I missed Manhattan. I didn't realize how much I did. It is a privilege to live so close that I'm just an hour away. It will always be my city, no matter where I move someday.

I think it's time to reread my Clerval story and pick it apart lol I feel like it's been half a year--it may have fresh eyes now.

I did another guided journey wondering if the Mórrígan had something to tell me again. Instead I found myself facing a large, moss-covered stone with ogham on it. I couldn't read it but I felt it's connection. I don't know a better way to describe it. I knew it was of Ireland.

Me: I want to try to be healthier again. Eat right, exercise, cut back on substance use My mom's cancer: how about I just move in to the bone

2006 vs 2025. Nearly 20 years of growth in both skill and technology. Anyone can draw. It takes years of practice and patience but anyone can. And it shows how long I've been drawing Leetah and ElfQuest cause I was drawing it even before that one. So yeah. Anyone can draw. Fuck AI

My hand slipped and I started sketching ideas. 👀 I think this is only my second time drawing Savah and my first time drawing Timmain so I'm not as confident 🤷‍♂️ ElfQuest also DID start a tarot project years ago but abandoned it--which I'm surprised I only just learned.

I started the sketch of this years ago but finally got inspired to finish it. I just love the idea of them and the three of cups. ElfQuest is so important to me and so influential (clearly I mean just look at my art style). Of course now I wanna make a full deck...👀

More Rochelle Goyle and Deuce Gorgon??? Idk why I've been drawing them, and just Rochelle, so much lately. I imagine this scene is one of those "almost kiss but we shouldn't" trope that is only good in fiction lol but hence why I set it in Scaris. They deserved more and I'll die on that hill.

"I got rejected by the devil's son! I'm gonna fuck your dad!"

I managed to get an audition in while sick. And while dealing with a bunch of external noise. So I suppose that's a win

I'm such a baby when I get sick. I'm not even that bad rn but I'm exhausted. I don't want to leave my bed and my nose won't stop running ;^;

Why is FB showing me HP shit? Idk what's more upsetting: seeing it at all or seeing that people I trusted liked the posts. 🙁

I have like two straight ships I like but one of them is Deuce & Rochelle. Ever since her first diary I've loved their dynamic. I hope they get a chance in G3! Does Rochelle have an ear there? Nope. Did I draw this anyway? Yup. I love Monster High, y'all.

I finished Henry's story months ago. I sent it to a lot of people since then. Not a single person has told me they've finished it. It's only just 50k words. It takes like 2 hours to read. So basically I'm gonna take this to mean it is as boring as I feared. But hey. I wrote it.

I saw a video saying GDT gave Elizabeth a character in the new film??? And? Tell me you've not read the book without telling me you haven't read the book. I'm sorry being kind, forgiving, and effeminate are not suitable characteristics to you but she DOES have a characterization in the book.

Before I forget: I was playing Quick Play in Overwatch, which I rarely do, launched DVa's mech up at the enemy flying Mercy and still managed to get her and Widowmaker. We didn't win the match but that tops all my PotGs against AI. That was so funny

I had a dream about my childhood friend/first crush and then saw the ice cream we used to eat in the market...so I bought it. I always think I'll get past the strange "what-ifs" of that situation but I still think of it from time to time. It's random and rare but it's always odd when it strikes.

Still thinking about Frankenstein 🤣 I want to read it again now so by Nov 7th I am prepared with comparisons and my thoughts

I can't seem to wrap my brain around Frankenstein and what my thoughts are. They're so scattered. It was good! I just feel like I have more to say on it. I'd like to watch it a few more times to really determine things.

14 takes deep in a recording session for a casting call put out over tiktok. Like, relax self. It's not this deep right now....and yet I keep deleting tracks and starting over. None sound right. I should have kept all the tracks but they just sound the same orz

Me: scrolling r/paranormal to look at creepy photos to be inspired to write again -sees creepy photo-

They way I want one of the Danny Smith signed BOWC prints he found ;0; if I had disposable income I'd be in trouble lol

"The turtle is God."

I just recieved the first issue of Shojo Beat (after months of searching) and found this. Ok, Shojo Beat. You got it! #Omegaverse

Reading @morgandaimler.bsky.social 's works on the Mórrígan & this sentence struck me so hard I had to read it over again--b/c this happened to me. It was as if a form was still being decided & it made me doubt myself. Seeing it stated by another is so cool! Go read their books! They're fantastic!

Ok so there are digital posters for Frankenstein...can they please make real ones? 👀 I probably wouldn't buy one unless I love love the film but still. Same with the art book...but I'm probably gonna love it lol

Little Saoirse, my new kitten, has had the sniffles since she arrived. The vet said her lungs are fine, just a possible head cold. But the amount she's sneezing and grooming/chewing I worry she has allergies. So now I'm on medical watch just observing her closely.

Out next week heathenpilgrim.substack.com/p/pantheon-t...

The Big Sad is hitting hard this week so I decided to attempt to make Ember in Veilguard. Warrior class, though I usually play a mage. Little ElfQuest to go with my love of Dragon Age. The options didn't give a full range of choice but I think I got her close.

I managed to scrape up some happiness today for 2 hours while streaming pjsk but now I'm back to wondering who'd take care of my cat when I'm gone...so I'm doing great.

I woke up at 5:30am for now reason and can't get back to sleep 🙃 ugghhh

liushen sketch #svsss #sairusb

"What if it's Mr.Mime" "Omg imagine? I'd shit"

"Time is moving slower than the shit coming out my ass. "

Of course on day 1 my back already hurts. ;^; hopefully everything I brought to help with pain will come in handy.

"I'm so glad that anywhere I go there are fucking landscapers"

Just woke up in the middle of the night thinking of all the things I need to do for cce and now I can't sleep

Just finished the Illustrating Worlds seminar with the Pinis and I haven't been so inspired to draw in years. I never would have thought I'd be learning from Wendy herself. My style was is so heavily inspired by her and so I just had to draw my favorite girl. Go read @elfquest.bsky.social everyone!

Lol my card got declined at the gas station and just brought my mood rocketing downward. I fucking hate this system and our dependence on money. I was sick trying to take care of myself. Now I can't even put gas in the car to get to the place that makes me money so I can put gas in the car. 🙃

I didn't know there were people who didn't know what changelings are. Shane and Ryan have proved that wrong lol

I'm so disappointed with how pieces of this cosplay are coming out and I half want to abandon it. But I've spent time and money on it, I need to see it through. I just don't think anything looks good besides the pleats of the skirt (but even the skirt has mistakes)

Unpopular opinion but I don't want any more KPDH movies to be made. I feel like it's lightening in a bottle and trying to repeat it will tarnish the magic of this first one. I want it to remain special, and not a cash cow.

Princess Aerith & Knight Cloud #FF7 #Clerith

I just had such a wave of "wow I love art and artists so much" Like, the heart artists put into all they do is incredible. And no AI could ever compare.

I worked up the spoons to call a place for help and they were like "we don't have an opening for two or three weeks"....like....I'm unwell now. If I relied on that I'd be dead by then. Like wtf?

"Well, I learned one thing. The microwave is uglier than the toilet."

When you wanna share the silly end yourself memes with friends but said friends know you're like legit having a breakdown so you just

my Firefly fabric will apparently be here this week. which is wild cause I only just placed that order. I'm trying to be excited but I've been really depressed today so I'm just...barely holding on rn

This for all who've struggled to fully embrace the person you've become and still made the choice to follow your heart and be your most authentic self.