I’ve had to go NC with so many other gay women I’ve tried to be friends with cuz they got really shitty to me about my bisexual/pansexual girlfriends. The idea that you’re literally Satan if you’re not a gold star. I’m not a gold star. I’ve had sex with a man. Gold star obsession is as creepy as

Gay women… were the only sexuality that isn’t even somewhat focused on men sexually. I think that’s why creepy men ask us for threesomes. They can’t even imagine a woman wouldn’t be interested in them. In their fantasies it’s 2 attractive women that focus on them sexually. It’s delusional. I had a

I feel like I just get the same handful of cards over and over again in a different order? I’m hoping the 2 of cups means I’ll meet a new friend soon. A new best friend. Preferably someone who actually wants to just be friends. 2 is cups isn’t just a romance card. Can be friends. Business partners

Merry Christmas, bluesky mutuals!

Most people take 25-30h to beat the storyline on siralim ultimate. I took like twice that. Cuz I’m only running creatures I think are cool. There are sites that give OP builds, but it’s a single player game. Don’t need wowhead/icy veins type shit cuz you’ll fuck over other people without it.

I’m going to listen to “shadow song” in its entirety. I feel like I don’t listen to it enough. I usually just listen to “stormsong,” cuz it’s my favorite. “Shadow song” has no fat. Absolute bangers from start to finish. I wish Sharm would release another entire ass album eventually. 😭

GOG taking shots at steam cuz steam was down for a few hours today. GOG can talk all the shit they want cuz they’re still less than 1% of the digital game market. 🙄

wtf? lol

Women always complain about men wanting sex/relationships from them and then complaining about the friends zone. Women do it to women, too. My best friend at 12 (until I got married) liked me. When a long term relationship ended she immediately shot her shot in the most gross way. That sucks too.

Merry Christmas @foxylustygrover.bsky.social since you’re a day ahead. 👀

I feel so much better today tbh. My Geodon is the only reason I don’t yeet myself into oblivion. I would marry it if I could tbh. Nice ass Geodon.

Leveled my HMT warlock a while back. Parked him. Just did a tier 1 delve that requires ilevel 629 at ilevel 551. Got his belt. Went and got his cloak. He’s now 575. Just from those 2 items. Had leveled 4 druids the day before yesterday though remix. Good few game days. 😃

I just remembered they gave me an extra bottle of Geodon a few month ago and I had my sister hide it. It’s my most important med. I was able to just take it. Hopefully I start to feel better soon. We both forgot about it until just this moment.

I ran out of my Geodon this morning. It’ll be in my system until tomorrow. It’s Christmas, so I won’t be able to get it probably before the new year. I’ve called in all my scripts. She doesn’t fill them. I’ve told my sister to sue the fuck out of her if anything bad happens. You can’t just not take

Being Venusian… we just like pretty things. We’re more sensitive to aesthetic things than other people. Taurus/libra. Our entire lives are about beauty. Sunsets. Trees. Music. Poetry. Pretty people. I even love a beautiful man. I can’t listen to “ugly” music. It causes emotional pain.

There’s a post ln twitter atm about the early presidents wives. People are saying they were actually men. Some said that’s just what British/European women look like/they’re ugly. Seeing them on tv/online. British women are attractive af. Not even sexualizing them. They’re just pretty.

I had a friend for a few years that was obsessed with the writing in the game “morrowind.” It had 58499405 full length books in it, he said. It was trash. Less than trash. He spent a lot of time talking about big brain books he wanted to read. Never read them. Think about it a lot.

Discourse on Twitter atm about video game writing. I’m part of the “go read a book” crowd. Most video game writing is fucking terrible. People who are impressed by it have never read Russian lit or even something fun and not so deep like mark Twain’s writing. If you read a book… you’d “get” it.

I finally finished the main storyline to siralim ultimate! Took me about 55h. There’s thousands and thousands of hours in post game content. Will do a realm or two now, I think. I feel a great sense of accomplishment atm cuz that last boss fight was a motherfucker! 💀

Current read: “the paper menagerie” by Ken Liu 💙📚

Trying to do lfr on my Tauren hunter. Came in before last boss in a wing. Died without being in the room. But healed myself with exhilaration before I died. Was able to loot. Rolled a 98 on boots. Won boots. To hell with those nubs. Back in the queue I go.

I’ve been reading everything on my phone recently. I have those “the summer I turned pretty” books on my kindle (it’s on airplane mode. Not subbed to KU atm.) but I’ve just been reading shit on my phone. It’s easier to not deal with my kindle atm. It feels very… stressful. But I’m still reading.

