Ever felt like life is completely pointless and you're just wasting days away in hopelesness completely powerless to make anything better before the inevitable marching of time on top of constant failures consumes the last bit of will you have left? No? Weird.

I know every now and then I say I'm gonna post more yet I never do, but it's been specially hard to get anything done lately to the point I mostly just stare at the ceiling. Life just feels specially pointless lately and I think my dysthymia is getting worse.

#GPose ♡ #Gposers ♡ #Gposersnsfw ♡ #xivafterdark ♡ #nsfw ♡ #ffxivsnaps ♡ #Viera

#GPose ♡ #Gposers ♡ #Gposersnsfw ♡ #xivafterdark ♡ #nsfw ♡ #ffxivsnaps ♡ #Viera

#GPose ♡ #Gposers ♡ #Gposersnsfw ♡ #xivafterdark ♡ #nsfw ♡ #ffxivsnaps ♡ #Viera

Imposter syndrome has been hitting me hard lately. Constantly feeling like you're not good enough really fucking sucks. As a father I feel I have to keep the smile up for my children and its exhausting. Sometimes I just wanna cry, and its hard to find time to. #mentalhealth | #ItsOkayNotToBeOkay

The first time i met my lovely friend @astryrffxiv.bsky.social what a wild 5 to 6 months its been keep being amazing you puta 💙 (yes i know what puta means) #GPose ♡ #GPoser ♡ #Gposers ♡ #Bpose ♡ #Bposer ♡ #Bposers ♡ #ffxivsnaps ♡ #FemRa ♡ #Xaela ♡ #ffxivaura ♡ #viera ♡ #Femviera ♡ #Serena

Them: "I have no friends, I want some friends." Me: "I'll be your friend!" Them: *silence* I have SO MUCH MORE I want to say about this, because it happens a LOT, but I'm gonna hold my tongue.

“Careful what you wish for, sugar — who needs October? I haunt hearts all year.” (yes I am back finely)

I'm kinda lowkey loving my MNK glam 😭😭😭 Went for a more fighting game oriented look #gposers | #viera

Accurate :(

Hi there cutie~ ❤️

𝒔𝒖𝒏 𝒔𝒆𝒆𝒌𝒆𝒓 #gposers ✿ #miqote

Pulling the chain to pull me closer😵‍💫 Happy sinday With the lovely puta @astryrffxiv.bsky.social #GPose ♡ #GPoser ♡ #Gposers ♡ #Gposersnsfw ♡ #Gposerslewd ♡ #nsfw ♡ #lewd ♡ #Gposensfw ♡ #Gposelewd ♡ #ffxivsnaps ♡ #FemRa ♡ #Xaela ♡ #ffxivaura ♡ #femviera ♡ #viera ♡ #Serena

Showing off the dance moves I rehearsed for @astryrffxiv.bsky.social 👑Given the throne, I didn't know how to believe I was the queen that I'm meant to be👑 #ffxivsfw | #xivsfw | #gposerssfw | #Mirru | #Golden | #Rumi | #miqo'te | #HUNTR/X | #Dance | #KpopDemonHunters 영원히 깨질 수 없는

It's been A LOT since I posted something, but might start again. Kinda been feeling like doing it again, but probably will keep it soft nsfw at most aside from very special occasions. That said, I HAD to take a pic while the ship in Costa Del Sol lasts. #Viera | #GPOSE | #gposers | #ffxiv

A new expansion means a sudden shift in interests. SORRY METEION HAD TO DO IT FOR THE MEME PLEASE FORGIVE ME. #gpose | #ffxiv

❌Anxiety of going to the beach ✅Beach pic trend

𝓦𝓱𝓮𝓷 𝔀𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓘 𝓫𝓮 𝓮𝓷𝓸𝓾𝓰𝓱?

