her first?

Remember JG's original lineup for Phase One was to feature Superman and a Batman: Brave and the Bold, but the only thing closest to Wonder Woman was "Paradise Lost" which we've heard nothing about but apparently has nothing to do with Wonder Woman, just the island she's from pre-Diana.

Explain to me why James Gunn says he will do a Wonder Woman animated series and, yet, we find ourselves two years into the DCU with the announcement of Absolute Batman becoming a tv series while there is a Batman Caped Crusader series two coming soon and no mention of Wonder Woman.

Delayed to 8:30PM due to unforseen circumstances

Since we've hit our $250 goal, I'd promised a "Wellness Stream" regarding yoga or something around those lines. So, let me introduce you to... Puppilates! As a pup and being part of Paws4Pride - a pup, fur, and ally-led streaming group - I will be doing this in pup hood! 15th of June @ 8PM AEST

Paws4Pride has already raised over $2,300 this Pride Month to help @batyraus.bsky.social change the game for youth mental health in Australia! Thanks to @furharlo.com, @discofeverish.bsky.social, @pup-rads.bsky.social, @vfoxkit.bsky.social, @melbtrainchaser.bsky.social, ne0nwolf & your communities

Furality so far. I couldn't NOT make the Disco set and it didn't disappoint~

Such an odd issue to have but there seems to be an influx of mass compliments towards me during my streams and in DMs, and it is starting to make me feel uncomfortable as someone who has always had issues accepting them; it's starting to upset me. I only ask it be toned down if that is okay please?

Wait, TWINK LEON????? WHAT?! Let's check it out live right now! twitch.tv/discofeverish

I'm LIVE on Twitch! ...I'm obsessed with this Ellie Goulding video. twitch.tv/discofeverish

Starting June with a new game and a fundraising campaign!~ (More info of the campaign to be posted on Bsky after stream.) Catch me on Twitch! twitch.tv/discofeverish

Stream schedule for this week starting in fifteen minutes~ Don't be a square, join my Discord for updates! discord.gg/m9pRnyDG6t

Starting Pride Month the right way by crying on my bedroom floor.

I'm live :3 twitch.tv/discofeverish

Out of hibernation twitch.tv/discofeverish

Those who have picked a colour and stuck with it, why haven't you changed? I have gone from green to orange to black to maroon to orange to pink to... you get my point? I can't keep to one colour... What's your secret?

Streaming is returning just before June. My Discord was deleted but a new link will be set up. A stream schedule will soon be posted.

I like trying new things but I get so concerned that when I get excited about it, people are gonna get angry at me for posting photos and videos and talking about it constantly. Thing is, when I like something, I lock in on it as it becomes a big thing for me. I'm sorry ;-;

I simultaneously want to be crushed under the weight of so many bodies-worth of hugs but also left the absolute fuck alone.

I get concerned that I do things because, in some form of simplification, someone else is doing it. It's what had me smoking tina for three years. It's degrading to think I am this way because I don't have my own personality but I'm so open to new experiences considering I don't even know who I am.

If I see one more Insta reel of an attractive person baiting people with a "no one likes me/finds me attractive", I'm raging. Shut up you handsome bastard, boosting your ego more with people who would literally throw their lives away for a drop of your sweat.

Watched a YT video of this one bubbly gay guy who goes to the gym with this masc guy to work out together but the video is them fucking around, harassing other gym goers, and taking shots in the locker room, while over-sexualising other men there, shaming their lack of body count. Why?

It's SUPERBLOOM Season~ Come join me as we listen to Jessie Ware's NEWEST Record <3 twitch.tv/discofeverish

Patterns. Patterns are repeating. It's happening all over again. Patterns. *(23rd July 2021 & 16th February 2024)

I wanna go to kink/fetish clubs, find out and explore more but there isn't anyone to go with y'know? I can barely go alone to a club let alone something more intense like that.

Conversion therapy now legal in the US. Better not be coming to us.

Genuinely awful. This AI "upscaling" is just making wild assumptions about character design and artistic direction with zero regard for the dev's intentions. Not everything has to look uncannily real or perfect.

REQUIEM TIME!~ We are finally taking a dip into the game I've been trying to play for two weeks. Let's get into the life of the one and only Grace Ashcroft and see how Raccoon City is doing... twitch.tv/discofeverish

I've added the Gorillaz to my Fortnite pre-saved loadouts. Anyone down for a few games? :P

Two things I apparently need: Switch 2 + games New PC Don't think I'll have either of them til at least the end of the year but I have my goals now, I just gotta start saving properly.

Decided to stream for my bday and do a listening party for Empty Hands by Poppy, an album I have been putting off for over a month ;-; Happy birthday to me. x twitch.tv/discofeverish

Big tiger for Macro March :3

Let's get this game done so we can move on! | Resident Evil 0 - Road to Requiem twitch.tv/discofeverish

My favourite image from stream tonight.

Let's hope there are no more giant spiders... | Resident Evil 0 - the Road to Requiem twitch.tv/discofeverish

One month since I've moved to Melbourne.

I think I'm ready to start dating again.

Just remember, EA is not only selling to Saudi, but also to Donald Trump's son. You need to boycott EA.