when i'm trying to be chill about a major life change possibly coming sooner than expected but i'm autistic

i finally got an idea my ghost design but it's a bit strange and not a pretty anime girl so i'm not sure if people will like it JHFBJHDSFD 😭 but /i/ like it so i'm going to try and make it real

if you’re interested, i post art at @wyrmpuff.bsky.social :3

i've made pretty good progress on this by now, but my point still stands 💀

if i don't listen to une vie à peindre at least once a day, i will die

happy 4th birthday to my beloved elden ring 💛 fromsoft games have had a huge impact on my life and creative work for over 10 years and continue to do so

it’s sad how much attention is given to losers who use vtubing to spread hateful ideologies… the wider vtubing community is the single most talented and creative group of people i’ve ever seen online, but it gets buried by these random weirdos

starting pikmin 2 today :3 www.youtube.com/live/6eToP_z...

thinking of opening a ko-fi and taking some very simple comms (lil chibi icons maybe?) 🤔

i'm in the middle of doing an impressive e33 all hit run. unlike a no hit run, i get hit by every single attack, because i can't parry for shit

MORE KAABI

i practiced singing for a bit and then later my sister dmed me like "btw thanks for the pooping sountrack" ASJKSF;SDGHJ

recording solo is SO weird because i keep catching myself almost announcing a break or thanking a nonexistent audience for hanging out with me 💀

e33 is going great (no spoilers)

IM GETTING E33 SOON!!! and i said i wanted to stream it but i think i'm going to record my playthrough instead. it'll be easier on my pc, and i've heard from multiple people that it's better to play off stream anyway, so i'll be uploading it to yt eventually 👍

before my break i was going to make a dragon themed design but something else is speaking to me atm... after i sleep i wanna start sketchin........

starting kirby in 20ish mins :3 www.youtube.com/live/pB5Zrxt...

happy new year!! i'm bored so i'm playing nightreign www.youtube.com/live/jfaMDjD...

live soon wiwiwiwi www.youtube.com/watch?v=PkYM...

never heard of it...

i want to learn lumiere from e33 but i struggle even more with french pronunciation than i did learning songs in mandarin and korean... 😭

i made a video about my normal and calm reaction to the pumpkin (feat. @mollystars.dev) #deltarune

i do wonder what about DR causes people to backseat 9000x harder than normal especially since it's clearly intended to be replayed at least a couple of times

HOW

this has been me since the night before i rescheduled my next stream and in hindsight it's a little funny but holy shit (all health related but i'm ok as of a few hours ago)

i don't know why but i always end up looking baked OR simply up to no good

getting back into streaming and art stuff after a really long break feels like this

what do we think of this alternate color palette... y/n...

pspsps i'm back!!! on friday at 9pm est, i'll be doing a blind playthrough of deltarune ch. 3 & 4, and my friend @mollystars.dev will be joining me :3 hope to see you there 💙

hi i miss u 😭💙

i feel so awkward trying to make content offline compared to streaming but i’m kiiiinda debating giving it a try again idk (not dead. just trying to figure out what i actually wanna do. also this month has been absolute hell for vtubers my GOD)

it's not that i lied i just failed but i've finally accepted that this approach doesn't work for me anymore, so maybe i can have more fun with it moving forward even if i'm not around much 👍

i never posted this design uhh whoops

been stuck thinking of more design ideas and i just realized DRAGON GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

continuing banjo kazooie in a bit :3 twitch.tv/mana_lazuli

manaur stop forgetting to post when you're live challenge (impossible)

character design really makes me feel like this sometimes

she took my head feathers in the divorce

what if my alternate design was no longer a bird elf thing but instead some other kind of elf thing <— has been trapped in character design purgatory for weeks

tl;dr from the discord server: i will be coming back in earnest and streaming on a schedule again after the holidays. yippeeee 🎉

HELP

relearning how to do things just for the fun of it has been very nice and relaxing 10/10 would recommend

i had no idea i could do this in vroid (my hand hurts so bad help)

all roads lead back to my old branding

stress is funny because i haven't streamed consistently in ages due to stress, but due to this very specific American Stress i have cycled back around to doing nothing but work on stream related stuff for HOURS