"Isn't that Valisari?!" Today's inspiration for #totallylegitvalicosplay is me, @valisari.bsky.social! I love my friends dearest, and I can and WILL take your picture. Wait...I forgot I have to cosplay OTHER people. You know what, just have an older #modlessmonday post instead. #gpose | #auriera

back shots? backshots? she doesn't mind either ❀ #gpose ❀ #ffxivnsfw ❀ #xivafterdark ❀

#hrothgar #femhroth #hrothgal #ffxivgpose #HrothmarketGpose0625 Day 7: Friendship Just another day taking a selfie with the gals 💜💙🤍🧡🖤💛 @all-starwarriors.bsky.social @ofdustanddreams.bsky.social @vananari.gposers.pics @enreit.bsky.social and @123kondibar.bsky.social

A gothic night in La Noscea, including a memento I got from @astryrffxiv.bsky.social. 🖤

In an alternate dimension, A void-fueled Qara, captured the lovely @astryrffxiv.bsky.social. Her rabbit is the cutest pet she ever had~ 👀 #ff14 | #ffxiv | #ffxivafterdark | #ff14lewds | #gposers | #gpose | #ffxivcommunity | #HrothGal | #Viera | #ffxivnsfw

Captured the lovely @qaracat.bsky.social. She's been the cutest pet I could've ever asked for 👀 #ff14 | #ffxiv | #ffxivafterdark | #ff14lewds | #gposers | #gpose | #ffxivcommunity | #HrothGal | #Viera | #ffxivnsfw

Just a quick heads-up — I had to super rush this week, so please don’t judge too harshly on the editing or quality. I know it’s not perfect, but your girl is back and pushing through. 💀💋 I’m a little rusty, but we’re back in motion. Let’s go. — White November

Bath time with @sardonicxion.bsky.social 3/3 #ffxivnsfw | #gposersnsfw | #ffxivlewds | #xivafterdark | #viera | #miqote | #FFXIV | #ff14 | #gpose | #gposer | #gposers | #ffxivcommunity

Bath time with @sardonicxion.bsky.social 2/3 #ffxivnsfw | #gposersnsfw | #ffxivlewds | #xivafterdark | #viera | #miqote | #FFXIV | #ff14 | #gpose | #gposer | #gposers | #ffxivcommunity

Bath time with @sardonicxion.bsky.social #ffxivnsfw | #gposersnsfw | #ffxivlewds | #xivafterdark | #viera | #miqote | #FFXIV | #ff14 | #gpose | #gposer | #gposers | #ffxivcommunity

Omg I hit 500. Truly, thank you all~ 💜 You make this very fun and very worth it, for which I am blessed. To celebrate, I'll do a raffle! Like & comment with a pic of your gorgeous OC - and if you win I will match that energy so you have been warned 💜I will draw this on the 1st of June!

#Maydlander Day 28 - Tulliyolal Just a lovely walk along the beach with my companion @hexadezimalia.bsky.social And no post processing was used for this. All in game. #ffxiv | #gpose | #screenshots | #virtualphotography | #IDoNotKnowPhotoshopThisIsAllInGame | #WeAreHoldingHandsThatsNaughty

A lover's fate. #gposers

Ya'll can blame @ashkaxiv.bsky.social for this one. #ffxiv | #gpose | #screenshots | #virtualphotography | #gigachadstakingovertheworld | #firstpostprocessedphotoeveranditwasforthis? | #i'madumbass

Taking a pic of the 2 lovebirds @serenaumbra.bsky.social and @kirraffxi.bsky.social Ft: the smol @astra-moony.bsky.social sleeping- #ff14 | #ffxiv | #EorzeaPhotos | #ffxivcommunity | #Viera | #AuRa | #Miqote | #ffxivsfw

This wont get past 5 but here it goes anyways O:

This might be my new favorite look 👀 #ff14 | #ffxiv | #EorzeaPhotos | #ffxivcommunity | #Viera | #ffxivsfw

🖤 ✧ #ffxivscreenshots | #earthlystar | #gposers | #AuRa ✧