// zenos' excuse of typing in uppercase is that it's a pain in the ass to have to backspace am uppercase I on the phone and make it lowercase without auto-correct being a bitch. and he has big hands so he definitely makes typos so he can't turn it off. such is life

perhaps it is true. perhaps i was truly lacking. perhaps i underperformed. hm. though hindsight is clear in the passage of time, i see now where i could have done better. impossible to rectify as of yet, but perhaps.. a secondary option.

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banana bread.

anyway,

it does the job.

@menphinasscorn.bsky.social \Gripping her head.\

hm.

consume gods.

// zenos doing weird 4th wall breaks is always so funny. He's so uncharacteristically funny, just doing shit and not even cracking a smile like it's normal. He'd reach through your screen and just look around and go back like he didn't just fucking do that and never bring it up again

// you will observe her.

what a horrid topic.

i see.

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// you will observe her.

ensure that you remain in good standing with my sister. if ever i am to learn such is not the case, your life will be offered.

my flowers grew.

// Zenos finding discomfort recalling the abuse he suffered in learning and really just wanting to chalk it up to "I'm better because of the way I suffered."

sdiybt.

// Zenos vc: I need it to be disgusting.

the sex should be so transcendental, so divine and abstract that we devolve in the very nature of man, to an amoeba of concept that disrupts the very idiosyncratic formula that shapes a person to the core of their flare, their vigor, their energy.

// old threads are old but not dead, I'll get to them when I feel up to it

i am aware i have been away. no i will not be returning. cry.

Zenos was ridiculous for the whole."I have to start the final days to get your attention" shtick. He could have just taken his shirt off and jiggled something.

random 2 am zenos sketches bc i couldn't sleep #ffxivart #zenosyaegalvus

dead man walking #zenosyaegalvus #ffxiv #ffxivart

look at our crowned prince dawg we goin to hell #zenosyaegalvus #ffxivart #ffxiv

I really struggle asking, but I need help. By Sunday, im going to be homeless, and im struggling to find a place in a rising rental market. I've got some saved up from comms but not nearly enough for a security deposit and bond with the current market and need some help whilst i find emergency stay

// yeah he's incredibly tall as fuck but there is not a single moment he won't ever want to kneel before his lover, take their hand, and kiss it as if sworn fealty to their life is the order he grants with that kiss

i have no prose to offer to you all today. merely a reminder that there exists something of great endearment to me that i shall one day bring forth. that time is not now.

// when you get reminded about something and then it positively broils you inside. anyway, I'm feeling my Zenos muse today. Expect awful

Seven hells-

//just thought I’d share since my paycheck is going to be short this month unfortunately. Would really appreciate any sort of help ;3;

// though I'm not often on this man, my edge will never change with him, thankfully. he will always be weird and a freak bitch

spirits forbid a white boy possesses a vibe.

// zenos: says all that translation: I should go fishing

beasts of waves call to me. a siren song of death, despair and gripping morbidity. a culling of such collection, impossibility of otherwise failure. and soon, dine, shall we, of meats so fresh and raw that we exist as the evolution that we co-exist towards.

now i must away.

mine and yours alike understand this dance, how cleanliness is but a disrespect. how yet we stain our hearts of each other in essence of heart and soul. that our clash of power string together our fate once more, puppeteering our love evermore.

i do not rinse my greatsword with water. i do not wipe it down with a cloth. i doubly enjoy the metallic taste of metals when i lick blood from my blade. i am no poor man's fool to desecrate a worthy opponent by merely cleaning my blade. my foe and i are but one, bathed in blood and matrimony.

miscellaneous galvus family doodles

Fuck you, Varis. (For Father's Day. She learned foul language.)

// I should take this mans dick out one day

// Zenos being 26 is always so funny because he's both and edgy teen and a Shakespearean bastard of eld at the same time. Plus, a childhood non-existent and forced to be an adult and possess no whimsy and wonder will get this man feeling far older than he should

// tempted to do a funny with this man

💛 #Zenos #ffxiv