this season was about releasing all of the dead ends. releasing all of the damaged parts of me that were making decisions on my behalf that also kept me from touching my hearts truest desires. the pain of the past doesn’t get to hold me captive. to remain stuck is a choice & i won’t allow it.

these RDL’s are about to be my 13th reason

remain kind even when you’re inconvenienced

not only that but he’s rotating 3 of the machines i need all at the same time 😅

as much as obnoxious people in the gym irritate me, it irritates me even more that my left headphone isn’t working. like i know you may not be able to hear you, but i can hear you 😭

I love being black.

My brain moves faster than I type. I’ll reread a sentence & wonder how I omitted half of the statement 😭

the way fitz told mellie he wasn’t fucking with her no more has me GAGGED 😂😂😂😂 #scandalrewatch

just as i was getting sleepy, jake done shot cyrus’ husband 😭 #scandalrewatch

toxic love was only desirable when it hurt less than my own inner and past demons. if it feels even 2x better than how dark my inner world felt at the time, how could i not keep going back? but now? to have a profound sense of inner peace & to have a love that matches it.. a luxury & a blessing

you know what doesn’t trigger me? scandal. let me get back to paying attention to other people’s chaotic series of events 😂

i hate being triggered. like why must these unwanted feelings and memories resurface? they were shitty enough the first time around

cyrus ate 50lbs of stress for breakfast, lunch, and dinner. #scandalrewatch

every single one of them, all they do is lie. they some LIEawyers #scandalrewatch

which is why it makes it SOOO hard to feel bad for her 🙄 cause didn’t she happily get PREGNANT as a distraction from her husbands mistress going public? not to mention it was her husband’s second mistress (olivia) who introduced the idea and she happily went along with it 😭

& participant.

Until she wasn't!

mellie was a victim #scandalrewatch

he said “you don’t have the mother gene, you don’t want to be bothered to raise or take care of them but i’ld think you’d at least love them” accused her of rejecting her kids over a cancelled visit with his kids when really the kids didnt want to visit bc of his drunk mean ass 😭 #scandalrewatch

fitz drunk ass treated mellie like a verbal punching bag 🥲 #scandalrewatch

just waiting on my sandwich to be delivered and my baby to get off work 😚

I can’t remember the last time an election night felt this happy. I’m so fucking proud of y’all.

LMFAO absolutely no arguments over here 😂 a GOODT man indeed !!!

Lmao gotta run scandal back

My guy really didn't ask for too much and was the epitome of loyal. Liv ain't deserve that man!

huck stays itchinnnnnggg to murder somebody #scandalrewatch

i look at you and i see someone who genuinely loves me

sometimes logic can get the best of you

asher has a big ass fuckin mouth 😂 this mf can’t even hold water

a writer who is head over heels in all things love

i really hate going on facebook sometimes 😩

😩😩😩 spotify.link/7c2PnSXWFXb

guess who?

God: there’s going to be a few delays and bumps in the road but don’t freak out, everything’s fine me during the bumps and delays: 

there are just some days where a girl needs her granny

owen hunt deserves to eat rocks for the rest of his life

yesssss 🥹 thank you sm 🩶

I never thought I’d say “Girl, we got bigger problems now than some Xenomorphs”.

guess who?

i’m still upset because we all just acted like that alien shit never happened

thank you 🩶

she’s the sweetest love i’ve ever known

Hopefully you have a speedy recovery 🙏🏾

i appreciate you 🩶🩶

this is why i’m so picky because if you can hurt me to the point where i can’t forgive you, then that’s just it. to love is to be considerate of the person you love. it’s one thing to grow apart and grow out of love but to do something to HURT me? the last thing you will see of me is the door.

i forgot how freaky yall are after 7pm

I wrote an essay surrounding the language of mental illness. It surrounds a previous relationship that completely changed my life. Not only did I get an A for this assignment, but the Psych Dept of my school asked to publish it. if interested, i included the first 4 pages & attached the link below 🩶

in 3 days, i’ll have been in the ICU for a whole month 🥲

it’s so easy to love someone with a beautiful heart