It’s a haunting yet comforting feeling, nearly two years after being ghosted by my best friend of 15 years, to finally have the realisation that I have a new best friend. And she’s great. I’ll miss my ex best friend forever, but I’m not alone anymore.

Now my US fyp is repeating the same 10ish videos over and over, and the rest are russian. My UK fyp remains normal, with an extra emphasis on UK videos. American content is being suppressed. Wonder why 😒

Not to be a conspiracy theorist but tiktok is “down” on my US based account but working perfectly fine on my UK based account

The supermarket I work at seems to have a swiftie on payroll because they play SO MANY taylor songs, along with Gracie and Sabrina. Today I’ve heard It’s Time to Go and Elizabeth Taylor, which seem like rather obscure songs for a supermarket playlist 😭

“don’t take more than the recommended dose of painkillers” well then i guess you should prescribe me something stronger that’s safer because I cannot live with this excruciating pain nonstop so ill be taking painkillers

Imagine your new hire has been in pain for two days due to a tooth extraction (that she had done right before coming into work mind you) to the point where she’s delirious and crying multiple times and your thought process is “yep, seems like a good time to have you start running the store!”

I gotta be honest I really did not expect the hardest thing I’d experience moving to the UK is navigating retail jobs over here 🫠 They won’t hire me for anything less than a supervisor position because of my experience, yet every time I start a supervisor job they act like i can’t do it /1

Genuinely trying so hard not to crash out over just having a JOB. That I WANTED. I’m not built for capitalism.

Talk all the shit you want about Matty Healy but he let that woman shine. Joe dulled her shine, Travis is just taking it for himself. Sorry but the fact that this docu-series seems to be half about him and tayvis stans are like “thats what it’s all about she’s in looove” /1

please please please

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I’m going crazy omg please answer meeeeee

have a new job that makes me absolutely miserable. haven’t heard from the two jobs I really truly want. Can’t even play a game I want to play before bed because my computer just decides it doesn’t want to work properly today. really about to lose it tbh.

I’m rewatching Hannah Montana and I’d like to double down on my theory that her secret life is the same as Taylor being queer and all her songs are about that and there was probably a group of people screaming about it and they got called weirdos and creeps for thinking that lmao

I just saw a tiktok where a girl was scraping together popcorn and vitamins and a few peanuts to have for dinner and then the very next tiktok was a woman saying “we’re a full size candy bar for halloween household” while pulling out boxes of candy bars and the dystopian whiplash that gave me i-

I’m not sure how I did at my interview but please yall help me manifest this job that would be a lifesaving amount of money 😭🙏

it’s funny that i got fired and now im so overwhelmed with possible job opportunities that i feel sick. I’m glad they fired me because there’s so much better out there for me.

somebody tell me it’s important to prioritise myself

I accepted a job offer and i start in less than a week but after I accepted i got invited to other interviews and i am extremely nauseous at the possibility of getting offered and wanting to accept those jobs instead what do i do

Even as a Taylor Swift fan i’m annoyed at interviewers asking people that barely have anything to do with her about her. Like they don’t want to talk about her bro ask them about THEM

I’m tired of delivery people straight up lying. I’ve been home all day and i get a “your package couldn’t be delivered because no one was home” like just say you couldn’t do your job in time, why are you just lying

fr someone needs to make a website like doesthedogdie but it’s like so you can check if the emo band you’re about to listen to has any SA/pedo allegations

I may be a swiftie but i’m ALSO an emo kid who’s tearing up watching one of the few bands that doesn’t have allegations and thinking “it’s just a matter of time until someone comes out with one” so don’t think i don’t know pain lmfao

Cancel me for saying this but i’m getting really tired of “listen to poc” when the claims they’re making are literally just a lack of media literacy and a witch hunt against a pop star that they’ve decided they don’t like. And most poc i’ve seen are calling yall crazy so i’ll listen to them.

genuinely such a horrible feeling to be really sad and not be able to tell anyone that you’re sad because it might inconvenience them

the taylor swift is racist allegations are driving me up the wall like yall are ACTUALLY in some sort of delusional psychosis idc. There’s enough valid criticisms about Taylor you can complain abt without literally falling down the delulu rabbit hole yall please get a grip

I feel like the amount of interviews she’s doing with this album says a lot. When’s the last time she sat down multiple times to tell us the “meanings” of all the songs? And why is she doing this on the most shallow album lyrically she’s ever had? Idk just interesting

the public travvy relationship is frying my brain because the eldest daughter bridge is so beautifully sapphic and i was out here not enjoying it because all i could think about was that ugly man

“actually romantic is homophobic” if it was homophobic there’s no chance in hell she would ever imply that she is turned on by it or into it. It’s not homophobic it is GAY shut up If yall got over your bias assuming every pretty white blonde girl is straight you wouldn’t sound so stupid

Ayo do we remember that she was getting tested on and receiving shock therapy in the Fortnight music video?? This album is post lobotomy Taylor. Its the end of fortnight when she’s all “happy”

“I don’t like father figure the “dick” line is just too much for me” and then their favorite song is wood

I’m absolutely losing it, i accidentally made a cancelled music video by playing Infinity Nikki while listening to the album please watch this i can’t stop laughing

Respectfully if anyone that follows me is THIS chronically online and insane please go ahead and block me. I hate the trad wife song as much as the next person but please get an actual grip

When she mashed IDSB with Cassandra and Mad Woman is this what she meant

I got the video of her motioning taking the ring off 🙂‍↕️🙌🏻

idk why i’m consistently surprised at the lack of media literacy and critical thinking in the swiftie fandom

Showgirl = being out of the closet

I saw someone on tiktok share their theory that Eldest Daughter has cringey lyrics because it’s the eldest daughter trying to sound “young and cool” when telling her younger siblings that she’s not actually as strong as she tries to act. So i’m gonna take potential travvy out of it and listen /1

It’s actually pissing me off that everyone interprets cancelled as praising maga etc. Like how do yall not see that as New Romantics part 2?? She’s talking about her and her friends being always being demonised and targeted yall please that song is so baddie leave it alone

i cannot handle some of these people on tiktok man like please go outside and touch grass and breathe air you are seriously stressing me tf out

every time i hear The Fate of Ophelia and she says “pledge allegiance to your hands, your team, your vibes” my brain ALWAYS replaces “vibes” with “thighs” and tell me that’s not only much better but also gay

There’s like a very small niche group of gaylors that’s share similar opinions about this album to me and it’s hell listening to anyone else talk about it. The people finding any little thread they can pull to come up with a reason Taylor is problematic again and the people giddy about travis. kms

Ugh i need more gaylors up and yapping because i need more of the “Actually romantic is sapphic enemies to lovers” and less of the “she killed charlie with this”

So one of my biggest takeaways from this album is that- even though this album is clearly trying to portray how ~in love~ she is with travvy… it did the absolute opposite to me. We know how the girl writes when she’s in love, and that’s NOT it.

alright i’m going back to bed wake me up if anything happens

Here’s my first listen ranking if anyone cares

I have so many thoughts and so little time

Wood sounds like a lesbian trying to write a Sabrina Carpenter song and that’s all i have to say at the moment

lowkey getting annoyed at being told to make every decision and then my decisions being disagreed with. Like bro i asked you

I must have done a gooood job at blocking the hetlors on tiktok. I’ve only seen a handful of homophobic tiktoks since the announcement.