it sure is.

// being on zenos and seeing the chaos cause i follow most of the ascians and garleans on here, then going to ingrid and it's just chill will always be funny to me

nary a moment left untethered. how apt.

some time again in this body.

I'm still waiting for my new iPad's screen protector to arrive, but my comms are open on Vgen. Custom requests might be limited soon since I'd like to focus on Valentine's themed requests and gauge interest for custom keychains. 🥹💖 ↻ + ♡︎ is highly appreciated vgen.co/tessaraven

tangled.

Resuming the $5 random doodles, health issues be damned. Mother has no interest in helping me with anything and I've got shit I need to buy that insurance doesn't cover. I'd also like to be able to get myself something for christmas/birthday because in her words, I'm a waste of money. 🙃

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// hey bsky, give me my fucking notifications back, thanks

shopping tomorrow. it has been since time since this body and clothes are quite a necessity.

// any chance for Zenos to sprinkle in trauma nonchalantly will always be my lifeblood.

// replies a little later, I'm v sleepy at work and it's hard to focus

taking this form once more is quite the spectacle, one might say. though, the experience within the same body is similar to that of the past. flattering.

hm.

Her imagination is telling her it probably looks weird.

// zenos' excuse of typing in uppercase is that it's a pain in the ass to have to backspace am uppercase I on the phone and make it lowercase without auto-correct being a bitch. and he has big hands so he definitely makes typos so he can't turn it off. such is life

perhaps it is true. perhaps i was truly lacking. perhaps i underperformed. hm. though hindsight is clear in the passage of time, i see now where i could have done better. impossible to rectify as of yet, but perhaps.. a secondary option.

🎨: sikiso It's getting colder!!!! Kotatsu season!!! #xiithposting #asazumi

banana bread.

anyway,

it does the job.

@menphinasscorn.bsky.social \Gripping her head.\

hm.

consume gods.

// zenos doing weird 4th wall breaks is always so funny. He's so uncharacteristically funny, just doing shit and not even cracking a smile like it's normal. He'd reach through your screen and just look around and go back like he didn't just fucking do that and never bring it up again

// you will observe her.

what a horrid topic.

i see.

I'm going to try and open Ko-fi commissions this month. Chronic illness has made things difficult, but I finally have insurance again. Unfortunately, my funds are rapidly draining. If anyone wishes to support or share this post, it would be greatly appreciated. ❤️ ko-fi.com/tessaraven

// you will observe her.

ensure that you remain in good standing with my sister. if ever i am to learn such is not the case, your life will be offered.

my flowers grew.

// Zenos finding discomfort recalling the abuse he suffered in learning and really just wanting to chalk it up to "I'm better because of the way I suffered."

sdiybt.

// Zenos vc: I need it to be disgusting.

the sex should be so transcendental, so divine and abstract that we devolve in the very nature of man, to an amoeba of concept that disrupts the very idiosyncratic formula that shapes a person to the core of their flare, their vigor, their energy.

// old threads are old but not dead, I'll get to them when I feel up to it

i am aware i have been away. no i will not be returning. cry.

Zenos was ridiculous for the whole."I have to start the final days to get your attention" shtick. He could have just taken his shirt off and jiggled something.

random 2 am zenos sketches bc i couldn't sleep #ffxivart #zenosyaegalvus

dead man walking #zenosyaegalvus #ffxiv #ffxivart

look at our crowned prince dawg we goin to hell #zenosyaegalvus #ffxivart #ffxiv

I really struggle asking, but I need help. By Sunday, im going to be homeless, and im struggling to find a place in a rising rental market. I've got some saved up from comms but not nearly enough for a security deposit and bond with the current market and need some help whilst i find emergency stay

// yeah he's incredibly tall as fuck but there is not a single moment he won't ever want to kneel before his lover, take their hand, and kiss it as if sworn fealty to their life is the order he grants with that kiss

i have no prose to offer to you all today. merely a reminder that there exists something of great endearment to me that i shall one day bring forth. that time is not now.