Physically tweaking because I have this need to see RB speaks in Louisiana Cajun French but idk French at all so I can't even write comic pages about about IT LMAO

Showing everyone my age

Hmmghhhh I wanna pick up my GG fanbook manuscripts again but work... And I have a Web ONLY event on October later...

Oh oops completely forgot about this lol this listing ends in less than 17 days so like get em if you wanna~!!

Mentally preparing myself for 2x2 because I know this will take me so far back to my nightmare 2011-2012 era

The funniest thing happened last Sunday like idk why my mind was disassociating really hard (probably cause of my meds) but I opened the fridge and mindlessly chug half a bottle of cough medicine, luckily I realized what I had done and immediately purge my entire stomach content 🫪

Was planning to booth for CF (My) this year but I looked at flight ticket prices in December and just went NAH... lmao fuel surcharges are CRAZY rn

I said my workload is not crazy anymore and then suddenly I have 8 assets I need to deliver by 27th LMAO?????????

Never opening collage style commissions again lmao the way I just realized I've been drawing 8-10 drawings per piece for 60 bucks...no wonder I was so stressed out...

Finally changed my job (last week actually lol)!!!! The workload eased up significantly 😭😭😭 Can't believe I've put up with such an impossible schedule for YEARS... I finally have time to fully tackle just my back logs today.

How am I not dead from work yet, incredible

Survived Saturday last minute deadlines 😭

I just got off an evening meeting man what do you mean my two other jobs just gave me new deadlines due Saturday afternoon IT'S MIDNIGHT NOW???

I frew up so badly my stomach acid corroded my tongue I think my GERD is trying to make a comeback

Honestly even now I still kind of think that my artstyle is just, mediocre... Maybe... I don't really have as much confidence as I used to, nowadays I just doodle mindlessly...

Dorohedoro Season 2 first 3 episode started great I'm so happy 😭😭😭😭

I wanna make RBJyuji standee but idk what concept to do...

I headcanon that Caldwell was the main blood supplier for Dr. T's early stages of necroraise procedures because that's the only plausible explanation that I could think of on why Grave can only use Mika's blood (which establishes Mika as Caldwell's true biological daughte)

I'll do a proper announcement and set up the graphics again later 💀 but I finally got the time to put up some Angel Babes stuff on my acgg00ds store!! It's nothing much but if you wanna get a thing or two, it's up on there until 6/6... ▼▼▼ Store Link ▼▼▼ acggoods.com/store/cerebr...

Also I dug through my old inventory stash (because I was hospitalized/warded last year so it was just chucked to the corner) Apparently I have still have some amount of tristamp Vash, Kni and Ww plushies in stock + other acrylic merchandise... I should open another clear out sale soon...

*Tries to draw white haired Ww* Me: Jyuji...

Survived my 6 deadlines today but at what cost... I have 2 new ones before the day even ended... 😭

😭😭😭😭😭😭 Help I ended up falling ill the entire weekends wtf... My plans all went out the window...

I can do it..!!! Just have to struggle a bit more for the remainder of this month!!!!! My mood stabilizers are working on double dosage for now!!

I have like 5 illustrations due next week (and the sketches of them due tomorrow for review) but I think I can finally slot Friday to finish all my backlogged VGen commissions (I've never stopped thinking about them since day 1)

Would any of you still want Angel Babes stuff? 💦

The prices are like steep but I've set it near the minimum price, idk if I'm overcharging or not... 🥺

I'll put up some Trigun stuff up once I'm not dead from work..........

Just set up some items of my OCs~ If you'd like a sticker or a phone charm of them, they're now available for order! acggoods.com/store/cerebr...

New meds been making it hard for me for toilet business 💀 there's always a drawback to any concoction prescribed to me why can't there just be a miracle thing that just fixes my neurotransmitters without messing with my other bodily functions 😭

Did the most outrageous thing and sent in my resignation letters to all my current jobs so I don't have to work so much. Only just have to slave away until May and after that I can pick up after my backlog Just got a new full-time job working in game dev too, I don't have to work 3 jobs anymore 🥺

Hmmm since I have an acg/goods store now, are people interested in my past Trigun stuff as Merch? Since a lot of my merch plans were canceled because I got too sick to manage inventory, I can set my old artworks up as stickers and keychains etc for sale

Stargaze was just... okay Was hoping they'd do something interesting with the premise (because I really like the supplementary world building materials accompanying Stampede) but somehow the characters I was hoping to have more part in were just tossed aside It's just meh to me (shockingly...

I will..!! Try my best again this month!!!!!!

I guess on a positive note new meds do work for the most part I used to manic buy things and food but now I don't have the inclination as frequently anymore And since the entire household's diet changed to accommodate for my mom's pre-diabetic diagnosis, the new med makes me lose my appetite lol

White hair ww is just Jyuji isn't it

It's so weird how bsky would auto mod my not really nsfw artwork just as it's posted but then completely ignores all the real life buttholes and naked furries I've unconsented to stumble upon here................

there is so much uncensored nsfw popping up again. oh my lord. please tag your nsfw... not that i have anything against it but i just would like to consent to seeing it ok . not get flashed during my morning coffee

Anyways video gaming posting aside I'M MISSING MY OTP HOURS... I had a thought that if RB ever got the chance to touch someone, he would probably go and shake Jyuji's hand first and foremost (as an excuse to hold his hand)

All the Gungrave games are very mechanically sloggish to play through and I don't blame people who don't enjoy them at all, I've survived through all of them from the sheer power of delusion and otakuism

Grave can tank a lot of bullets hitting him right?? If he has enough of Mika's blood in him, he can constantly regenerate himself nonstop Jyuji is also capable of doing it to a certain threshold, since he's only a half deadman, his regeneration rate is slower

THINKING OF... LIMBS GETTING TORN OFF... I wonder if deadmen could stitch themselves back up biologically Grave is an absolute unit that wears tons of layered leather so the possibility of him losing a limb is practically zero but Jyuji on the other hand hmmmm m mm m

What do you mean tsundere tops are not common..??? 5 of my OTPs have tsundere tops...

Okay but this is wolfwood

Mmghhhhh hh h wanna be an openly NSFW art account again but at the same time I'm also shy about it because I feel like I'm not good at talking about NSFW with people, I just draw and then leave...

Me, wakes up: my deadlines My brain running on a unicycle: You desire to draw your uncle waif in promiscuous situations

I have to shape up and get healthy again I can't!!! Be a menhera mess!!!! When the game comes out!!!!!! I need to get better!!! For my uncle waifu!!!!

I still miss the old visual style though... I'm not really a big fan of the triple A-esque realistic models but hey I'll take any new content of my waif!!!

It only took us what- 18? years to see Jyuji in a game again lmao he wasn't even in the other collab stuff but as asset icons sksndkdnej