U just can’t stop her (from dancing!!!)💃🏽 #DanceWithNini #Dance #Movement #Fun #Trans #Transgender #Style ##NiniStyle #TransWoman #JustinTimberlake

Great 1st night weekly #DND sesh! Had fun playing Munchkin, set basic social rules, boundaries 2 set a good foundation for successful gaming going forward. Got to feel each other out a little bit, break the ice. Proud of me for following thru on plans, on daring new things; on healing. #NiniRestart

🎲🃏♟️ Game Night! #LGBTQ #Munchkin #Trans #NiniRestart

OK, I ADORE my new lace up corset style bloomers (red and black! Thank u, T. R.!) But also just realized that they are not ideal for rushing into the bathroom at the last moment 😝

🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️ DEAR MAMA HAVIN A GREAT TIME AT CAMP PERISH LOVE U BE BACK NEVEH ❤️‍🔥 #Lol #LGBTQ #PERISH #TransMemes

For those who love posting about the pleasure of injecting themselves, I get it, but ask u pls consider u may be—each time—triggering recovering addicts with a history of IV drug use.

🥘 SURF N COOK 💃🏽 #AskNini🎙️https://tellonym.me/nineveh.aka.nini 💌 #Q&A #Questions #TransWoman #LGBTQ #Insight #Opinion #Wisdom #Curiosity

Oh yay! The last of my package ordered a week ago comes today. Very exciting! Anyway, time for some espresso.

Does being a psychopath help u become rich or does becoming rich turn u into a psychopath. To have this much power n to use it to harm so many who have so little is to be an absolute monstrous being who deserves to be destroyed n rended into glue by the rest.

I hate this weirdos belief that if he just says something, it’s suddenly true. Look u freak not all of us want to nestle down in yr stink-sodden seat of delusion. Also hate how cynical he is. Just figures O throw some money at them n everything goes away. He’s so gross. Such a mafia worm. 

Feels weird, this implied obligation that at some point in my meeting of any new person, I need to inform them I am trans. If it is not a situation where it’s immediately evident—as if I owe them a disclosure or need to get approval. Just realized that sense is in my head n I don’t like it.

🎬So I got a game night started n the 1st one is tomorrow! 🥳 I’ma keep building on that. I alla also want 1 other night a week hosted at my place. I will make it a movie night! I think a two month cycle would be good. Horror, drama, comedy, documentary, action, classic, obscure, cult classic. #Film

❤️🧡💛🩵🤍

An evening sunset in Arkansas. #BlueSkyArtShow #Evening

Would be nice to know, especially considering that wholesale destruction of included the program that funded my therapy, which was pretty damn important, where I was making better progress than I ever had. These are monsters. They exude meaninglessness, devour goodness.

Every time yr hand travels thru the thick silky depths of my hair, yr sense of calm n well-being increase tenfold until after 25 minutes, u have added one month onto yr lifespan. That’s why I don’t let just anyone stroke my hair. There’s too much power there.

OK, I think I really should take the air conditioner out of the window tomorrow

me

🗑️ EL AGUA O MANDARIN JARRITOS💃🏽 #AskNini🎙️https://tellonym.me/nineveh.aka.nini 💌 #Q&A #Questions #TransWoman #LGBTQ #Insight #Opinion #Wisdom #Curiosity

👮🏻‍♂️ TOS =/= SWEARING OATH 💃🏽 #AskNini🎙️https://tellonym.me/nineveh.aka.nini 💌 #Q&A #Questions #TransWoman #LGBTQ #Insight #Opinion #Wisdom #Curiosity

I’m happy to pick myself. It feels good to choose myself, give myself the time I need to be good w myself. The space I need to decide who I want n what behavior n what treatment I want in my day-to-day.

IMA BE YA NEW TYPE FROM ONE HIT ONE LOOK AT MY BODY #DanceWithNini #Dance #Movement #Transgender #TransWoman #RheaRaj

It’s a good start. Confront the tyrant n his private kkk army. Don’t hesitate to plan for when he refuses.

I don’t envy the ongoing agita I see in trans women who seek to completely melt into disappear n became camouflaged by a posture of cishood, leaving the “trans” ID n experience behin— I bless n love em, they r my sisters, but that path seems continually marked by the deep angst of never reaching it

Thinking back, the most venomous hurt I regularly receive from others has almost always been their deep n sincere pain—whether on a long-term, short term, macro, or micro level—of me, not loving them back the way they had hoped. Which is a painful insight. O how I want to get better at this.