“I bet to serve Your wish is my law Now close those eyes And let me love you to death” I find male submissiveness so interesting tbh. He was like 6’6 or something too. XD

My sister is working late tonight. She came home briefly with soda. So I’ll forgive her for no lifeing work. We’ve been watching a show called “boys over flowers.” I think it’s called. It has her husband. He’s annoying as balls in this show. I liked him much more in “playful kiss.”

See a @foxylustygrover.bsky.social post a foxy

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I need to read more. I’ve had a tough time with my bipolar so have been rotting my mind with video games. I’m actually tired of gaming though. I hope my mood improves soon. I’ll read a bit more before I go to bed. I hope all you early risers have a great day!

I leveled an orc shaman through tw today. As resto. Switched to ele once he was at 80. Did a lot of shit on him today. Raids. Tw dungeons. Got him to 677. That’s not bad for really one day of play. Looking forward to his vault on Tuesday!

I’m going to try to sleep now! Probably won’t be able to. Annoying as balls. -.- I’ll rest, if nothing else. My sleep schedule is insane atm.

It was super windy yesterday and a tree fell on my sisters car. I hadn’t been outside since it happened but I just took out the trash, and wtf??? I think the windshield is fucked. I’m not sure what her car insurance is like, but man, is this nasty. That poor runt.

The outcome is a Taurus card. I wonder if it represents me? I usually show up as the king of cups though. Dumbass tarot. -.-

I went to bed after noon and woke up around 9. I’m still feeling not great but over 8 hours? Of sleep? For me? wtf? 🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️

Did a tarot reading about something I’ve been confused about and got the twin flames cards again. Sometimes I wonder why I even still bother doing readings. -.- Something’s coming, I guess. I hope it doesn’t nuke my life. Pretty satisfied being single since my divorce. Maybe “someday.”

Idk if I agree with this. 🤔

My Tauren pally got an entire set of gear from the chromie shit except trinkets, bracers, a shield, or a 2h weapon. Did tw a bit ago and got a good str trinket. Did the weekly as ret (FUCK tazavesh) and got a new 2h 😃 finally enchanted him etc cuz he’s mostly geared now. May do lfr? Hm.

Taurus/cancer is the best match in the zodiac. Taurus/aquarius is literally the worst. 💀👀

@tibookchatter.bsky.social I’m reading that heckin book a little bit at a time, but, I thought he wrote literary fiction but this seems very genre fiction? 1q84 I mean.

Someone whose eyes are just hypnotic (This photoshoot her eyes were just… intense af!)

Okay nubs @tibookchatter.bsky.social @foxylustygrover.bsky.social @meetmeatmidnight23.bsky.social The time has come for us to talk about #bookclubgang stuff I assume everyone has finished? Let’s chat!

This is top 3 of my favorite vocals on stormsong. Gd if this broad can’t sing. 😭🥰 youtu.be/jEaN8cyBksE

I had been playing some games I bought on sale the last few days. Just bought another game. It’s hard for me to not buy a game I’ve been interested in that’s on sale for 85% off. I don’t NEED any more heckin games. Rats love deals. We LOVE deals. -.-

I forgot to take my meds yesterday morning. Couldn’t figure out why I couldn’t sleep. Laid in bed for like 12 hours. Ate. Took my pills. Got some sleep. Bed rotting isn’t fun. I couldn’t even read. I was so depressed. Not taking my meds is the worst thing. Bipolar is no joke.

My steam replay! store.steampowered.com/replay/76561...

Mine is saying I yapped most to @tibookchatter.bsky.social this year. 😮 www.madebyolof.com/bluesky-wrap...

Zeus was literally community dick.

This weeks free game on epic game store is “hogwarts legacy.” So many people are apparently trying to get it today it’s crashing the store. I have it on switch so don’t NEED it on pc, but it’d still be nice. I guess I’ll try again later.

Did tw last night. Got a best in slot trinket out of the box. Crafted some shoulders. He’s 891 now. It’s the ass end of the expansion so it doesn’t REALLY matter, but it still feels nice. My warlock is my baby. I like when he gets nice things. 😃

Gonna start this rn. @tibookchatter.bsky.social Am I in for a treat or is this gonna be a more big brained wordy read? I need to set my expectations. 🤓

Do you think being on social media makes you read less? For me: bluesky, twitter, and Reddit are the only social media I use. I only engage in book related content on bluesky and Reddit. Twitter is where I get drama. I don’t use Twitter as much as Reddit but more than bluesky.