I think I've outplayed the enemies to lovers trope and I may finally be ready for my lovers to even deeper lovers era

Both scared and exited because I know I'm becoming something new 🦋

He said he wanted to feel something. I asked if he was willing to strip away all pretense. He said he didn't know how to stop performing. I told him to get undressed and we'd start there.

Living within french culture has changed me. When I first integrated I hated the level of normalized attitude, but after the first time I simply defended myself/matched energy, it's like I felt my back bone grow. As hard as it's been, this change has been good for me 🦋

Where are real people going now that fake people are posting fake content and farming fake engagements?

When life throws you a hard situation to navigate, how do you get through it?

If any of my mutuals have Pinterest I am finding my vibes to fit in well there 🦋

The biggest player you know was at one point the softest and most loving person in the room. And what you are actually witnessing is a perpetual tantrum that can only be healed by true loves kiss 👾✨️

People who are balanced are so intriguing You're traditional but also open minded and progressive. Like yes take all the good from the past, and update the rest 🩷🤤

All of the people with tortured pasts are loving eachother in the shadows 🩶

There will always be an excuse you can use to justify why you did or didn't do something because the world provides an uneven playing field. That is reality. But you can always decide to do right despite it all. It's the harder path but it's also the only one you will be able to live with 👾

I used to have people peer pressuring me to do drugs on a weeknight, now I have people peer pressuring me to do pilates at sun rise 😆🩷 choose your addictions wisely lol

I always ask the divine to send me people who've been through hell (because I have hands that heal). I'm grateful but sadly there is never a shortage of said people 🖤

You think your civvi friends are gunna judge you for your sexuality but over time you slowly realize they are all freaks aswell - check mate 🩷

My personality is one of balance.. being around me you will feel both intangibly calm but also in a unique state of anxiety 👾

Happy Easter / Spring / Resurrection 🧡✨️

Now that myself and many of my clients too have mastered the first baby step of tantra (which is attunement) Starting this spring I will be moving into a new phase of practice featuring energetic movement through the body. Combining Attunement with Spiritual Alchemization ✨️ Time to Expand!!!

Shadow work sounds kinda scary, but really it 100% is 🖤 ;scariest thing you will ever do

Why just lead a double life when you could lead a triple 🖤💙🖤

Not minimizing that this industry has many dark elements and many girls are taken advantage of by people who are happy to objectify others for a quick buck or release. But there are some of us ladies who do this with joy; we work within our boundaries, and are passionate about the seductive arts.

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One of the biggest sexual blocks people have is deeply internalized shame. Believing consensual pleasure is a sin you will burn in hell for is a very common one. These types of beliefs are dangerous because they create hateful energy blocks within, preventing movement and good overall health.

People who are balanced are so intriguing You're traditional but also open minded and progressive. Like yes take all the good from the past, and update the rest 🩷🤤

Why greet in lingerie when I could embrace you like a dutchess 🌹

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I have this strange trait where I really enjoy playing dumb about everything, but actually have a whole database of every little detail. Is this a survival technique?

If you like a sex worker as more than your service provider, please don't be weird and stalk her; just ask her on a date like a normal person. And if she says no, kindly respect that response and move on.

Weird spiritual conspiracy theory unlocked: if you have an *exploited* sex worker in your family it is to pay off sexually relative karmic debt inherited throughout the familial line ⚖️

New Client : Is there anything you want me to do to prepare ? Me: Clean your bum

I wrote a powerful mission statement on my website 🖤 it goes into detail about one of the biggest reasons I found myself in sex work, and what I have learned from it. www.essensual.info/hidden-mission

New Video on my Spicy Soft Page 💛 more filming this weekend

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When trust is embodied, the incessant need for control dissolves 🤍

I found the problem that drives my commitment issues. I only like men who worship the ground I walk on and would move heaven and earth to grant my solace. In this generation I fear I am asking for 1 in a billion

If I text you and there are mad typos, It's because of my nails 💅

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If the energy isn't aligned, just set what you're doing down for a minute. Walk away, have a snack, drink some water and then, once the pull back is grasping at your inners, get back to it. There is divine wisdom in how you feel and when you feel it 🩷

The word Tantra means "to weave" It refers to weaving consciousness into daily life.. not escaping the world, but sanctifying it

What if humans evolved from bees and I am THE QUEEN

Found one of my first reviews on Terb ✨️ "very fictitious like Jessica rabbit" There were two ways to interpret this and so of course I took it as a compliment 💄

🌹 random rose 🌹 July 27th 2024

Before you get everything you ever wanted, you will lose everything that you subconsciously don't want. It's not an all at once experience but slow replacements until you realize you have everything 🦋🦋🦋

After reading through different marketing strategies for my onlyfans I've decided I will never hire an agency, or have others texting my clients for me. This will be a one woman operation ✨️👾✨️

Mystery meets Grace 🖤🩶🤍

Dear 🦋 Algorithm 🦋 Please send me people who are: ✨️ The black sheeps ✨️ Neurodivergent ✨️ Spiritual / Growth Oriented ✨️ With no secret motives ✨️ Direct communicators ✨️ Sex positive ✨️ Authentic ✨️ Empathetic ✨️ Givers and Recievers ✨️ Change makers I promise I will treat them with care 🦋

🌹 random rose 🌹 June 25th 2024

⋆⭒˚.⋆ I will never quit • I can do it • I am unstoppable • I am attracting wonderful experiences • I am enough • I will never quit ⋆⭒˚.⋆