i would’ve thought dean wouldn’t like AI bc it’s not quite human. it sounds like it, it looks like it, but it’s not. it’d remind him too much of monsters mimicking humans.

okay i’m gonna admit something that isn’t very welcome. but i have to. i don’t like sabriel as a ship. my entire time watching the show i was so confused on how ppl got that vibe. i think it’s mainly a destiel mirror ship, a desperate attempt to pair sam off with someone-and hey, gabriel is an angel

i love how sometimes dean is just like “sam we need to Merge” like what? he NEVER wants it to be even a possibility to separate. can’t marry bc theyll divorce. can’t date cuz they can break up. can’t be twins cuz they can separate. he wants to be connected. like bone and skin are connected.

mmm silly guys #samdean #deansam #spn #samwinchester #deanwinchester ignore the impossibly sized body parts 🤕

giant ass fire. inferno kind of fire

reading “occam’s razor” by cosmic_medusa and listening to “stella was a diver and she was always down” by interpol is lwk ruining me. i’m literally about to die. 😭😭

kinda jus chillin with this earwig right beside me. it freaked me out a moment ago but it’s in a spot i can’t reach and it isn’t moving or anything. jus kinda chillin. so ive decided to continue reading my fanfic and listen to my music

some wips #samdean #deansam anatomy is such a problem with me lol. i NEED to look at actual ppl bc i can’t remember how muscles work

ironic that sam, dean, and cas made a team called “free will” and actively take away sam’s free will.

dean: my job is to protect you, sammy and then he BEATS HIM. HE VIOLATES HIS RIGHTS. HE CHAINS HIM DOWN. HE TAKES AWAY HIS FREE WILL.

tw and people HATE sam for some reason. like he could make a small mistake, a mistake a human would make under extreme pressure, and 100+ years of torture and rape isn’t enough to be forgiven. he will always be seen as the horrible person to most spn fans. why? it really upsets me

ESPECIALLY bc no one takes it seriously. and if they do, they use it to jack off. like ok it’s fine to be horny abt it but can we cry about it too? can we feel anger and be upset? i dont want to sexualize his pain right now(or ever personally). i want to be upset and angry about the mistreatment

tw i want to kms whenever i realize that no matter what ship i put sam winchester in, he’s always abused. or was abused. or currently being abused. raped. violated. manipulated. victim blamed. mocked. alienated. used. made as an excuse and scape goat.

antichrist sam winchester. azazel possessed john when he got mary pregnant. he continuously taunts sam throughout his childhood in the middle of the night by possessing john when john is sleeping. sam took to sleeping with dean because of this but then azazel decided to possess dean at night too.

#samwinchester #deanwinchester #spn #supernatural

castiel… you dumb mf… not rly but u know… “my friends abandon me 😞 plot against me 😿💔 its difficult to understand😭💔” ….like u dumb bitch 🫩 ofc they are. you lied to them and are planning on taking all the awful monster souls from purgatory all for yourself😹???? ofc dean and sam r going to get ur ass

let’s be nice to sam winchester please. like right now please. it would just be really nice. let’s be nice to sam winchester right now. and forever.

wip

#samwinchester #spn #supernatural

made these lil guys #spn ^^

crying. i was watching spn with my lil brother, he’s only 2 years younger, and a scene where dean and sam were dream walking into Bobby’s nightmare. and my brother just randomly says “i really wanna see Sam pee himself” ???????what lmao ????? ok

dean in s2e17 crying when he sees Sam sob over killing Madison. knowing that this is once again a time where sam has loved someone and had to see them die. knowing he connected sam and her. it prob reminds him of when he ”has” to kill Sam when sam “inevitably” goes evil.

a supernatural and hannibal crossover would be so cool. imagine dean and sam looking at the crimes bc literally how does this happen? a demon? its taking souvenirs. and the other killers too???? wdym this trucker got mauled by a bear? a werewolf that doesn’t take hearts? huhhh?

dean saying he’d rather die than kill sam. just for sam to pick up the gun and say “nah you’ll live“ and try to shoot himself.

s2e12 Nightshifter was sooooo good!!!! i was on the edge of my seat. if shows deans compassion for other people and how scary and serious sam can get. it shows how smart they are and shows how the government sees them(bc? realistically? yeah! they’d be on the FBI’s most wanted list!)

sam being interested in michael the angel in s2e13. thinking angels are real and believing their good. he thinks that if they exist, he can be saved. he prays everyday. he doesn’t know they think he’s pure evils vessel. he doesn’t know they see him as a stain. a rotten piece of flesh out in the sun.

TW ugh i think i have serotonin syndrome. lit can’t walk, stand up, im technically vibrating, my heart is racing, i used to have a headache(took some ibuprofen), i used to feel really car sick but not it’s pretty light. i hate when it doesn’t work and instead leaves me 10x more miserable.

“if sam is going to die, then im going to die” “if sam’s destiny is bullshit, my destiny is bullshit” “is sammy is a stain of the earth, than what am i?” dean’s thought process i think

i love sam #samwinchester WIPS

Dean’s expression when Gordon calls Sam “little hitler”(or heavily implied)

sam forgetting things after he gets out of the cage. most a shit ton of small things, small cases, but also a lot of his trauma. it just seems so minor to what he went through in the cage. he forgets small things about his childhood, a lot john. some very small minor things about dean as well.

sam thinking that being tortured by lucifer for the rest of time will be like retribution for being born evil. Redemption of sorts. breaks my heart.

(TW) s1e16 sam letting meg sexually assault him as a distraction for dean to escape :( IN EVERY SINGLE EPISODE HE GETS RAPED ISTG CAN SM1 GIVE HIM A BREAK? some actual love? some seriousness? if sam were a girl, this would be taken 10x more serious.

jared padalecki…. u r an awesome actor. i love watching sam on screen

#destiel #deanwinchester #castiel #spn

i hate the idea of forgiving. it feels like saying what happened is now fine with me

I feel so embarrassed to post this, LMAOOO Tr**mp but make him an anime cat girl in a maid dress

most of sam’s life he was tortured. technically all of it tbf. no wonder death was so confused when dean asked him “can’t u just make him forget the trauma?” like ???? no?? sam spent FOREVER being tortured by lucifer. i’m shocked sam survived remembering. we need to remember how strong he is.

just watched castiel die in season 15. everyone is DEAD, DYING, AND/OR DOOMED TO DIE.

sammy

read a fic(though i stopped reading) that was tagged “bottom castiel/top dean” and then IT TURNS OUT CASTIEL IS ACTUALLY TOPPING, but HES A SUB AND DEAN IS RIDING HIM. THATS NOT HOW BOTTOM/TOP AND SUB/DOM WORKS. u can be a sub and a top. plzzzz tag better. it’s not the end of the world ig, but still

Real talk

#spnAU #spn #destiel #samwinchester #deanwinchester #castiel

WIP of that nearly-murder-victim cas and butcher-murderer dean drawing lol. this would be called “lima-syndrome” would it not? i think i prefer lima over stockholm 😭 gotta love those eyes 🥰

Sketch + inspo #supernatural #spn #castiel

#destiel #spn high school au

First art in this year! #destiel

Sam is so done.

Endverse #destiel

#destiel au: John forces Dean to join the military like he did.