this update may have made dark and darker the best game ever 🦀

me nd my shitty son that i hate

ONE OF MY OCS IS LOST TO TIME FOREVER BC MY DUMBASS FORGOT TO ARCHIVE HER FUUCK

[silk song deep docks map spoilers] everybody's talking about how certain bosses are bullshit, though i can make the argument that they are choreographed in a way that you can learn the enemy's attack patterns well if you took your time. but THIS room? THIIIIIiiIIiIiis ROOM?????? FUCK this room.

i knew that monster sound design would be fun for me to make but i didnt imagine that it would be THIS fun

Poshanka! a lil Shakra as a treat

i need to sit down someone who doesnt know shit about hollow knight and force them to listen to the OSTs of both games because ough my god im geeking out about the soundtrack again dude oh my god its been forever since i felt this way (excited about something i love)

CRAZY how my self esteem rises when i put a schedule on myself and put my head down to get stuff done. what the hell is this

i should do side doodle/chibi commissions where the funds entirely go to me seeing a therapist,, yess monetize whatever mental illness i may or may not have

i should get hired to design fellow unconventional people actually. and actually i should get paid 1 million dollar an hour forever

every day i wish there was an inta-esque circles thing where i can choose who's able to see certain posts

i'm tired of doing this streaming thing dog

i didnt realize how much i like invading people’s personal space until today BRNDNDB i hate it when its done to me but im a hypocrite and feel comfy doing it to other people bc thats how my brain is confident that we’re having direct communication

now to spend legitimately 10 hours of my day in school . which is the case every friday . good fucking lord

due to Thoughts… potentially new collector design someday (this man cannot have enough different designs. jesus. he’s my basil) he’s so tired of commodification . by GOD he is pissed and wants to destroy humanity’s toy

why tf a mosquito bite my ass. hey

due to recent episode stuff told to me second-hand i thought that it would be So funny if the collectors were once a giant woman nd thats why their names are like that

[vent] every day i get more n more worked up by how socially and developmentally behind i am from everyone else. sorry if i have a short fuse in this time, it’s my own fault and issue that i have to deal with lolol.

i should rlly make my own stuff and my own ocs more often because. glances to the side at the amount of animatics and MV WIPs that i cant post or do anything with due to it being associated with media im no longer interested in/people i dont interact with anymore

i am happy, bc for once my monthly blood sacrifice did not require horrendous stomach cramps - in exchange of a headache on the 1st day for some reason

please listen to the audio rendition mintchocolatechimp.tumblr.com/post/7909913...

OK I NEED TO STOP PLAYING BUG GAME .

one of my upper canines is way sharper/longer than the other but i dont want dentists to file down my teeth completely but i also fear that i’m slowly morphing into Collector and i dont like that

i think he likes ota from ai somnium files

*finds any excuse to make him slightly more monsterous, finds any excuse to make him slightly more monsterous , finds any-*

muy col .

i make too many characters w outstanding accomplishments. i need to make a loser. someone like me frfr

!warning! new bbygirl in development

indie animated shows. u dont have to track absolutely everything a character does w the camera. its ok to keep it still. not every frame needs a camera movement. we aren't the t-rex myth where we can't see stuff that isn't moving. u can calm down. pls. i dont want to feel like im in vr in every shot

i may stream VERY chill stuff tomorrow bc i want to draw so badly but have 0 attention span atm

wow is me for i will Love myself!!!!

Dapper Goofy

the dayy that i DONT equate my art to my worth while thinking that i’m being manipulative by gifting art is the day i rule. the day where it’ll be OVER. for EVERYONE. aka the day i dont play 4d chess for social interactions. but for now. im tired. ppl are darn complicated. have a wonderful week yall

whatevaaaa making an alternate au to the somnium files au bc we can do WHATEVAA WE WANNTTT

one day when i acquire a partner i will draw thjem all the time and look at then and just want to be in their presence and text them the most minute inconsequential stuff ever while i never have any worries abt having to impress them/them having to impress me

i wanna work on sprites for a VN so bad. just the sprites. i dont wanna do any coding any storywriting nothing. just the designs and sprites

i have this “cannot speak unless spoken to” disease (anxiety) so when people leave me on read after i have the courage to text them it leaves me bummed out. but i have a plan to adhere to this. i just text/speak to everyone ever constantly and be annoying. yea. …this is a plan for when i feel braver

dane is so funny to me bc he can trick you into thinking that he’s the most grounded mentally stable man in the world. he’s not. he can easily fall into delusions/ conspiracy theories unless it’s against something he’s already passionate about/believes in. his rage and manic episodes r craaazy

manifesting to get a life outside of my laptop this/next year 🙏

I miss. the screen . on my drawing tablet. so much. orz

GOT A PIECE OF FLOSS STUCK BETWEEN MY TEETH I CANT GET IT OUT AUAUUGH

showing people my interests feels like i’m being stomped into nothing but a brown stain Very slowly how do people do this

An Animatic Short on Canada Geese and why you probably shouldn't take dating advice from them - huuuge thanks to @zitoisneato.com and @vinny.vinesauce.com for lending their voices to these bird brains youtu.be/n6KRQqoSWBw

Shu facts that i am Too Shy to talk about anywhere:

i Genuinely think i need to learn to meditate or smth bc the conclusions i jump to and unregulated emotions i have are CRAZAAYYY

My tribute to duckies

he sucks SO much

ARTISTS! if you have an old drawing tablet that doesn't have any drivers available anymore or is just unsupported now, i HIGHLY recommend checking out opentabletdriver.net my old wacom bamboo is now unsupported and you can't even get old drivers anymore, works perfectly (even in windows 11).

for the past day everything’s felt slightly fuzzy and like i can’t really interact or do stuff and i Cannot focus on Anything either the monthly blood ritual is about to happen or i need to go outside or i’m simply ill *spins the wheel*