:')

GUH? HUH? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Please for the love of fuck let this be true LOL

I should rawdog it and see how bad things happen when I don't warm up. Not because warming up doesn't work. But because it does and I haven't mentally logged how much.

I REALLY wanna know how other people with medical complications motivate themselves. In the face of wanting to do something simple like draw, not even playing face paced games, not even wanting to go for a walk just something small. How do they do it? It's so hard hhh I just want to draw a little.

Tried qorking the For You thing again. Good lord this site hosts a lot of vile people. Maybe someday there will be a site with less of that sort of traffic.

A bit tired but I'm gonna dig in my dog's ear today and see if I can maybe remove a tuft of hair or something of the sort. Desperate for her to hear me... I am not in denial...!

Grumble grumble hate this stupid trope grumble grumble everyone's doing it grumble grumble it'll die out surely grumble

Trying to reverse-engineer expensive CSP brushes that I'll never use (cheap)

lmao I just needed a nap or something Fish OCs from time long gone

Need to give social media a break. Will tie up remaining obligations and commissions but for the most part, it just isn't doing me any good currently. Need to find myself in something for the sake of my sanity, man. May take the rest of the week off from drawing as a whole even.

If I start the stream in 3½ hours from now, I can power through for 7 hours. But it is difficult when it is overly uncomfortable and social media feeds are slow and uninteresting today. Would go for a walk but not THIS sort of weather... 🪑

I work better at night. 👁🦇👁

Holy

Struggling to not mass delete art hnnng

Ook Ook! 🐒

I want to yap about art for another few hours but sleep rings my bell..

My voice mod makes me sound like I have a speech impediment... I don't... 😭MY MOUTH IS NOT PERPETUALLY FULL OF APPLES WHEN I TALK, IT'S JUST MY DESKTOP PILLOW.

Postponing the challenge for now. I will do some doodles that're quicker since it uses less mindpower than the challenge.

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(tw scopophobia) Fun fun very fun added more eyes he needs mooooooooooOOOORE

(tw scopophobia) Hmm... it's hard to really capture the deviation of the borrowed eye without making a sort of derpy expression...

Hnnn unproductive day. I gotta accept that these are just what happens sometimes and have a few hours to make due with stuff. So I'll hm... Maybe revisit some older concepts? Older OCs? I could do what I'm supposed to do but I am out of creative juices. (initiating boring mode)

soon maybe

I have been so miserable lately. I hope it gets better soon.

I'm clueless LOL

Beep boop. I need to learn more about machines so I can design cooler things.

My eyelids are sticky. It's like every time I blink the urge to sleep increases.

It is -12F outside. I sleep.

Obligatory 5 yaps 1 draw post. I'm working on her backstory, which'll be posted to Poipiku! (password protected due to insecurity) Having a lot of fun with it! I don't draw younger versions of characters often.

Why is kid Pudel getting any attention at all it was a shitpost LOL

Sing missing 8 times in a row during midexams did actually make me rage quit ngl

Initially this site felt dead. Now it feels like a cozy corner or something.

Gonna sleep and then mass delete my gallery upon awaking the second I spot the errors LOL

Because they crawl in the dark. Y'know. Dark. Pokemon. Dark pokemon. Bugs in the dark.

Your senses your pulses perfection conception it's everything I envy.

stupid bucket of bolts (💙)

UGH. I wish I could go to cons. I had the opportunity before but nothing is in my cards atm, sadly.

Arm underside... arm underside...

Came back to my comp and forgot how much progress I made on this. I like drawing her it seems. 😊Heehee~

NO NO NO WHAT DO YOU MEAN GIOVANNI IS MY TYPE NO NO NO NO NO STIP STOP STOP

Hmm

I haven't drawn and finished a picture for myself in a hot minute (that wasn't just warmup shapes) so I'll do that before getting to commissions. 😤

I think I'm slowly getting hands..?

Background colors are correspondent to the day of the weeks :)

I wanna yap about my OCs. 😣

I finally understand the assignment! (had three errors I gotta redraw..)

I will be making some OCs! probably I will try to not let this bother me! Hmm hmhm... doing some fusion and combinations of characters I enjoy thoroughly to restore my library of forgotten characters! Yay!

My puppy's sick. So I probably won't be very bubbly and fun or whatever else until I can get a diagnosis for what's going on. It's pretty gruesome at the moment. Please mute this thread if it is a bit disturbing to hear about unwell animals! I will keep her status up to date.