Im so cooked at this new job, omfg

I giveup, this weekend was okay but round 2 at the bar alone screwed with my self esteem. I miss the old me. How I didnt care about what others thought and didnt need thier attention to feel good about myself. I used to enjoy being me, I didnt need someones love because I knew how to love myself. ❤️‍🩹

Im gonna drill my head with a power drill bitches. Ive been eating, drinking water, taking my meds, but my fucking brain still chooses to be retarded. Can't even enjoy my weekends anymore lmao

Haha omg my brain is sooo warped. Maybe i'll get some shrooms and fuck myself up even more. This is it hahahaha

It sucks not having control over your brain, lately feels like my mind is turning out for the worst. I can barely function today, I hope i'll feel more like myself soon.

Got to fight this bastard today #ff7rebirth

Back on my meds, somewhat feel better, but my mental health took a toll. Picking up the pieces but feel like im a bird trapped in a cage.

Argj im so tired, also update i stopped tsking my meds and after drinking i feel the effects more lmao

Growing up is realizing you'll never feel care free as before, so weed gonna be in your pocket 24/7. No wonder half my friends smoke.

I'm so done with my job

☣i have two side

"Your a great guy" i am now huh. Did you think that before leading me on, followed by telling me we have bad communication and 0 chemistry. I call you out and yet all you can do is simply say sorry and brush my concerns under the rug! I hope you pull this shit with the wrong person and regret it.

I was so anxious about this person because after hanging out they immediately changed. They seemed so interested, but now act like i dont exist. im happy to say that i dont think about them much anymore. But im curious, did I like them and move on or was I not as interested in them as i thought.

Any sexy bears here? 😉 free cuddles and honey

So far this year has been a roller coaster, but it's been a learning experience for me.

God puking fron drinking sucks ass, felt like my chest was boiling

People are telling me ill find the right person when i least expect it. Watch i'm gonna jynx myself lol.

Cant wait to play this!

They should add a achievement for completing final fantasy 13 without the crystarium. It's do able.

My work buddies just surprised me with a little happy birthday muffin and singed to me! 🥹 fucking love that.

Im so ready for the weekend. Usually work doesn't stress me out but its been bad. Last week I had to stay almost 3 hours late and now I'm expected to meet an impossible quota. Idc anymore, im gonna go in, do my job, and leave on time.

Happy to say I have a boyfriend, I can't wait to see him again. I think it will work out. ^^ Just need to either man up and tell my parents or lay low about it till I move out. Sucks that i cant tell my parents but idk how they'll react. Oh well, what can ya do =/

Testing Testing

Phone wont post gifs on here so I download them, but still doesn't work. Oh well 😵‍💫

I need to stop drinking, i feel so dead. Granted I drank a lot saturday and tuesday but im thinking I should have waited a bit longer.

In my goofy ahh serial experiment Lain phase, aka my stupid ass tells you to ditch windows 11 and install arch linux or windows 7

Why tf did i think it was a good idea to take an edible last night. 😵‍💫😵‍💫 shit was only 5mg and I got knocked the fuck out.

Wanna know whats worse? Having to listen to these retards for half an hour while we sit in idle because our fucking movie isnt playing. These people in front of us are snorting like pigs, can you start the fucking movie already?!

At theater to watch sonic 3, better fucking have black doom. Update: smelly retardsare coming in hot

Im feeling crazy and might install warp os/2 after work. I watched a video showcase of it from 1995 and the sound effects are like something out of matrix. Must have

I love it when someone decides to match with me on a dating site even though I block them on every social media. It's over between us and it has been for 2 years, FUCKING MOVE ON ALREADY!

Im seriously freaking out, why did it have to happen at work. 😵‍💫