This week has been rough. Got a rejection followed by heartbreak and just when I was starting to recover, I get a bill for unpaid taxes I didn't know about in my mail that will likely strip me out of over 1300 dollars once I'm done. I just can't take this series of bullshit after bullshit anymore.

Starting to feel that I'll just die alone I guess.

Ultimately, it feels like no one cares about me.

I'm generally a person who doesn't have suicidal thoughts when I'm depressed, but I'm honestly reaching a limit even regarding that at the point I am in life. Every single thing I tried last year has failed. Didn't get the internship I wanted at a fancy company in France. Came to Japan, and now am+

I am still in need of financial help due to my upcoming move. Thanks to the help of many people I managed to get about half of what I need, but still have a long way to go. If anyone could help with any amount, or sharing the post, I'd be deeply grateful. www.furaffinity.net/journal/1108...

Got rejected from all PhD programs I applied to. Welp.

Not a post I like making but, I'm currently through some unexpected financial hardship. I explain it in more details in this FA journal post. If anyone would be able to help with anything I would be deeply grateful. www.furaffinity.net/journal/1108...

Ulmer will probably be very busy after the club~~ Big guy is @wbbmax.bsky.social Artist is t.me/Cosmicatart

Testing the NSFW feature of this app, and tagging, by posting a very naughty pawcentric pic of me and a massive @wbbmax.bsky.social