Listening to sappy unrequited love music and crying over my fictional husband

If Hiro has at least a good prognosis I swear I'll start cooking him dinner from now on. I'll make sure he eats the best he's ever had for however much time he has left.

I’m a fat old average looking loser, I’ve lost one dog and am about to lose another, I barely make enough to pay bills, I have no drive to create anymore. God I just hate it all! Why am I like this.

I’m so nervous about Hiro’s biopsy results I feel like I’m on the verge of a panic attack.

🐁🐁🐁

Also my Hiro got his biopsy done today. Waiting for the results is gonna drive me crazy... He's outwardly doing fine. He's just laying on my bed hoping I'll give him some of my dinner. I won't because it's covered in spicy seasoning, but I'll give him a snack later.

Feeling bad about myself and my appearance tonight...

My little sister cried to my mom how awful it was to take care of the pets for us because the dogs ate so gross, and then she conspired with mom to go to Disney without me on my birthday as some kind of revenge

레전자도 재밌게 했어요. 아래는 플레이 캐릭터

Sparkly sparkly

Commission of my Tarnished and Messmer from @missusruin.bsky.social

Yeah it looks like the vet found a "scrotal mass" on Hiro and wants a FNA to see if it's cancerous. It's gonna be max 240... my dad keeps telling me it's pointless to do because if it's cancer there's nothing we can do about it. I dunno. If it is at least I'll have an answer...

My dog Hiro might have cancer now

My new kitten Yume ❤️

Small portrait of @birbycakes.bsky.social puppies, Nikki and Lily

Cutting Edge Fire-powered kitchen knife Owner: @kittykade.bsky.social [ #fantasy #item #design #dnd #dndart #homebrew #pathfinder #huevember #purple #knife #fire #magicalscope ]

Puppies be upon ye

Maybe I should get a plushie comm of Nikki. I’d like to put some of her hair in it. And keep it next to her ashes. I bought one online but it’s kinda… frumpy. I want better for my pretty girl.

I’m never gonna be able to listen to KK’s I Love You without crying again. I played it for Nikki before she passed. It’s just playing in a loop in my head and I’m constantly on the verge of crying.

Don't mind me just gonna edit my sweet Nikki into every game I can to cope

Nikki is gone. She passed away peacefully in her sleep at home.

also I am extremely sick today with a cold or perhaps the flu or perhaps covid. At least I have animal crossing. Also my sweet baby Nikki is still alive and with us ;w;

ANIMAL CROSSIIIING I must have known it in my gut somehow I literally just started playing it regularly again this past month

LUCASARTS PRESENTS Columbo in: SCUMM of the Earth #pixelart

makes me weep to think of the gifts robbed from us because unaffordable housing has made it difficult for people to pursue their passions and hobbies

the hardest thing is going to be forcing myself to not get another dog. It was extremely helpful for me when I got Lilac after Lily passed. But I cant handle having 4 dogs ever again.

Excuse the brief glimpses of how disgusting my room is I’ve been too depressed and overworked to clean. These might be the last videos I ever record of Nikki.

Does anyone know of games or mods for games where you can have a black cocker spaniel as a pet. I need to cope.

I think I need to get some special art of Nikki and Lily as memorial pieces.

I understand why they had to stop him but I don’t agree with imprisoning him in the phantom zone

So my dog Nikki most likely has cancer. We're going to confirm it with xrays and biopsies on Monday but it's pretty likely she has lymphoma combined with another cancer. And she probably won't live much longer.

So sick of character customization giving the blandest options while bitch ass npcs be looking 100x cuter/cooler than us. US. The main character!!!

My dad got triggered (not going into specifics) and stormed out of my little sisters wedding before he and my sis could have the first dance.

Pet portrait comm! 🐈

I passed my exams I am done with my classes :]

a handsome Messmer for @birbycakes.bsky.social ✨🐍

🗝️✨

Art I made for my friend @imvesper.bsky.social of her Harpy Magical Girl OC Vesper ✨

We already have 1000+ reasons to hate """artist""" James C Mulligan (see below), but it was extra enraging to see him stealing and taking credit for the work of actual Bambi artist and all-around Disney legend Tyrus Wong, so here's a mini Ted Talk 🧵

went to a disney trivia night with my family and it was absolutely garbage. The guy took 40 minutes to get this microphone working. Most of the questions were about actor names and marvel shit.

Pokopia Ditto 🙏

i love my weird floppy daughter #pokopia #nintendodirect

[Static Miku model!!!] Its been a while since i did anything 3D thats not comms..... Theres still some stuff to be adjusted, But i like how it came out!!!! I wanna eventually get it animation ready.... "it's me!!!"

Sick of romance games where you play a preset character... I dont wanna be whoever tf this bitch is I wanna be ME and smooch these characters as ME!!!

An update is out! Finally finished these panels😭: avasdemon.com/pages.php#3242 🍃 #avasdemon

Dang, I haven't posted art of this troublesome pair since 2020! XD So here's the return of Wario & Waluigi!!! 🚬🟡💣🟣

More games with character customization please and thank you. Then I will care.