Lowkey I’m starting to hate all the sex scenes in the Heated Rivalry books. Like we get it, you boys are horny 🙄 I want the plot!! Tell me about closeted queers!! Tell me about the coming out process!! I want more of that!!

It’s been 2 weeks since I’ve had any weed and I’m sleeping like I have ADHD again 😭 so very tired

My fiancé just had to bring me toilet paper in the bathroom and he just gave me the entire 12 roll package unopened 😂 it do be a Wednesday night

I’m craving a hotel breakfast so freaking bad right now omg 😭 I want a crispy ass Belgium waffle with a fat stack of scrambled eggs that have been sitting under a heat lamp with ketchup all over them and three kinds of cereal in one bowl and two many pastries that I’ll put in my purse for later

i’ve learned more about queerness + queer history from being a taylor swift fan than any other facet of my life and i’ll always be grateful for that but it’s also funny bc if i said that to literally any non-gaylor they wouldn’t believe me bc the “straightest woman alive” could never

For a girl with trypophobia I sure do love chia pudding

You guys I still haven’t watched episode 6 of the doc oops

So have there been any movements today from our Tily ladies?

Happy 1/27 everyone!! And happiest of birthdays to Lily Donaldson!! No matter your relationship with Taylor, past present or future, you have been so chaotic and fun to watch and certainly a muse of the highest ranks 🫶🏻 thanks for sitting in the trenches with us, and swinging for the fences with us ✨

Wait you guys 😭

The more I learn about Travis the more he reminds me of the 27 year old guy I went out with when I was 19 and I do not mean this as a compliment thanks

Margot Robbie is producing a movie based on a book by my favorite author scuse me I may not survive that 😭 (My Year of Rest and Relaxation by Ottessa Moshfegh)

The interview went well! I think I’ll hear back sometime this week!! 🤞🏻😁

I have a job interview in less than an hour, wish me luck!! ✨🤞🏻

I got a new sleep headband today and I loooooove it. It has the speakers in it like my old one but it’s the cushiest eye mask I’ve ever seen and so soft and the sound quality is actually amazing and it’s pink 😭 brb boutta sleep real good

I found a newspaper clipping of an obituary in my Emily Dickinson collection book from 1959 of a man who had connections to 3 towns that are very important to me across 3 different states, an he’s buried 16 minutes from my house. What a weird serendipitous finding, I’m gonna go visit his grave.

I just realized I have a 1933 copy of Virginia Woolf’s novel Flush: A Biography which is a fictionalized life of the real poet Emily Barrett Browning’s dog 😭 Woolf is just like us for real, like it’s basically fan fiction 😭 there’s even a picture of the dog inside 😭

TW: Epstein This might be on Libby at your library by the way, I’m starting my listen today. Feels like an important text that’ll be studied for a long time.

Do we have any writers in the house?? I was thinking it would be fun to start a virtual gaylor writing workshop! We would share writing like short stories, essays, chapters, etc. and give feedback! I ran one in the last town I lived in but this community is so smart I would love to do it with you 🩵📌

Drove by a papa john’s while listening to femininomenom today

Reading people’s thoughts about The Texts and just read one where someone, who was defending Taylor, was calling Blake “ambitious and annoying.” It’s so sexist that those terms go together for women and makes me want to rip my hair out because of how these ideas manifest internally for me

I wish that all the music wrapped stuff would tell you which songs made you turn the volume up when they came on the most

Fuck it’s so good shut up Harry I love you

I haven’t listened to Harry’s song yet (just got home from work) but of course people are complaining 🙄 I can’t remember the last time we had a single or album release from Taylor or Harry or anyone where people were normal 🫠 maybe Subway by Chappell??

My sister had her baby 6 minutes ago and everyone’s healthy 😭 I have a new nephew!! 🩵

I woke up in a panic today thinking it was the 28th and I missed Lily’s birthday for some reason 😭😂

If Taylor comes out, do you think her sound will change more than it does between eras?

The last 48 hours have been insane and I don’t know how I’m going to sleep tonight because my brain is putting so may pieces together but I guess it’s time to try so goodnight to the skyline I love you 😘

Okay with all the Larry talk and Haylor being brought back up and just *gestures broadly* I need everyone to stop what they’re doing and read the lyrics to Perfect by One Direction even if you already know this song (especially if you don’t) because it’s the biggest co-bearding song ever to exist 🧵

You guys are all so smart and perceptive and I love this community so much 🫶🏻

Wait who has the Mean Girls theory because this is wild and probably exactly what they wanted 😭

Wait I’m sorry I’m just seeing this and I’m having an aneurysm. How much weight are we giving these rumors???

Also what is this gif, it’s giving me such an ick with the caption 😂

I fear my gaylor hyperfixation is back up to full blast with everything happening around her right now 😅 just when I feel like taking a break she pulls me right back in

So much music to listen too, so little time 😮‍💨

Okay honestly these texts got me thinking about CANCELLED!! because of that lyric “did you bring a tiny violin to a knife fight” and like maybe I haven’t been seeing the perspective of this song correctly? My brain isn’t capable of analysis currently but it’ll ruminate

i’ll do anything for you !!

Sometimes (all the time) I still can’t believe that Margaret Qualley is married to Jack Antonoff. Like do you think he calls her Maggie? Or Mags? Or maybe Peggy? Omg she’d be such a cute Peggy 😍 [gay]

I was doing yoga with my client today, a 6 year old autistic boy, and we did cow pose (which I put a picture of for reference) and he got on my back and did cow pose ON me 😭 I was laughing so hard we almost fell over

Wait the texts between Blake and Taylor are SO FUNNY 😭

Wait shut the fuck up no way. I can’t believe we’re watching all this live.

Ribs by Lorde can heal anything and getting to dance to it live with my favorite person ever is something I think I’ll always cherish 🫶🏻

Texts with bae

It’s been 4 days now since I had weed which is the longest break I’ve had in like 3 and a half years (lol) but honestly I feel …great? Not sleeping as well but a lot of other things are better!

White people don’t have culture? Oh, okay, then I guess you can have your Nickelback! 🙄 *hums Rockstar*

Does anyone know of any good interviews with Rachel Reid? I’m curious about how she came up with the ideas for the Game Changer series and what it’s like for a woman to dive into gay relationships like this!

Grabbed a flyer for drag bingo in my neighborhood and the queen who’s hosting is named Quesa D’Mondays 😭 I love drag names

Has anyone listened to this album, Sometimes I Sit and Think, And Sometimes I Just Sit by Courtney Barnett? Because even though it’s 11 years old I just found it and I LOVE her lyrics so much, they’re so corny and fun but lowkey deep? Anyway, very much recommend 🫶🏻

I’m on book 4 of the heated rivalry books and I love love love Ilya so much just so everyone knows 🫶🏻