I wonder when my family will notice that the giant lump under the rug is actually my entire body?

Whenever I talk, my front tooth vibrates. It’s fucking annoying.

I’m not going to think about all the weird things I said at the party. I’m not going to think about all the weird things I said at the party. I’m not going to think about all the weird things I said at the party. I’m not going to think about all the weird things I said at the party.

I know I complain a lot, but I live a pretty wonderful life. After 5 years of loss after loss, it feels like I’m finally getting ahead in life. It doesn’t look like what I had imagined it would. And I’m so very happy for that.

It’s back to multiple medical appts a month for me. I was doing so well. Or maybe I was avoiding it all so well.

Using your age as an excuse only works if you’re under 30 years old.

I thought I’d miss the rain but nope. Okay, I miss it in the middle of summer.

I can’t show up if you don’t invite me.

Off to the blood depot I go.

Somehow, I have MORE metal in my mouth now. Glued in place for the next decade.

Was today the day I had my braces taken off?

My day so far: I’m going on an adventure! The roads are so clear, the sun is shining! The snow is so pretty! Wow, that’s a giant pothole. Okay. That’s a bit of snow. AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Pantone’s colour of the year is slightly less than bright white and people are already losing their minds.

This is brutal news for 350 families here. The company blames “fibre shortage” and while everyone and their dog will have a response to this, most will avoid the uncomfortable truth that logging companies here have cut too much, too fast, for too long, in too many places. #bcpoli

Oh sorry I can’t, I forgot to go to sleep again.

I’m still working because of course I am.

When you say “I’m too busy.” what I hear is: “I’m too busy to care.”

If I do the drugs, will I be less angry?

Sleep really is for losers. I ADHD passed out on the couch at 8:49pm and then woke up at 1:13am, fell back asleep at 4:59am. Am now awake again. What do I even do with myself now?

It smells like wieners outside.

Carney is acting a little Harper Lite.

The thing about Bluesky is the lack of ads. Sure, people are selling things and services, but it’s not every two posts in the feed. It’s so refreshing.

My husband was supposed to be home this weekend and we had plans. I don’t want to do those plans alone.

I went to go get the mail and my neighbour got out of her car, arms wide open, walked across the street and hugged me. I feel better 🥹

I sent an email to 19 people and not one of them replied. I know these people, some of them are family. So yeah… I guess moving away really pissed some people off. Or I’m just really good at being forgettable. I really am all alone up here.

No one bought any of my fundraising chocolate :(

My brain keeps waking me up in the wee hours of the night to go over my family drama. “Can’t distract me when you’re sleeping, bitch.” Ugh.

A bunch of boxes just slow-fell beside me and WTF. My house is haunted.

I can always count on Grey’s to open the floodgates.

You can still cancel!

Sigh. Another weekend alone.

It’s snaining.

Tapping the sign again

I’m watching a woodpecker peck at one of my bird feeders. What a silly little guy.

Ahahahahaha!! Ashley Graham’s middle sister was kicked out of her house for getting pregnant at 17 (16 years ago) and now their entire family just ignores the fact that they have a middle sister and tiktok found out and they are not letting Ashley live it down. Ha.

The reports are in. I have the Don’tWantTo’s.

I knew when I downloaded your ‘free’ guide that I’d be quickly inundated with your ‘free’ emails too. Bleh.

I started a project for one of my family members before they all stopped talking to me so… Do I continue? I’m going to continue with it. It’s not a project, it’s a gift.

Deleting Meta off my phone feels pretty great.

Oh sorry, I can’t. I’m dancing with full queer joy in front of the Evangelicals.

My claim to fame is rendering Oliver Lum speechless.

What are we doing today? Is it crime? No. It’s unpacking all of my crap.

Oh sorry I can’t, I’m too naked to get out of bed.

My right hand, arm, face are all numb and zappy and tingly.

I was thinking of quitting. I won’tmeet all of my goals for this year and I was feeling down about it. Turns out, I was putting in the work to meet them in 2026 🥹

I’m crying happy tears for once 🥹

I love it when my husband sends me videos of the rock slinger.

I swear, a lot. Some people don’t like it.

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