M took me to the library to work on the puzzle. Barely any progress since our last visit. I wish I could do puzzles at home. Felines and puzzles do not mix.

Meanwhile Erma weighed in at 10.8lbs. Which I didn't do twice. I'll verify later. But that is a very solid more normal weight for her. I'm happy. ♥︎ 6 months with kitten .... she's adjusting. We all are.

Percy got into the basement ND the freaked out when Matt told him he shouldn't be down there. He had some time and just came out for a treat.

Just ordered a new set of screen protectors and a new case for my phone. Hopefully I won't have more issues. I'm up to two cracks n shatter areas. Small but so annoying for me.

I took my awful anxiety disorder to the pharmacy. I used my ins otc money and got more fish oil. I'm set for awhile. Buy one get one free. That was hella hard but I did it.

I'm up. I'm meded. And waffled. And I'm trying to be okay.

Awful dream. Heart in a bag? What medical disaster was that? Why brain? Why?

I'm so lost

Erma puked. I did get her to eat a tiny bit of soup. I'll try the rest this afternoon. She's a handful these days. Oliver was my pkd rescue Himalayan. He was much more work. But this reminds me of the constant begging "please eat. I'll give you $100". I owed him millions by the end.

Omg. We just moved furniture to get Erma out from under my chair. Percy kept trying to join her and she was NOT happy. Plus the dogs were curious about her. And she was scratching on my chair n grumbling. Oy.

Oh achy brains... why do you vex me so?

The September House was a really good book. I finished late last night.

I opted to rest. I'll run the errand when I feel less like a feather could send me into a panic attack.

Blahhhhhhh blarf pffft

Got the Monday heebie jeebies. What awful thing shall attack me today? On high alert.... wooo :/

I need some good news.

Her: what are you thinking about? Me: I wish I had tentacles like some kind of ancient forgotten god

I witnessed the Percy kitten cat scratching on his triangle hut. I hope he starts to do it all the time. Please universe!

Remember when big companies couldn't get too big? There were rules to prevent mega-companies aka conglomerations of power n greed. Sighhhhh.

Frazzled. Oh brain.... how do you know it's gonna be Monday?

M is watching sports ball. But he has banana bread in the breadmaker. So. ....

Blahhhh

I make some badass boxed mashed potatoes.

I've been enjoying Ghost Stories read by Tony Walker on YouTube. youtu.be/zyPquutYtbY?... This one was a fun listen.

Memories

Percy is a master at litter displacement.

@andimn.bsky.social it's the cat head pen in this photo. ♥︎

Cute kitty pen cap was off for I dunno how long. Hopefully I can get it writing again. Booo poorly designed pen caps. Hissss.

Groggy grumbles of awake-ish-ness

Just got up to ensure kitty kibble was at a suitable level for my feline overlords. Also tucked Dipper in properly. Now I attempt to ignore my brain blabber & fall back to sleep. Does anyone ever sleep thru the night? How?

We're struggling to do anything but watch this video of the newly discovered bumpy snailfish today.

Connections Puzzle #831 🟨🟨🟨🟨 🟩🟩🟩🟩 🟦🟦🟦🟦 🟪🟪🟪🟪

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Is there anyone not in the "rather be sleeping" club?

Oy I'm up.

KitKat Dracula is my hero.

So I tidied n cleaned a bit. M helped push the vacuum. I'm wiped out. But my brain is still trying to go full speed anxiety mode. Shaddup brain.

I'm not feeling well. Panic anxiety attack thing yesterday gave me a headache last night. And I hurt all over. The joys of GAD.

Bad news at dental appt. Not immediate but it'll be necessary sometime in the future. I'm so over expensive dental stuff. 10 hour jaw surgery was more than enough. But what choice do I have? Plus it's $$$. Fuck the medical n dental care system. Overly expensive hellscape.

I did a big dumb. I feel so stupid. Omg. Someone be my caretaker. Save me from myself.

Behold the cuteness of Percy kitten cat in motion.

Feeling really tired. Which in a way is better than the anxiety spike I was on. Anxiety fatigue is awful but also it's a bit of relief.

Dentist tomorrow. Send good vibes please. One time I got so anxious I disassociated and couldn't recall if half my mouth got cleaned. >____<

I crashed... listen to my book and Dipper rested hid head on my leg. Good nap. I could sleep until spring I bet.

Erma ate her soup. So that's a relief. She's such a sweet kitty.

I had gotten a couple 320 count bottles of fish oil last year. It was nice having em n not needing to buy more as often. Not in stock.... Vitamins went from a 300 count to 200 in recent years too. 300 no longer available. I wonder if it's the same deal. Boooo >_<

Oy now Erma urped. This is not a fun day. I need some peaceful n mellow times.

Had to clean Percy bum. That was not fun. For either of us. Anyone know a probiotic that helps firm up poop for felines? I heard Fortiflora changed and isn't as good.

Percy likes to lay across my neck n chest. And whip me in the face with his racoon tail. Lil gremlin.

Allo Tuesday. I think it's Tuesday.