heeeeeeeeey

RAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHUGGHHHHHHHHHHHH ARGHHHHHHHH UGH

i flinch every time the AD screams QUIET PLEASE scared

i hate being on set because everything can be normal and then suddenly everyone will start losing their freaking mind over a curtain no looking perfect in a shot and we are 2 hours behind schedule

Hes doing great #iwtv

UUUUUUUGHHHHHAUUURGHHHH! whatever. i don’t care.

trying to be normal and not spiral but the musical i was supposed to go to tonight got cancelled as we got there and now i’m back home again alone cause everyone is gone, no purpose, no motivation, nothing to do and i feel like this is just what the rest of my life is going to be(i am not spiraling)

seeing the percy jackson musical tonight so naturally i have to honour my boy percy and go swimming even though it’s -5 degrees celsius right now

rubbing hands together like a fly #iwtv

oomc has been playing minecraft at work all fucking day….. ok 12 year old

everyone at home leaving over the weekend

oomc going to miami for work…… HM!

clay devils minion is here at last!!! #iwtv

i should be at the club right now (my bed. asleep)

posting finished clay daniel molloy VERY SOON hehehehe #iwtv

who else ? 🤔

rewatched armandstat flashback and i needed to make this #iwtv

am i crazy for thinking a 12 people trip is crazy and stressful

whenever someone is super nice to me and gets me a gift it stresses me out so much cause i’m scared i won’t respond appropriately like my work just got me a ticketmaster £100 gift card which is crazy i’m so excited but i got so anxious about how to respond and ppl will think i’m not happy

i’m getting birthday cupcakes at work too today and the thought of everyone singing me happy birthday is making me anxious. my birthday has been going on for too long

going to buy a journal and a new pen and going to glossier with my coworker on our lunch break <3

can’t believe i have to go back to work tomorrow………………………..

i think i’m hitting the 5 year tipping point of living abroad where people either move back or stay forever i wish i was with my mom right now for NYE but i also don’t cause all my friends are here but i also feel such complete loneliness here at the same time even with people around me. hmmm anyway

today was the most floptastic day ever UGH…….. life is a sitcom but nobody’s laughing

combined two things i hate the most: my own birthday party and new year’s eve what joy 🤩🥰😍

me narrowing my eyes at 2025 like

i broke down crying today in front of my family because of my family and even my dad spoke to me about everything as i bawled my eyes out and couldn’t stop crying for literally 4 hours and i just realised my period is in 3 days. it all makes sense now UGH!!!!!

ok some scary accounts are interacting with my skeet

playing with medical malpractice armand cat but my niece just said she named him tofu. he’s killing penguins

someone on tiktok asked if i will also make clay claudia and now i haven’t been able to stop thinking about claudia in the blue dress in clay form i think i should

ok i think clay daniel is done i don’t know what else needs to be done to him other than paint and i can only do that when im back in london #iwtv

my niece was here for so long today and being so annoying i’ve reached my limit and i still need to go visit her and my other brother later today

group chat planning a trip to amsterdam but with like 12 people it’s stressing me out so much this is like a school trip

NEED NEED NEED to know and ask the iwtv writers whether amadeus was a genuine real reference for the armandstat flashback episode. i love media referencing media it gives me that buzz

ok i’m a cat with a pink ribbon now

another progress photo of clay daniel molloy (nearly ready to be painted)

FOAMING AT THE MOUTH TO SEE NOSFERATU

i thought daniel molloy exploded in the oven but my dad’s glass exploded

it’s getting to the point of being home where my mom is like you’re only here for 2 more days i wish you didn’t live so far and i feel both like i wanna leave and excited to get back to london and like i wish i could stay longer and didn’t live so far away

they’re doing crazy things to clay daniel molloy on laura’s desk (chopping off noses)

having a horrible time sculpting daniel molloy because no matter what i can’t seem to make him look scared he looks like lbf pulling his dumb asf faces

bro why does my nephew actually look like dan howell jasjakdjjaks

the process of trying to deal with my own birthday cake with my nephew and two nieces

can someone call up jeremy strong and jesus christ i NEED us to celebrate our birthdays together one day. what would that conversation go like?

omfg…. something just happened to orion just as we were about to start eating and he was bleeding everywhere like an alarming amount of blood. his nail got ripped i think he seems to be ok now but omfg the start of this……

bluesky is for my dark thoughts you’re welcome everyone ☺️☺️☺️

christmas is just my parents and my aunt because my brother who has supposed to be here with his kids today cancelled 👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻

the things my brain is doing to me right now it’s christmas and my brain is like a hamster on a wheel right now but ok this is so dark merry christmas constantly thinking about death. ok my aunt just showed up mid skeet lovely !!

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