Im 35. Everyone always says "Youre still so young!" But tbh I feel ancient? I always had this feeling I was supposed to die in my 20s. But somehow Im still here? IDK why but death always feels so close yet so far. My soul is so old and tired in this body. How can I take another 30 plus years? T - T

Double the Hika, double the smooches for Yoshiki :3 #hikayoshikaru #tshd #hgsn

Everyday I wake up it’s worse. Shit is so scary. And I just have to clock in like everything is fine while the world burns around me. I feel like I’m constantly on edge and on loose footing. My body is just so tired from the constant stress…

"Let me get a taste" 🐺🔥

If some days I want to be more feminine, and other days I want to be more masculine, and other days I want to just be Bunn...does that put me into the genderfluid category on top of nonbinary??? 🤔

The last ep came out today they love each other so much im gunna frow up T v T #tshd #hgsn #thesummerhikarudied

Steamy shower and wet tshirts (∪ ◡ ∪) #akaren #renkaza #kny

Has anyone else noticed the uptick in Christian propaganda? First I noticed the billboards. More than normal. Then the ads. Suddenly all geared towards God. Then the fliers in the mail. With Jesus and dragons on them. What the fuck is happening and why are people so FUCKING STUPID.

Raise your hand if you like to wear multiple ear danglies cause when ya shake yer head it jingles and now its a stim o w o; Anyone? Just me...? o w o;;;

What do you mean that didn't happen in the movie? This silly sketch was done before I went to see the movie (Tan and Mitsuri parody) Kaza's waist and pants have been of great emphasis the past couple of weeks.

More of the girls at the beach :3c #akaren #renkaza #kny

NO MORE ABS! 💢🍿 #art

They have a very black cat/white rabbit energy uwu #tshd #hgsn #yoshikaru #thesummerhikarudied

Would my mooties want some stickers from me for merry crisis? :3c I didn’t do it last year but I was considering sending to my besties this year ^_^ If there is any art you would want as a sticker lmk so I can see which is most popular :0

People who criticize transgender people say there are only two genders. But the soul has so much more individuality🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈 No matter how much my activities are restricted, super Chiitan will continue to speak out until we live in a world where everyone can freely express their love and love each other♡

Chiitan says trans rights ✊🏻🏳️‍⚧️

An amazing cutie friend who likes kitties and always thinks about their friends and treats them with love uwu Someone I am truly lucky and privileged to have as a friend! DO ME NEXT o w o

playing with my toys. greedy jealous yoshiki #光が死んだ夏 #thesummerhikarudied

He was the prettiest Upper moon and the kindest boy under a demon 🥲 No watercolour here, mediums used were acrylic markers and copic markers. #art

Bitch imma cow mooooo 🐄 #genderbend #kny #rengokukyojuro

Hornty 🔥🎴♀️♥️

Saw the Infinity Castle movie today and brought along the round ones u w u #justbunthings

Meerkat uwu

doodled a world where yoshiki gets everything he's ever wanted (bf hikaru, qpp 'hikaru') #光が死んだ夏 #thesummerhikarudied

tshd spoilers give me a chance and i'll make it right #光が死んだ夏 #thesummerhikarudied

Im so sad I couldnt get tickets to see Sleep Token in Philly later this month...I JUST WANTED TO SEE VESSEL DO HIS LITTLE DANCEY DANCE ON STAGE IS THAT SO MUCH TO ASK 😭

BOY FRIENDS 😤 (I was so worried I wasn’t going to get them because of 🍊 fuckwad but they arrived I’m so happy 😭)

TW: ED/OCD . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Does anyone else like get triggered when a restaurant you go to has the calories on full display in like HUGE shaming letters? Bruh I just want to eat a quesadilla I dont need to be reminded of how many numbers it will cost me... 😔

Ahh yes a shirt made just for me

Some #yoshikaru test doodles as I get used to drawing them :3c #tshd #hgsn #thesummerhikarudied

Kpdh 5th and final part. 🔥: This is what I am! Look at me! 💔 The girls hugging will never not be emotional to me 🥲 And doomed yaoi gets a kiss in this movie version. #art

Kinda fucked realizing someone you cared for so intensely was most likely your twin flame but that it was necessary to break the toxic cycles you were in even if the whole event upheaved your life and hurt worse than anything else you’ve ever gone through 🫠

A late birthday gift for my friend @cinnabunniie.bsky.social I love you so much Bun Bun! I wanted to practice a bit of chibi style! I hope you like it! ❤️

Did I show you guys the Sleep Token bunny that @aemaris.bsky.social made for me? 🥺🩷🩷🩷

[Soyama Twins AU] The twins yearbook probably 😂 #akaza #hakuji #kny

If any of you here like #akaren or #renkaza and you use Tumblr or Twitter, head on over there because we posted the prompts for Akaren Week!!! Its the 3rd year of Akaren Week!! Cheer !! www.tumblr.com/akarenweek?s... x.com/AkarenWeek?t...

Everyone is invited over for snuggles and kisses cause I need some = 3=;

Why am I getting my period a WEEK EARLY WHAT GIVES 💀

The girlies are saying goodbye to summer! ;3 #akaren #renkaza #kny #demonslayer

Soyama twins AU 🥹 From babies to young adults. #art

Birthday tattoo reveal! 😍 Totoro tootoorooooo!

Kpdh AU part 4 Shinobu on a skateboard! 🛹 I couldn't make up my mind about Kyo's hair style so I kept swapping in between canon and Rumi's braid, I like both, both is good 😊 #art

EVERYONE LOOK AT THIS RIGHT NOW

It my born day :3 shhhhhh don’t tell anyone Im 35 😅

Been holding this one for a while! A small illustration that inspired me to do a AkaRen Yuri comic 🤭 pg 1/9 Ill post the rest of it tomorrow on my birthday so stayed tuned into this post 👀 #kny #akaren #renkaza

Loving yourself and allowing yourself to be loved after a lifetime of trauma is…difficult. But I think the best thing I can give myself this year is that grace. I will allow myself to be loved. Even if it’s still sort of uncomfortable. Thank you all so much. I love you guys. 🩷

Well. Didn’t know someone in my family gave out my address. Came home to a letter from an address I didn’t recognize. My mind immediately went to “Mom” and sure enough…now she knows where I live so that’s great…she keeps sending my money I DONT WANT HER MONEY I started to panic so I had to put the

I wish I was a skinny androgynous twink but I’m more like a chubby androgynous teddy bun owo;

If you haven’t heard much from me I’m sorry. My meds made the tism isolation worse and tbh I am not doing well mentally. I don’t even have the spoons to go to work but I have to at least stretch myself to do that if nothing else. I’m so sick of waking up in hell.

猗窩煉❄️🔥ァク⭐️並べました！