i tried to leave many times, but as soon as i got away, my lungs buckled under the pressure, and, panting for air, i'd return. perhaps this is why i let you skin me to the bone. something is better than nothing.

You think you're funny? / I think I'm adorable.

It's better to be alone. No one can hurt you. Things would be better if everyone felt like that.

I've never been so bored in my life i need something to happen

🦈 stop I forgot to tag it. Nsfw. Pick a letter any letter

I never hated you. I couldn't hate you if I tried. Believe me, I have tried.

but i don't think that all of the trying in the world will change the sickness in me.

Gay people can’t ever just say: I love you. It’s always some weird shit like being doomed by the narrative.

we were playing in the sand, and i extended you a hand you said that you'd rather die than be seen with me as your man. . .

Someone keeps sending me money for some reason. I bet it's cuz I'm pretty ✨

Do not confuse emotional for weak. I’ll slit your throat with tears rolling down my cheeks.

You've caused so much suffering 、yet you do nothing. And you get nothing in return.

🦈 posts this cuz I miss writing hans

💢💢💢

🦈 still sobbing over 'dont be a beetle' btw

With everything you've done, do you really think anyone is going to forgive you? That anyone is going to love you? That's pathetic.

Violent wheezing.

my mind is slowly numbing, to the pain, i am succumbing am i something? am i nothing? is it hatred? is it loving?

humans in love are terrible. you see them come hungering at one another like prehistoric wolves, you see something struggling for life in between them like a root or a soul and it flares for a moment, then they smash it. the difference between them smashes the bones out.

Heart, lungs, liver, nerves

I hate how I crave your approval.. and your attention.

I don’t want to be hated

AUGH { SMACKS SMACKS SMACKS SMACKS }

Count your days, brain boy

🦈 got laundry to do now 💔 poor dog is getting old he needs diapers

“ Oh, you heard me — whoops. You're welcome. But yes, I agree with that wholeheartedly. ”

🦈 they call me the robber

Oh no, don't look at him like that he'll cry. Covering mouth and shifting gaze elsewhere. “ Homeplanet..? You're um — so you're not from here then? ”

🦈 sugar baby Hans but he doesn't realize he's a sugar baby

🦈 they call me the robber

🦈 blelele

🦈 IM SO COLD

🦈 absolute banger fav color hc

🦈 Stolen from lunae and pasta...

🦈 do I ramble about Hans...

I need tea. Carnally.

Currently tending to his garden, as per usual. He rarely leaves home.

Are you healed or just isolated with no one to trigger you?

🦈 slowly yet surely throwing all my accs at moots

re rephrase, rephrASE RESPHRASE

he's decorated the garden for the day. the flowers within the garden have been changed to be an array of different shades of pink, all of it for @wormins.bsky.social.

placing an array of heart shaped chocolate boxes around @drowned-codes.bsky.social like an offering.

shoving a box of chocolates against @arrows-myth.bsky.social's chest. “ take. it. ”

an anonymous bouquet of roses is left outside of @roses-thorned.bsky.social's temple. there is no note, no indicator on who the bouquet is from... yet. it is so obvious.

God, this holiday always ends up being terrible for me. Always getting sick. If it were up to me, I wouldn't have this power anymore. It fucking sucks

WHAT??????