I think I am the only Spike Hubie fan in existence right now because I can't find any fan art or fan fiction featuring him...

Mika's one year old brother

I have one last vetting gig this week and then I'm free from the 7 days a week workload... Time to work on what was long overdue...

me: I want to die also me: wait I have debts I need to pay it off 6 more years

🥺 I have 6 years and 1 month left to pay off all my student debt huhuhu I just have to work a bit harder...!

Haven't suffered from GERD in over 3 months I think my throat is recovering nicely because I tried to sing today and I don't sound like I'm dying anymore

Ik I'm overtaken by the kdkverse brainrot right now but I'm getting the feeling that I'm going to cycle back go my nightowverse brainrot once next month arrives... My gut feeling is telling me I will go back to being insane about gungrave soon...

Thinking of splitting with my little sister and co-own a switch 2 together because I kind of want pokopia 😭😭😭😭😭

The sculpture broke off because the cats knocked em down (missing knife) but I repainted it with better contrast

my neck hurts so much hhggghhhh

I'm on -10000000 energy level lately but I think I can tackle one overdue commission from my backlog today... Please don't let anything happen that will ruin my entire will to live for the whole month 💀💀💀💀

Woke up at 6am to 8 separate deadlines due the end of today

Antis are so funny because I'd like to see if they'd keep up with the same rhetoric when they themselves "became too old for fandoms", if they suddenly shift their ideals then the whole morality performance was just for their own selfish convenience

Last year I learned how to fix extension cords, general electrical outlet & Gameboys, last month I learned how to do general maintenance for air conditioning units, fans &air filters, last week I learned how to fix/replace pipe heads & door knobs, today I learned how to fix the washing machine...

Maybe I just wanna reach 40 because it would be a huge milestone to me since I haven't managed to off myself despite my multiple attempts and hospitalizations so far

I'm auyghh HH h HH ahh hhhh ggggh hhhhh mmnghhh hmmghhhh (Eating meds)

Little sister: How are you pooping every morning? Me: How are you NOT popping every morning??

Actually I have my own headcanon personality for all the persona protags just as how I have a specific personality preference for the mainline protags (influenced by specific alignment)

On my smt mainline annual brainrot again because I found the P1 gay doujin made by the actual P1 mangaka themselves

RBJyuji... I need RBJyuji for sustenance... Someone spare me RBJyuji...

my hypomania ran for 3 days last week and yesterday I was so tired I barely did anything but lie on the floor but this morning i suddenly think im normal again and dunked my entire meds into the trash, guess who's the hypomanic idiot who's digging through their trash bin 5 hours later

one of my regular clients is on a hiatus break now, does that mean I finally have some amount of free time? (and a 200+ dollars loss of monthly income)

Drew my otp after 194847292727 months

aughh IM NORMAL!! IM NOTMAL!!!! IM NORMALL!!! i yell as i turn into a corncob

I THINK TODAY I CAN BE NORMAL (is on my rare dosage of Vicodin today)

V*2

Current life update (+ addressing owed commissions):

This manga feels so surreal... It has such a showa era vibe down to the gag but the publication started in 2020???

He is built like a piece of salmon

Carnally desiring a fic of Bunji calling Brandon "big bro" when they screw in a dingy motel to playfully torment him and Brandon just cringes through his boner PLEASE SOMEONE

👈 complaining but is still super excited and will be buying

Monkey paw moment where Gungrave IP has been revived and gets a content or two but I don't like how iggymob run IP at all hahahahaha but I am just a complaining customer though...at least new Gungrave content is still being made

It's nice that Grave doesn't fit into the gentle giant trope, he cares about his family yes and upholding fairness/justice yes but his root of regret as Brandon was always how easy it was for him to kill people without batting an eye. And he still won't change it because it's what he is made for

Bunji got thinner in GORE meanwhile Grave remains just as big... Ooof... Colossal unit Grave... Granted he's already big from the concept art (Brandon even towers over Mika by an entire torso height)

Every time I miss RB and Jyuji I get sad because I am practically one of the few people to draw them so much, which means if I want to see them I have to draw them myself...

[RB/Jyuji] Amongst all, there's you. privatter.me/page/67e6c70...

We don't know RB or Jyuji's height but I am obsessed with the idea of RB being slightly taller than Jyuji since I always draw RB being in the foreground to assert his extrovertness 😔

Atp I'm ready to just go in the red and refund everything but I don't wanna be the reason why projects are cancelled or delayed, that would ruin me much worse than being broke Aughh I feel so broken, like I can't function properly and it makes me so sad

I promise I'll work properly tomorrow... TT

生きて、苦しめ。 Instead of "Love and Peace", we get "Live and Suffer"

Super cool that they got the guy who did the mechanical designs in FLCL to sketch out that Stargaze visual poster hehehe

Got a package today (after it being kept in finnish customs for almost 2 months! 😭) But yayyy, the fellas are finally home! Wolfwood’s glasses dropped, but will have to put them back~ 🥰 such sweet squeezable friends~ thank you @yrk0001.bsky.social, they amazing 😊❤️✨✨

You think I'm done with my RBJy agenda? Nooo never

Rendered immobile from thinking how it's canon that every time Jyuji is upset or emotionally disturbed, he'd asked RB to play him some songs on the guitar

Praying that my clients will get distracted by monhun even longer so I can skip work one day 🤞🤞🤞🤞

Trying to think of a short 10 pager idea but I only have the vibes felt in my heart and not tangible on paper 😔😔😔😔

He's so stinkin' cute but the Patimon sub stat RNG is so not cute to me 💀

If I have all the time and health in the world, I wanna make a fanbook where I get to rewrite the scenarios in gungrave gore to my liking because every time I play UEE it kills me how terrible the writing is