Really sorry that the video is taking so long.

This new Cai design isn’t even red… i have LOST MY MIND. my brand recognition will DIE and i will be forgotten forever. …. but im ok with this because its pretty cool :]

Genuinely embarrassing. I hate it here.

Resident Evil once again proves it is the MCU of video games and cannot go five minutes without “HEY REMEMBER THE GUY??”. I should have seen this coming but I was still a little hopeful it wouldn’t be like that.

the woke mob have kidnapped me and they're going to remake me. i am terrified. they're going to give me parry mechanics and i'll be 100gb

ok so apparently falling through your floor is more believable than i thought. i will remember that next time i send a deliberately absurd message in a livestream chat so that people are not worried for my safety. my floor does have a hole in it, but not because i fell.

I really don't want to stop making videos, I enjoy it so much, but with each new AI feature YouTube forces on people I just want to leave the platform so bad, but there is no real alternative, it is extremely disappointing.

For the first time in a long time I know what video I'm going to make AFTER this one. I'm a real YouTuber now a schedule??? In 2007 I hit a man with a car that I had stolen from my neighbour, he went fucking flying and I haven't been able to get that image out of my head ever since. looked like this

I LOVE AUDIO EDITING SO MUCH. its so fun to cut out annoying mouth sounds. best part of making a video!!!!! im so glad i recorded over hours worth of audio to go through. Try it some time if you haven't. fucking edit audio now. you will enjoy it i "promise"

I think some people really need to stop using video essays as background noise, not because I make super cool deep points that NEED to be listened to or anything. Instead, just to avoid boosting embarrassing low effort content mills.

So is there any answer as to why Anthony Gramuglia is letting a guy calling furries mentally ill perverts onto his channel for a debate? Especially if his response is to just try and explain that no one can prove there are furries in his audience?

I announced this video and immediately got sick. Genuinely cursed subject matter I guess, what the fuck?

NEW VIDEO????? That's right... a new video to consume with YOUR eyes (if you have them) SOON. Cai's Home for Aspiring Vampires returns to bring you: Danganronpa 2, Fandom, and Puritanism.

I really hate working with 16:9 but you have to for thumbnails, I find it to be such an awkward format for static images. I'll be struggling to fit everything in yet it will still somehow look empty.

I don't know why I'm struggling so much with this thumbnail in particular

Likely the furthest you've strayed from the light of God as well. Repent.

Every video has a new Cai design now and the next one is the furthest I've strayed from the original design but I really like it, hope it still feels like Cai!

I will announce the new video soon I promise, it's just that I need to design the thumbnail to go along with it and thumbnails are difficult. I already have all the assets I need, just gotta put them together. waaaaa gotta make a picture. My life is so hard.

YouTube... well... it's kinda bad... and the critics on there... kinda bad too...? Can I have a billion likes please. I need to feed my family.

I remembered why I don't talk about new or ongoing things in videos as much as I can, every single time the subject matter receives an update I get worried I'll have to rewrite a bunch of the script

Wowie! It is my 201st birthday today. Please ignore all rumours that I am thousands of years old. They are mean and untrue!!!! Only a couple hundred.

People really undervalue aspect ratios in games. The prevalence of widescreen hacks for emulation just kinda sucks, you really can't play the game with some black bars? Like the remaster of re1 remake cropped the game because god forbid it not have a widescreen option it was never intended to have.

The Danganronpa video is now out! youtu.be/P2dwaAon9lQ

anyone thought about making videos about games. idk just a thought like. just putting it out there. sorry, im sorry i shouldn't share my stupid ideas. but like haha what if, like a long video about a video game? i mean, like... no sorry i'll shut up, i promise. but just think about it, for a second

So that iiSU thing is for sure vaporware right? Like that is never actually going to release at least not as advertised.

Just a quick pic of how much #YouTube paid me for my last #YouTube #video, I live a life of #luxury. People need someone to tell them which #video games are good, and are which are bad WITH no bullshit, no bias, no Sonic and NO woke.

