Just looked at PC prices. Should've probably built a new PC last year instead of getting a phone, but I also really needed a phone upgrade... ugh... maybe I can find a good prebuilt somewhere, someday... I just hope my current PC doesn't croak, it is already pretty old... but it's trucking along...

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ugh i went a bit overbudget last month which means I now am under my usual financial threshold that i set for myself. I hope my boss pays me soon i am a bit annoyed at that.

God damn it, I went to take a nap but didn't properly set an alarm and fell asleep, now my day is almost over again uuuuggghhhh

i should go to bed, back to work tomorrow meeeehhhh

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Home from Christmas Lunch with my mom's best friend. We had duck, it was nice.

Gamers. It’s time

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Give folks their flowers No, I mean right now. Go tell someone you loved their work right now. They're on social media just say it, it has never been easier "They know how much people love--" no they don't go say it right now to a composer or artist or game dev or writer or anyone AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH

Lil Christmas gift for myself! After all that shit lately i deserve nice things IMO.

Last two days of work before the probably worst christmas of my life, ah well. at least I get off until new years.

I'm home from work and my mom also returned early in the morning. But since she was awake for most of the night and is on medication she's currently sleeping and has been since 12 PM. Super conked out so I'm alone rn pretty much, ugh...

it's the middle of the night and my mom went to the hospital, driven by her best friend, because she is in pain... Obmh God I am so worried... Especially after losing my dad recently, I am SO worried!!!

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Boss gifted me a bottle of wine, so I guess we're having fancy boy dinner 2 lmao Some Cabernet-wine, Comtè, Goose-Pork rilette and some bell pepper and tomato-hummus.

Cleaned my PC; first time without my dad... Wasn't able to be quite as thorough as I'd would've liked to be, but it's good enough. It is running a tad cooler now though, which is nice.

Gonna try to clean my PC tomorrow. First time without my dad there... man this is going to be so different now...

Today I want to remind you that your worth isn't tied to productivity. I fall into this cycle a lot too, but we have to remind ourselves every day: you still deserve rest and kindness. You're not a machine and you're allowed to just be. Don't forget to love and take care of yourselves 🧡🍂 ~ #furryart

Kids today. #kaseyart

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Tomorrow it'll be 3 weeks since the passing of my dad and almost a week since the funeral. The apartment it still too quiet. I still expect to see him when rounding the corner to the living room or the kitchen, where he'd nap or have a smoke. What I wouldn't give to hug him one last time...

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Just spent the past few hours in bed scrolling through shit and napping. Just not feeling good today, but now we gotta try to move on.

I'm back from my dad's funeral. It was hard, but I couldn't properly cry again... But there's still a big lump in my throat...

Gonna have to go to bed in just a bit... tomorrow is not gonna be a good time...

Funeral tomorrow... I really would much rather not do this but I have to, there's no way around it... Gonna have to face the reality of my dad's death one more time... Why did things turn out this way...

*sigh* I just remembered that my dad wanted to turn my room into a radio room when I move out... I am just sad he never got his wish in this regard... God I am sad again...

*loud sighing* I need to ink these and test the new pin manufacturer but I’m broke and tired… But man I do I still really like these guys, hope we can get them funded.

Lookit this weird dog I found

OMG THEY BAPPIN'

I wanted to clean my PC this month because It's really time to do so again... shit's dusty. With recent happenings, I might have to wait until the end of the month though...

Toast about to enjoy some egg (mayo) toast! Commission I did for @hw3049.bsky.social

Going to work did indeed distract me, even if I initially didn't want to go, but now I am back home and feeling sad again... I just can't help but wonder if I could've done something if I had been there instead of at work... Mom does wonder the same...

Saturday's almost over. I haven't cried in days, but I know I still feel awful. On monday I'll return to work to see if it perhaps can distract me a bit. My boss also invited me to dinner sometime in the next two weeks to talk. Nice of him.

God, apparently I'm sleep walking now? I use Pokémon Sleep but that was deactivated when I woke up and the general phone alarm was set? Around 4:30 AM. This all is getting to me...

Got a headache today. And cried more too. I'll be honest, perhaps going outside might help me get into a different mindset, but I don't wanna leave my mother alone right now.

First my dad dies in the bathroom, and I'm the one to find him hours later, and now our toilet is leaking and we have to call a plumber tomorrow... This week sure is something...

This is the worst fucking birthday week ever... I dont want to go into detail but my dad passed away and... I was the one to find out first... I'm going to lie down now.