Expectations are needs—sometimes. N sometimes they r not. It’s important to know the difference bcz if our needs aren’t met, that truly matters. But if it’s only a want, that’s worth fighting for a lot less. In any case, one of the most destructive things in relationships are unspoken expectations.

The handyman clearly doesn’t know how to deal w the situation. In the old world he was awed by me, the muscular martial artist always shadowboxing outside. Now he opens the door to this pretty lil thing, boobs in yr face… n I think he just doesn’t know how to make the shift. I get it. sigh.

💀 DON’T FEAR THE REAPER 💃🏽 #AskNini🎙️https://tellonym.me/nineveh.aka.nini 💌 #Q&A #Questions #TransWoman #LGBTQ #Insight #Opinion #Wisdom #Curiosity

Why does Donald Trump think ‘groceries’ is an “old-fashioned” word????????

I work hard to be true n kind 2 others, to make room n improve in areas I’ve been less than successful re connection n care. I bend. Still, I am so much steadier now. I do not take so much personally. I am not drawn to abusive dynamic. I will not try 2 rescue nor fix. A beautiful place relatively—

Oh damn, it’s 2 AM already! What the hell

OK, everyone make sure to watch Frankenstein so we can talk about it

1 of my huge struggles as a younger person was how not-srs many ppl took me bcz I looked so small n cute n young. I wanted so bad to escape that. I worked hard at it, got tough, older, too defensive TBH—but ended it. Transitioning brought it back w a VENGEANCE. Now I AM small n cute—n femme. 😩

O cool tomorrow is my gaming night! Wild. Life gradually fills up with motion, new faces, new activity. If u manage to keep pushing. If u manage to reach for it. That’s not always easy. N my laser facial hair removal is four days away!!!! This is so exciting!!

⛓️ TRADITION!!! 💃🏽 #AskNini🎙️https://tellonym.me/nineveh.aka.nini 💌 #Q&A #Questions #TransWoman #LGBTQ #Insight #Opinion #Wisdom #Curiosity

🏳️‍⚧️ THROUGH THE LOOKING GLASS 💃🏽 #AskNini🎙️https://tellonym.me/nineveh.aka.nini 💌 #Q&A #Questions #TransWoman #LGBTQ #Insight #Opinion #Wisdom #Curiosity

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🏳️‍🌈🚺☺️ ah memories 😆 #Sapphic #Lesbian #WLW #Women #LGBTQ #Queer #Lol

drawing an enchanted dagger or some such

Absolute Wonder Woman

Ok, a peek @ 1 year of (my) transition (I’ve been honest n every day I’ve been shaken to the core you’ve seen it. At this point, I don’t even think apologetically about being trans. Doesn’t even occur to me to tiptoe. I know I’m damn rare company, w every right to take up the space under these feet.

I seem to generally provoke strong feelings in people

My friend Kristina and I were driving down the coast from Astoria and pulled off the road and ran to the beach when we saw these colors! Cape Kiwanda at Pacific City, Oregon. #BlueSkyArtShow #Evening

quick doodle of lesbian i mean uh lebanne

🌄 DREAM ON 💃🏽 #AskNini🎙️https://tellonym.me/nineveh.aka.nini 💌 #Q&A #Questions #TransWoman #LGBTQ #Insight #Opinion #Wisdom #Curiosity

🦉DO YA KNOW MY NAME? 💃🏽 #AskNini🎙️https://tellonym.me/nineveh.aka.nini 💌 #Q&A #Questions #TransWoman #LGBTQ #Insight #Opinion #Wisdom #Curiosity

My hair must’ve needed washing so bad… It feels glorious. Gave it a thorough washing n conditioning n a nice treatment with a touch of essential oil afterward. It’s shining, it loves me

⛳️ GREEN EYED BEAST 💃🏽 #AskNini🎙️https://tellonym.me/nineveh.aka.nini 💌 #Q&A #Questions #TransWoman #LGBTQ #Insight #Opinion #Wisdom #Curiosity

#いいおなかの日 👀👁‍🗨

let em know at 1 year in I’m the best I’ve ever been way 2 good for u or yr best friend 2 deep 2 sweet 2 hot 2 unique 2 precious to waste time w those who don’t see! [ drop the beat ]