GAMER FUN FACT: Did you know, you won't make it that long.

its going to be my birthday soon. i only have a small ask. which is that every single person on earth subscribe to me on patreon.

Steam and Valve sometimes get glorified as the greatest thing ever in video game history but the fact they allow AI generated bullshit at all is awful, their quality control was deeply shit already but the fact it is even allowed to exist with nothing but a warning buried at the bottom.

YouTube videos are being made right now and you better fucking believe it. Fuck. They’ll be on YouTube (website) and they’ll be viewable. Argh.

nvm actually, ignore all the issues with the platform, ignore all the dangers and exploitation..... they got re4 on here???? maybe i judged too soon, no need to play anything else they got FREE re4.

I know very little about Roblox, as a pretentious games as art video essayist, I have to sometimes remind myself that Roblox is just... what video games are to some people, it is all they play, it is how they get their video game fix. That is insane to me, it looks like a capitalist hellscape.

Do people find that my videos are unique or formulaic? Not from each other, but in comparison with other creators. I am not sure how generic my videos are, not that it is a huge deal! Just genuinely curious.

One of the most tragic parts of AI as it is currently, is we are convinced it is way more advanced than it is. Real AI slop is blatantly obvious and devoid of life, but we have scared ourselves so much into thinking that it is indistinguishable from the real thing that we question a lot of real art.

Does anyone know why the majority report's thumbnails always look like they came to me in a dream.

Going to be such a dumb complaint but one of the worst parts of uploading a new video for me is that the notification bell is genuinely the last thing YouTube loads when you open a new tab so there is real tension on if my video is even getting any engagement and if it is insane people or not.

This might be a bit of a long thread I'm not sure, but I just have to speak about this in some capacity. Everyone on the internet, seemingly regardless of their politics is genuinely insane right now and sometimes it can be quite frightening. I'm going to talk about a very weird example:

Once found an account on here where every post had exactly 4 reposts and 5 likes, every single one. Turns out those were him and accounts he made for characters from his extremely dense erotic fanfiction. He was also a let's player YouTuber and wanted to 'press charges' on random women constantly.

Being very careful with the next video. Last time I tried this topic it was genuinely a disaster and I had to cancel the (at the time) biggest video I had ever written and it forced me into a hiatus for like half a year to recover mentally. There is so much misinformation to sift through.

Research for the new video has made me discover one of the funniest talk pages in Wikipedia history, god I love watching people argue over the most meaningless thing ever, true art.

My favourite part of black ops 7 using ai slop, is that it is probably the most blatant slop I’ve ever seen. Genuinely looks like shit you’d see in a YouTube short. It’s the most obvious ai style there is. Never seen a game truly hate humanity this much before, impressive!

Hey everyone, I'm back making bonus videos again for Patreon! Currently have one on out today called 'Resident Evil 4, Eggs, and Intentional Game Design' it is the one I promised in that re4 vid, just a small thing, hope people enjoy it! www.patreon.com/c/u92408965

Y'know I've complained about this app a lot for being shit and all, but I had to open twitter today and forgot just how bad it can be, I'll take cringe liberals and bad management over just about anything on twitter, even people that agree with me on everything are deeply insufferable there.

What's great about YouTube comments is you can click on literally any video and just find a crazy person extremely quick.

Who would have guessed that if you make countless videos and streams about one irrelevant person with bad media takes, that you're going to end up in community with weirdos. Normal people don't do that. We should not respect any creator obsessed with another, no matter how shitty the target.

YouTube recommended really gets me.

Really interesting how easy it is to predict how insane someone is based on how much they talk about Hasan Piker. Not trying to say he should be free from criticism or anything, but I barely see anyone remotely normal ever do it.

One time I gamed so hard it hurt.

Going to share a few thoughts on the Re4 HD project and graphics mods in general. Wanted to talk about it for a while but in a way that wouldn't seem like I'm shitting all over the hard work that went in, because I'm in the minority of people who don't really like it.