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how do you make art if you dont have a past quora otvety mailru reddit

dont let anyone tell you you have to change Just because you feel a little strange

Born to "theres something fundamentally broken within me" Forced to confront my flaws

im going to explode everyonr with my mind

not schizoid but it sticks out like a sore thumb i almost want to go live in a cabin in a forest but know that im probably just stupid

i almost hate talking but would go insane without enough noise to fill the ambience

i almost want to say something profound but i lack the edge and the will to do that for now

nerd

oscillating between "holy shit i need to talk" and "holy shit i need to lock in"

Sometimes life is interestinger than movie

why do cells commit apoptosis Are they stupid?

oh wow most of the plants i walk by are budding now how quaint

Feeling like the sun is speaking through me after having run like 10km on threadmil

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH

ying yang my ass

Except it doesnt work at all and im stupid

winter summer complexity stability direction length

but it does because intelligence is caused in part(big one) by emotion feeling and disposition all of which are byproducts of your body the state of nature around you and by proxy available energy reserves and your ego state and a million gorbillion other things

but im still me and i still can angle myself in ways that would be more or less efficient at a different time Like yea i feel a different configuration but this configuration also has its strenghts and weaknesses but intelligence is an effect not a cause so essentially it almost doesnt matter

because i personally see all this in myself and i do feel maybe a little bit more human and hugged by the free energy flying in the air and not being on the conservation end of the having energy spectrum which in turn does make me feel more open to conversation and other people i think

i always wonder how do people change in accordance with the current season like how would they react to this thing if it were summer right now, would they have done that if it were winter right now, how much would ego compression of winter affect their self perception at this moment

Bnuy

no official stickers for me and my ass in russia sad face emoji

Me at the press: "Oh hey yea can you like print these other 100+ stickers all in their own unique shapes thanks i will now give you my student loan money to compensate for such a service"

I definetly have to get the little fuckling pleading eyes emoji saturn hwbm with the lolipop and laptop and the other where she sitting in her mechas hand

i, as a proud new owner of a newly bought new™ laptop have come to a decision to deck my shit out with stickers to possibly attract the 1 or 2 other people on my campus who know of the thing™

Qualia is a funny thing

Watch sora get replaced by a chinese counterpart

chainsaw man is the shonen jump devil

something something i hope fujimoto starts making his own choujin x sooner or later

themes are stored in the balls

dont worry twin they chainsaw you man

themes and such

thank you chainsaw, man We all exclaim

holy shit on my way home i just went through a park and its recently rained and like petrichor is so low cortisol woagh

i am about ot fuciing collapse™ like the famous pro dota2 player collapse

FUCK my stupid quirkchudgus life !!!!! !!112!!!

And also @girlpaws.bsky.social are you not asleep why are you not sleeping its like,,,, night rn ,, i think

the absolutely symbolic pacing of the show being very very telling

its so themes and such im crine 10 themes out of 10

yea it is definetly

youtu.be/Jy2EYLuMN_8?... Woah

ever after being introduced to the concept of running i have been overcome by a yearning for the zoomies oh how i loathe the restrictions of a fuckton uni classes(i will find time to hit the treadmil anyways)

araki is a fucking genius

girl that makes up terms to refer to parts of herself

Girl that makes a separate philosophy framework to make sense of herself

Cool steam discussion I saw the other day

its funny how i lack so many basic principles when im like this

aaaaaaaaa stupid srupid grrrr