i don’t talk to god. i don’t talk at all. i’m quiet most these days.

i don’t feel like being responsible today so what should i watch? 1. love lies bleeding 2. queer 3. y2k 4. nightbitch

does anyone watch the white lotus because i have some questions. 1. what the fuck?

i went to a rage room for the first time today & it was such a therapeutic experience.

i’m TWENTY NINE folks. what’s up?

what do we think? 🤗 where are you seeing halsey this summer?

i’m having an actual mental breakdown to naked in manhattan by chappell roan

my mulligan? hot.

if you’re going to see halsey this summer & if we get an era type tour, what two songs from each album do you want them to perform? i’ll go first. badlands: CONTROL, gasoline hfk: walls could talk, devil in me manic: clementine, forever iichliwp: bells, people disappear here tgi: litm, arsonist

i’m holding on till may. open.spotify.com/track/5u2FOo...

just got clocked by a tiktok tarot reader for my self sabotaging ways. fyp said FOR YOU bitch.

🕯 🕯 🕯 🕯 halsey 🕯 pit 🕯 tickets 🕯 🕯 🕯 🕯

i got two tarot/oracle card readings on tiktok that really just came for my jugular.

in honor of halsey going on tour (tickets haven’t even gone on sale yet) my sexuality is halsey flipping a mic. ib: @ halsey_fanpageiichliwp on tiktok *all clips are my own

my red flag is if i feel the slightest shift in someone, i overthink the why & come to the conclusion that they actually hate me & then i retreat into myself because i don’t want to make it worse.

do you ever just feel yourself being annoying?

so i went through libby & hoopla & downloaded a bunch of audiobooks because i’ve been listening to them while i work but i need a cozy game to play while i listen because i need something else to do to keep me focused. so any cozy game recommendations (i have a switch) are appreciated!

i stopped playing animal crossing for a couple months & i’m scared to start again because my villagers are going to be so mean to me.

And the record won't stop skipping, and the lies just won't stop slipping

just saw companion. i am IN LOVE with sophie thatcher. that is all.

today has been the longest five years of my life.

Loaded words and loaded friends Are loaded guns to our heads

going to see companion this weekend when it comes out! i absolutely love sophie thatcher with all my heart. & then yellowjackets next month! ugh. i can’t wait.

you know what makes me feel icky as a person in the bookish space that is bookstagram? when a romance author follows me because they see i read romance & i’m genuinely interested in their books so i follow them back then after a couple days they unfollow me. like i wouldn’t notice. i notice.

I don't just want to be a footnote in someone else's happiness

*whispers* no one tell my job but when we’re slow for the last 2-3 hours & i’m just waiting for calls to come in, i read.

“what did it ever do for me?” i say.

Get me out of my mind, and get you out of those clothes

The truth hurts worse than anything I could bring myself to do to you

currently listening to open.spotify.com/track/7h5CR4...

music speaks so much louder than i ever could.

currently listening to open.spotify.com/album/5Am1LF...

hello 2008! even got the music player on there! what should i put as my status?

well tiktok is gone. what am i supposed to do now? actually read my books?

it’s manic’s 5th birthday! I REPEAT: IT’S MANIC’S 5TH BIRTHDAY

well y’all. the time has come. they’re kicking me out of the office & i’ll be working from home starting next monday.

tonight’s the night!!

black eyeliner hates to see me coming.

one of my favorite things to do is when my husband is bad mouthing a celebrity or someone we’re never going to meet, i always respond by saying “*gasp* i’m telling them you said that!”

i don’t want to be perceived but i very much dislike not knowing how people perceive me. do you think i’m weird? do you think i’m cool? too much? not enough? why is my brain like this?

sometimes i just want to delete every social media platform & fall off the face of the earth.

get to leave work early today & might have to work from home tomorrow. might have the day off. we’ll see.

one thing i love about my husband is i’ll make a weird sound randomly or do something weird & he’s just like “hell yeah.” & i honestly feel so validated & loved & supported when he does that. ☺️

i’ve been listening to a lot of deftones lately. i wonder what my subconscious is trying to tell me.

i still don’t know how i’m going to organize my spotify playlist & music this year. send help.

obsessed open.spotify.com/track/1gZh9f...

some of my favorite albums that have been released this year part 1:

as someone who has started a new job & is finally doing things on her own (& surely making some small mistakes) my anxiety ROCKETS when i hear people on my team whispering because it’s like, are they whispering about me? i just hate being on the outside of an already established group of people. ugh