hal🪽 probably going to be limiting myself to just a few accounts for a while . too many of our muses are linked .

[ a poem left on @eversohasty.bsky.social's bed. ]

͏͏͏͏͏͏͏͏͏͏͏͏ TEMPORARY PIN ͏͏͏͏͏͏͏͏͏͏͏͏

MMY BED

[ entering the cabin before seeing whatever the hell mokou and monika are doing before exiting again ]

i'm cis :( sorry :(

...... 👉👈

i'm alive , but part of me doesn't want to be .

hal🪽 HEY BUDDY

i don't know what i did to deserve all of this so suddenly , but ... to whoever or whatever is listening out there , thank you .

me and the bad bitches who are way out of my league that i pulled by being STUPID !!!!!!!!

@our-reality.bsky.social uuuuuhhh hey um . long time no see ?

moni ?????

[ flopping face first . groaaaannnnnnn ... ]

awawawa ... okay , fine .. can i still call you pretty , though ? beautiful ? gorgeous ? [ with every word , he accentuates each with a kiss . ]

hal🪽 mmmm i should use @introvertere.bsky.social again

super cute . incredibly cute . [ once mokou is sat beside him , claus wastes no time in wrapping an arm around them to pull them even closer . ] you should wear my clothes more often . .... especially considering , uh .. you just have a hospital gown .

[ whatever it is , it's cute . ] my cute little bug . [ blanket in place , he gestures for mokou to sit with him . ]

[ they look so cute .. damn it , he could just eat them up . ... what was he doing ? right . he's laying the blanket down . yeah . ] sorry , momo .. that's the smallest one i own . 💧

[ he's finally smiling again , even if it's small . he subconsciously wishes that mokou will keep the hoodie . ] isn't it ? maybe i could start a fire and we can sleep under the stars ..

one second – [ he disappears back inside for a short moment , returning with a spare hoodie and an old blanket . ] here . i figured we could sit on a blanket instead of the cold ground .

i know . i just .. want to be near you . [ that's not a complete lie . ]

you can stay outside as long as you don't mind me joining you .

.... can i at least convince you to wear one of my hoodies ?

momo . come inside ..

i need mokou . fuck .

Will you say my name Has the memory gone? Are you feeling numb? OR HAVE I BECOME INVISIBLE?

go away , then .

leave me alone .

....... why am i crying ?

i don't like what's at my core. pray to god to fix my soul. but i don't need god's forgiveness. I need yours.

but i falter on the forethought i keep on running like a chicken with its head cut off achromatic twisted aeronaut a BIRDBRAIN, baby, i don't know when i'm supposed to stop

Are you still there? Are you still you?

..... i feel sick .

— @previouslythedog.bsky.social

[ peeking up like a dog that just heard the word " walk " ]

you say that like i never ( * chose ) to go through everything . i love you .

you know i could never do that . [ very gently taking their hands into his . ] i wanna protect you , but i don't want you to feel like you don't got any freedom of your own .

phew ....

my place .

...... hey momo 🤗

.......💭

[ dragging his hands down his face . ]

mokou . quit it .

y'know , considering i'm more machine than i am flesh , i have no clue how i actually managed to grow up .... ah well .

oh , um ..! i'm doing alright ! i live on my own now , but i reconnected with my dad and i help him out back home every few weeks . steady 9-5 .. livin' , y'know ?

... i wonder how monika is doing ..

this bath is Not gonna end well is it

hal🪽 also he fully embraces his southern accent ty