I hope one day my kids realize that I worked constant 60+ hours a week so that they can always have an amazing Christmas. They deserve it though ❤️

Finished both classes this semester with As. Only two more classes to go 🥹

Going to try my best to not be depressed but I got turned down for the job. No official email but dashboard switched to no longer in consideration. This is just a serious blow to my self esteem.

Been really stressed out lately with waiting on job possibilities and school stuff being due(team projects are so gd annoying) But @neltruin.bsky.social got me final fantasy tactics Idk i love my friends

I dont think ive ever been so nervous.

Anyone have any job interview tips? :') my anxiety is gonna have me shaking.

Me, staring at my application, hoping the status moves 😭 anxietyyy

K9 posting closes tomorrow at midnight. Im having so much anxiety. I should know within the next few days if I have an interview.

I need to find an airport security screener, bus driver, truck driver, train conductor, ship crew member, or airplane pilot to interview for a paper 🫠 anyone?

My goal job opened finally. Application was sent in Sunday, hasnt been rejected yet which means its passed the computer scan. Posting closes the 25th. Let's goooooo 🤞

One of the work dogs had to be put to sleep today. To say I'm angry and upset is an understatement. I was supposed to do homework tonight, but all I've done is cry and be angry.

31 hours down, 14.5 more to go. I've walked over 23 miles in the last two days. My feets. They hurt.

My 13 hour day got turned into a 15 hour day 🫠

I dont think 300 characters is enough to fully express how much @mawmasoju.bsky.social means to me, let alone how much I love her You work so hard to help keep our family afloat and stable, even with all the things you're balancing in life. It doesn't go unnoticed. Happy anniversary, my stardust 🧡

This bitch got panda express without me. W O W. 🙄

Overtime hours were delayed dropping last night. I mightve fucked up and picked up too many hours in my tired state.. I probably shouldn't work 43 hours in a 3 day period huh....... ...but that paycheck tho.....

Son starts meds tomorrow for adhd. I feel bad, but also, I hate seeing him frustrated at himself. I can handle him being hyper and fidgety. But I cant handle him being upset at himself all the time 🥲

As much as im beating myself up for the fact my son needs to see a psychiatrist for ADHD and anxiety/depression signs, I have to take some pride that im doing something my parents never did for me- actually getting him an appointment for help. This stuff is genetic. And that's okay.

Got up. Went to work. Got extended so worked more. Came home. Went to the store. Picked up the kids from school. Made dogs homemade food cause one has the runs. Took kids to taekwondo. Came home & made dinner. I still have fucking homework to do. Im fucking exhausted.

Please do not perceive @mawmasoju.bsky.social she anxious

Honestly, security doesn't see many recognitions. I've gotten two in the last two days, and I wanna cry. I love some of the people I work with. Its also nice to feel appreciated.

I know I dont post here very often, but hoping people could share this; kids taekwondo academy is struggling and having a fundraiser to help stay open. Store link: fundraisingshoppingcart.com/store/seller... Alex's seller ID #: 00835237 Finn's seller ID #: 00665212 Please share if possible ;; ❤️ ty

Work has caused a lot of increased anxiety lately. From cast/management being on edge with us trying to fix staffing to guests just being extremely nasty lately. Im yelled at at least 3 times a day. It's mentally exhausting.

Remind me to never take a condensed class ever again. I have 3 days to write a speech, make a PowerPoint, and record it. Which wouldnt be hard if I didn't work full time and have kids 🫠 idk if im going to survive this one

Someone go see jurassic world with me so I dont need to see it alone 🥺

I can't wait for the day that im done with school and can stop panicking over how im going to finish assignments on time while working full time and being a parent 🫠

Also, work peeved me. Guests are getting more and more rude. Legit had someone refuse to stop when asked to go to the table to get checked. It was just an umbrella and I get it, it can be annoying- but if security tells you to stop then just stop man. Don't blow through and blatantly ignore us.

Capacitor blew on the AC. Repair guy was hours late. My bank account is crying. But at least I can fuckin SLEEP TONIGHT.

AC isn't working and I just want to cry :')

Happy Pride month to my wife <3 love you bb (: @mawmasoju.bsky.social 🎨 @minettefraise.bsky.social

Overheard two of my managers talking about how much they like me as a foreman(supervisor) 😭

It was nice to not have to read for hours for 2 weeks :') summer semester started way too fast 😭 this semester is criminal law and foundations of speech..

Excuse me while I sob cause anytime my cast members recognize me it MAKES ME CRY

I got a bird feeder with a camera as a birthday gift lmao it's been entertaining

My manager texted me happy birthday and I teared up cause I always have so much anxiety about if I'm doing okay at work idk. It's nice to know she doesn't hate me 😂

werewolf wives wednesday @mawmasoju.bsky.social n @neltruin.bsky.social uwu

Also trying to figure out what to do for my son's birthday. I feel bad cause what he wants to do isn't available for a few weeks(wants to go to typhoon lagoon) There's this titanic thing(yes he's obsessed with the titanic still) nearby but id have to go solo but ✨️anxiety✨️

My anxiety has been really high lately. Idk why. I guess I've just been super busy but not social and it eats at me. Work has also had me on edge lately.

I hate that I only have 6 classes left for school after this week. I could technically finish school by the end of the year but I feel that'd be too stressful to take on 3 classes again instead of 2 😩 but then my brain goes "but it's just one more class"

Been married to @mars-barks.bsky.social for 12 years now. Wild. Love you dumdum

I have a lot of imposter syndrome issues being in security, especially in being a supervisor in security. But in the last two days I feel I have finally shown myself that I AM good at this job and I do know what I'm doing.

Man, if it seems like a bad idea- maybe just don't???? Two CMs definitely fired cause I witnessed them do a big no-no on the cameras 🤷‍♀️ hate getting people in trouble but come on.

Those ears are trying 😂

I never "ropedrop" for anything. Today I did for rat pizza pin. Worth it.

Made the poor decision to do leg day. Legs are jello. Help.

Went to the gym for the first time in a few months. Ouch.

Cute silly art that @sparklymink.bsky.social got me ;w; ❤️❤️❤️

Had a good time hanging out with @wickedtoff.bsky.social , @neltruin.bsky.social , and Bianci today. Laika got to see her brother, Bean and go to her first dog park 🐶

Guess who is being referred to an electrophysiology cardiologist :') sigh.