new by me: I write about renee vivien and natalie barney, two of the writers and women I most deeply adore. their art, their tragic love, myth vs reality, and lesbianism in the belle epoque alicemaz.substack.com/p/from-paris...

first time in singapore: wow automated immigration is amazing I love the panopticon now second time in singapore: come on stupid machine... why don't you recognize my face this time... is it because I cut my hair...

I kind of like the fact that instead of just dying it degrades to text-only. feels like someone turned off the lights

told myself in exchange for buying a pack of cigarettes I'd log out of twitter for a bit............. hello

At first the bluesky was designed as a.. perfect website.. the feeds didn't glitch out.. every post was funny & high effort.. there was no inscrutable drama or 'main character's it was a disaster. which is why the bluesky was redesigned to this.. 2012 twitter.. the peak of your civilization

simple from here: twitter rebrands to x, three years elapse, the trademark is deemed abandoned, bluesky rebrands to twitter

I saw all three of them today (one picked up my furniture one works at the self-storage place and one at the burger bar I met him at) I am absolutely dadmaxxing

privilege stack includes how early you were to bluesky

傾国傾城 🥵🥴😵‍💫😖

if twitter is hellsite then bsky is valhallasite. we should have team colors and shit

a month ago I was bemoaning having no good older male role models who I could talk to about life and relationships and stuff but somehow I've managed to acquire three different 60-something father figures in seattle

here is a man* who would not take it** anymore*** * woman ** international move logistics *** will continue to take it

incidentally I feel obligated to point out that "which way western man" is the exact opposite of a dogwhistle because the point is to apply it to trivial or comical referents in a way that mocks the original sentiment

here's me

when people are sending death threats in an attempt to influence your policies and roadmap, that's pmf

after however many years of being avowedly non-ideological, I'm looking forward to being accused of carrying water for some particular ideology and being able to reply "actually I'm a confucian" and link to substack posts explaining exactly the kind of confucian I am

I want to slowly plunge my hand into this like a sack of dry beans

I remember a month or two ago being disappointed the site was too hugboxxy but now I see we've gone full lord of the flies

looking like bilbo with the ring at my furniture picture I took to send the used furniture guy I'm hoping to sell to. "after all... why shouldn't I keep it?"

it's a shame seattle is so boring because it is definitely the most beautiful place I've lived

I finally got to play real mahjong with my tiles last night!! it went very well, I successfully taught the game to two new people. also I got a haneman (riichi tanyao pinfu dora three)

a guest brought fruit over last night for mahjong night and I think I'm fruitpilled now. I never respected fruit but I think it's good now

a few weeks ago I saw yud qt and call evil something like "everyone can perfectly choose to follow their objective function by asking themselves 'what am I supposed to be doing right now' but you just don't want to" and I think this is the fix to all my executive dysfunction

every universe has its kwisatz haderach but some are less interesting than others

threads might coexist with twitter/bluesky but it will never kill either because it's targeted at normies and all their posts are boring and the mods are pussies

new by me: "toward a system of neo-xunism." I summarize the philosophy of xunzi, and explain how I think it can form the basis of a contemporary ruling ideology in line with @meaningness.bsky.social's metarational framework https://alicemaz.substack.com/p/toward-a-system-of-neo-xunism

having leftover chili is the ultimate lifehack because it goes with anything. you can add an unlimited amount of meat to any meal

I normally ignore sticker shock but every time I look at seattle to bangkok flight price I think "once I go I'm not coming back for a long time"

oh god I lost a lot more strength in asia than I ever have before, I need to start lifting regularly again I feel so weak 😔

I actually can't remember if the vibe of the original show was "these people are freaks by normal standards but it's the normies who are vicious or foolish for clinging to social norms" or if that's a contemporary reading written into the newer media

I made my famous tort soup yesterday

I can make bacon in the toaster oven... this changes everything...

also I've have doms for three days after squatting less than a plate 3x5 I'm a disgrace to my ancestors

I've been sleeping at 2 but waking up at 8 lately so I decided my body wants to wake up at 8 and maybe I should sleep at 12. slept at 12. woke up at 5. what the fuck dude

you know what? fuck you *posts red sky on bluesky*

expectation: recklessly drink tapwater in a poor country, get the runs for three days reality: recklessly drink tapwater in a poor country, do something to my gut microbiome that gives me little burps every day for over two months and counting

I'm rewatching evangelion for the first time since I learned what anxiety, panic attacks, and dissociation are, and I have to say that I find shinji much more sympathetic than I ever did before

visas are the gayest shit on earth, I should be able to post a "I promise not to behave badly" bond and go anywhere I want for as long as I want

if I was conversational in thai and indonesian I think that would fix me

I'm so excited to live in bangkok, this is going to be a really good arc for me. I'm gonna have a "region" I live in and move about and not just a city... I'm so hype

what if I evolved out of my athletic wear only phase and tried to have more of a classic gentleman of leisure look in thailand... (button down shirts, linens, idk breathable things but classic...)

twitter sucks 99% of the time but i saw this and started laughing so hard i cried for at least 3 minutes straight

for the first time in my life I fell for one of the classic meathead blunders (lifting too much after a long break because I was previously well-adapted to it [I'm probably fine just a little spooked])

kids see ghosts and jesus is king are such good albums too. I like mbdtf of course but it's crazy to me how everyone treats that as the best thing he's done after his first three albums

"close your eyes and let the word paint a thousand pictures / one good girl is worth a thousand bitches"

do you ever think about what if it was mickey mouse that showed up like mario in the 80s as a platforming game character instead. oh wait that's cuphead

feel like shit, just want her back

how'd they invent noodles. that's crazy